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apology
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Be a man, dude. affirmative |
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THAT IS AWESOME!!
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apology
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eh, what do i kno? jes seeing certain comments made, and even hateful threads started. i dunno what i did to inspire such negativity but i'll try to refrain from doing so from here on out.
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apology
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well....ok,but next time you get outta line your be serving 20 years in prison, fair right? agreed. no tellin, i might end up servin 20 years anyway. can i run my sentences concurrently? yay!! then so long as i'm doin my time state i'll be up for parole in ten years!!  woohooo!
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apology
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well....ok,but next time you get outta line your be serving 20 years in prison, fair right? agreed. no tellin, i might end up servin 20 years anyway. can i run my sentences concurrently? |
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apology
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jes wanna apologize to anyone who's read anything negative i've posted. wasn't my intention to upset anyone. i'll behave.
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lost more weight
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With reading all your posts here, it really sounds like you need some professional help, not sitting here dumping all your words- that really aren't problems. You wrote them out- got objectuive hints and advice but contiuned to woe on yourself. Try volenteering until you get a job- many hours helping others does a couple of things. First you get off the pity horse on how bad your life/weight/insight is and focus on helping another or project that helps others (Habitat for Humanity- 4-1) that really do have serious problems. 2- You'll see how people cope and may learn something about inner strength and realize that maybe things aren't all that bad. 3- Sometimes- volenteering leads to a job. Try diffferent things. CL has a volenteer area. Food banks, the homeless etc. Get some St. Johns Wort and take it a few days. Go to your PO and tell him whats going on. Ask if they have free or sliding scale mental health services. If not try your city/county. Look in the phone book, but coming here arguing with every bit of advice is not gonna work at all, and it just gets you more negativity which justifies what you're feeling. Try the internet but do something. You posted in another forum, and really.... you have to do more than whine to strangers if you're really feeling the way you say you are. Get your head back on. You've got a long life ahead of you and the way you're doing it now, you're going to be miserable. yeah ur right. that's great advice. thanx! |
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Jailhouse recipes
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LOL.. easy there.. I want to tell you the same thing I tell myself when I want to eat that junk... Imagine yourself taking off your clothes in front on a new, reallyyyyy sexy lover.... *squints eyes* Ya feel me? Dont do it! LOL Dennys has a nice grilled chicken salad, and you might even be able to have them make it with romaine. I say that, because thats whats also open this time of night. well i have no money so i can't afford to eat any of that stuff. it's just a craving. i only just ate something now after not eating all day. some beans n rice, crust of old dried up french bread with a slice of american cheese and a few thin slices of pastrami. think i'm gonna make some sweet tea tho. haven't had anything to drink besides water and i want something sweet. I LOVE SUGAR!! oh yeah, and i like gettin clever with ramen jailhouse style. spam and ramen are some of the most indispensable modern gastronomical masterpieces of our time. |
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Jailhouse recipes
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I wasn't ever in jail but someone I knew was because I remember a jailhouse recipe called "shi* on a shingle" where they would mush up green peas and put it on bread or crackers and heat it up any way possble. My brother actually ate this occasionally over toast. 
SOS or as u referred to it by its full name is not peas on crackers. it's chipped beef in gravy on toast. similar but completely unlike biscuits n gravy. SOS gravy is kinda thin. biscuits n gravy gravy is thick like pudding. MMmm yeah, its actually one of my favorite foods, just simple awesome, yummy comfort food. I add garlic to mine, and use ground beef always. I make my S.O.S gravy thick. I used to beg my mom for this when I was a little kid. oh man, i haven't had it in AGES!! first time i was served SOS was probably when i was deployed overseas to Okinawa. i don't remember eating when i was stationed in hawaii. but whatever. now i'm HUNGRY!! damnit i want some LJS or talko belly! |
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lost more weight
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Here's my BS factor...convicted felons do not own guns. You have a picture holding a gun...and don't try and BS me and tell me it's a fake gun...so...something doesn't seem right to all of this. But that's just me. Misery loves company doesn't it? But at some point you have to stop feeling like the world took a crap on you and stop being a victim. Get over it. Move on. Be happy. no ur right. convicted felons don't own guns registered in their names. ur absolutely right. now if something doesn't seem right to u i suppose u have the option to blow the whistle on it, but that's entirely up to you. another thing to consider is the date of the picture. but i'm not trying to convince u of anything, i'm jes sayin i am not telling u any lies. sm:)e thanks for the motivating words. very kind of u. 
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lost more weight
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Wow guy you have your problems but your body is not one of them. I am about as far as you can get from a cougar but your body is fine. At your age you are not going to look 19 but you are definitely normal and above the standard; my guess in the top ten percentile. If you are a convicted felon you need to go back to your probation and parole officer and ask the system for help. Any job will help you get a job take whatever they offer you. You actually have preferential hiring for some jobs and jobs training programs so you have to keep at it. Think you are probably on the money about your girlfriend. Definitely stupid for either of you to be associateing with each other and adding more time. Move on. Let everyone heal. You are so young if you hate your life look around and make it better the same way everyone else do it; be smart, improve your mind first it lasts longest and you can't loose it, work at anything there is no legal job without dignity, be kind and respectful to all because it is never wasted. Believe in yourself, even have to fake it until you make it because it is contagious. Good luck. that's all very nice of u to say. i am going monday to see about what government benefits i may qualify for. i'm steady searchin for work, i'm also registerd with the state of texas for work, but i've never been lucky enough to find work thru them. i've gotten lucky findin work on craigslist, but lately, nobody is even taking a second look at me. if i could get the capital to start my own business i would, i just don't have any collateral to offer up to secure a loan. bad credit. sooooooooo... jes keep lookin in the meantime. thankful i have a place to lay down at night despite being unwelcome here. miserable miserable way to live. and from family no less. i never thought my family would treat me this way. everyone has their breaking points i guess. the whole family is broken now. but yeah, thanks for ur suggestions and kind words, i'm jes probably not dealin with the grief very well, i'll be alright, i kno i'll gain the weight back when i start eating again and working out. but it just seems an insurmountable task to even contemplate returning to 180#. i was only just barely tipping the scales a little over 170 after i had lost 20#. and that took about 2 months to achieve. now i'm even below 165. gah.... whatever, i'll bounce back. BOING! it's what tiggers do best! BOING!! |
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lost more weight
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Well...I guess I'll throw myself on the sword here... Who gives a rat's rear end how "secksi" she is. If she treats you like crap and is on her way back to prison is she worth the hassle, heartache, and drama? I think not. Stop thinking with your nether regions and start thinking with the big brain instead. You can't love enough for two people. it's not about sex really. i mean, she's really nice to look at, but i've had WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY better sex than with her. she's not very communicative. like i was sayin, it's something about how she looks at me. i don't see her judging me, or expecting anything from me. maybe cos she's quiet? i dunno, but whatever it is, it's a bit unnerving. i've never been so insecure about myself with a female before. maybe cos she's a challenge? no tellin. but i'm tryin to get past those feelings. i don't think about her as often as i did. however, had the rotten luck of receiving a text from her today. started thinkin about her all over again. haven't eaten a thing today. haven't been to the gym since my cat was killed. maybe i'm jes going thru grief a little more slowly than i should be. i dunno. doesn't help being sick either. like i said, i think once i find a job i'll be alot better. have my mind properly occupied. oh and if u smell BS u might wanna check ur shoes, may have stepped in something, cos nothin i've posted here is BS. i mean... well it may very well be BS to some, with respect to the veracity of what i've said, it's not BS. |
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lost more weight
Edited by
skanktricil
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Sun 10/25/09 07:50 PM
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Yes I think you mentioned how secksi  she is.
 
well allow me to mention how secksi u ladies all are. NGU!! |
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lost more weight
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Rockmybobbysocks
yeah i really hate your life too. dang. must suck to lose a turd that big huh. i doubt u hate my life enough to do me the favor. if i had money i'd pay u. shadowsfromthesky
Holy crap if I had all that going on in my life I would gain 30 lbs... Take a vitamin. Drink plenty of water. Sleep is more important that people think and you should be getting at least 8 hours a night. Protein...protein...protein. And relax. Go for a walk. Find something that calms your spirit and your soul. Your body is in survival mode...and fighting for it's life because you gave up on it. Take control back. i've found that somethin which calms my spirit and soul, only problem is i can't afford it anymore. q.v. original post, sick, not well... i jes need to find a job n get off on my own. i think i'd be alright in that instance. problem is finding a job. and i'm not picky, i'll take a job scrubbin toilets, i don't care. but nobody will hire me. Gossipmpm
why the obsession?? ^^^^LMAO^^^ are u referring to my obsession with this girl who doesn't really care much about me? well i don't quite understand the nature of my obsession with her either, but i suspect it has something to do with how secksi she is, how nice she is to me when she does see me and the way she looks at me, like she doesn't expect a thing from me. everyone else who looks at me, i feel like they expect something from me. that's my best guess as to why i'm so obsessed with her. i like being with her. did i mention she's really secksi? |
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lost more weight
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Hey -while it is important to be happy with the way you look "for you"--as for me- I think you look extremely Great! I dont see any fat in your pictures. You're quite striking in fact.. that's very nice of u to say. i hide it pretty well. i'm not obese in any sense of the word. but when i say fat, i'm talking about the squishy parts that are more squishy than others u kno? like the pudge on my tummy, legs, lower back, most of it is there. then of course there's the general layer of fat that everyone has in their skin, but it's not conspicuous or anything. oh i'm soooo frustrated. can't find a job, and being a convicted felon isn't making it any easier. should have titled this the "i hate my life thread". hahahaha gonna see 'bout gettin government assistance here on monday. |
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lost more weight
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How much weight did you loose? when i came back from california i weighed 185. stopped working out and eating like i had been for a month and some when my membership lapsed. lost 20 pounds. was at 165. started back at the gym, got up to around 170ish. all of a sudden, catch a cold, get sick, other kind of sick (if u don't know what i'm talkin about don't worry none too much), plus a very disturbing confrontation with family. i weigh about as much as the girl i like now. and she may very well be going back to prison. not that it would matter anyway, i don't think she really cared about me very much. i guess we don't really choose the people we fall in love with. oh man... if only i could even just get a job. i would be able to start changing my situation. |
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lost more weight
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i'm sooo depressed. i weigh 163.5 and none of the weight i lost was fat. all the fat i had before i still have now, i just weigh even less than before.
actually, i jes hopped on the scale and with all my clothes on i weigh 162. took off my pants which probably weigh the most, and i weigh 161. wtf?!? THIS SUCKS!! i hate my life. |
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stereotypes
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Well...I am a single mom...who grew up catholic even going to parochial school...who gets told she looks like a librarian ALL the time... So...I'm an evil, naughty, diaper changer. Interesting. Hahahahah
 allo mignone
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Allen Texas
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in the summertime when the AC isn't workin. u tryin to peddle ur services as an AC repairman?
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fantasy - aldo nova
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