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8-5-6 the stars lose to phoenix 2 - 3.

well outta nowhere i had people call me tonite and they wanted me to go get something or another for them. they broke off... one proper, one not so proper, but i had a nice time hanging out with them and at least i got better. so i managed to get my appetite back and am now eating something after getting dropped back off at the house, and on her way over is an old friend of mine who says she's comin to pick me up so we can hang out some. crazy crazy crazy... i had simply planned on staying in and doing nothin.

sleigh ride, have always liked that song.

watching the STARS game, then probably staring at the same four walls and hating life some more. u kno... exciting stuff.

why don't we discuss booty calls instead?

hi, remember me?

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u got nothing to be ashamed of and you don't need to validate what u do or the reason u do them to anyone. keep doin ur thing. i kno if i had a body i could show off i would. i'm working on it but i'm not quite there yet. close.

<slides up next to Gossipmpm> hey cutie how U doin??

bologna reminds me of county jail. :(

hi!

haven't updated this thread in just a bit. i hadn't been feeling like myself. but here goes, the STARS are now sitting on a 8-4-6 record and they are about to face off against the phoenix coyotes. the other nite they won in the shootout versus san jose. first shootout win after 5 failed attempts. stephane robidas with the shootout winner. NUMBER 3!! that guy is phenomenal! and don't worry, i'll update this thread after tonite's game is decided. sm:)e

GO STARS!!

that was kewl

el burrito de Belen

tuki tuki tuki tuki, tuki tuki tuki tu

Santa Teresa Gran Reserva Ron Añejo 1796 or ST ron blanco. but if ur looking for something to sip on, go with the first. it's like sipping cognac. ultra smooth. premium PREMIUM rum. there is none finer.

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YOU WILL HAVE THIS SONG STUCK IN UR HEAD ALL DAY NOW!

ur welcome

in real life. i have no friends. i sit at home alone, i stare at the same four walls just like when i was in prison. i hate my life. i dunno, i try to get out and meet people and be engaging and not all negative and morose. i go to the gym and workout, i even went on a date with someone i met thru this website. never heard from her again. i dunno what it is i do to turn people off in person. maybe my sense of humor? maybe my habit is more obvious than i thought and people pick up on it, i dunno. but i'm lonely. this girl i did like and was kind of seeing went back to prison earlier today. friday the 13th of all days. lot of things happen recently in succession that contribute to my melancholy and i guess i haven't dealt with my feelings very well. i'm trying to go and see a therapist n all but i just really don't kno about things anymore.

i guess i didn't think about it like that really. i mean kids gotta learn to eat properly and if i can help in some small way to introducing them to new vegetables they were previously unfamiliar with and get them to like it then i'm happy to do so. it's just waaaaay too early in the morning for me to have to travel as far as i do to get there. if i lived even a little bit closer, one bus ride less, it wouldn't be near as bad. but whatever.

you talkin about touchin kids, i had to re-read that to make sure... i got the mentally part. hahaha. i thought at first u were accusing me of something. hahahaha... i would never touch anyone younger, older, whatever, inappropriately or unwanted. but i got what u were saying, i just thot i'd clear that up anyway.

sm:)e

i'ma keep taking these meds i found from a while back. sort of seem to be helping a little bit. haven't been as sad as usual. or at least so it seems.

they make "snuggies" for dogs. like clothes for dogs aren't bad enough now they have to impose atrocious fashion faux pas on the poor animals as well?

yeah, thanx. i never even thought to use craigslist for anything other than looking for work and i haven't been very successful in that endeavor lately so i guess i should see if i could make it work for me in some other respect. thanx.

thank u. that's very nice and thoughtful of u. wonderful suggestions really, i think i will consider and take some of ur advice. i had been volunteering a little bit at this place where kids would come to learn about eating healthy and it was at the farmer's market.

for lunch all of us volunteers would take a group of kids (5-6) down to the market and each would have a dollar to spend on different fruits and vegetables that they would come back to the kitchen/lecture hall and cut up and mix into a pasta salad for lunch. so they would shop for and then later prepare their own lunch, plus they'd usually get some fruits too and make a fruit salad.

the last group i helped was a lot of fun. 5 little girls they were all so well behaved. really surprised me. even the first group of fifth graders mostly boys surprised me how well they behaved. the second group was a little younger, the girls... but whatever, they were very nice. it was fun showing them how to cut up the fruits and vegetables but it was hard keeping my eye on five little girls and making sure each one had a responsibility in making the lunch and using the knives properly and not hurting themselves. i brought in my own knives because the day prior with the 5th graders the knives that were supplied by the hosts of the event were DULL and not very good. but whatever, it was nice to volunteer and help those kids. but it was very VERY early in the morning for me, bcos it's downtown and i have to take the bus to get there. not real hot on a 1.5 hour bus/train commute at 6am when i'm not gettin paid. and there really didn't seem to be any opportunity to speak to anyone there about work or a regular job. i'll try looking to volunteer more locally.

thanks again for the wonderful suggestions.