Man, that has got to feel creepy.
Good! but creepy.

Well....
I caught alot of shit for watching a Dave Chapelle DVD,
was told I need to change, and was given a bunch of shit
about how I need to pay her more attention even tho I gave
her a massage for like an hour last night. I can't win
today.

You're right on Will!

I got it. That was funny dude!

I feel your embrace
but it's so very cold.
Am I gonna die in your arms?
It feels like I'm slipping away
but I'm lost in surrender.
A voice out there is calling to me.
I wish I could respond.
I send a message in a bottle
in hopes they'll know
that I cry out too.

I look for meaning but find
it all so meaningless.
The shit we all go thru.
Nothing seems to cure it
it just rests inside the soul.
Random thoughts and actions
result from no control.
Where do we go when all the stores
are closed?

I used to believe in a stairway to Heaven
but I find myself on a highway to hell.
The bell tolls for all of us.
United we stand in falling together.
All we need is a little love to fix things.
Love has not been here for a long, long time.

The whole world is fucked up
and I wonder...
am I the only one who knows?
Am I the only seeing man
in a town that's blind?

Blind to corruption.
Blind to the lies.
Blind to destruction.
Too blind to wonder why.

Hasn't anybody questioned
why there are a hundred channels
but there's nothing but shit on their TV?
Why do we look there for reality?
We do we believe every thing that
we hear and see?

The lies!
The lies of it all really
Piss me off!
Our leaders couldn't give a fuck
if Johnny can't read,
he's got no home, and he can't eat.
But they'll explode in orgasm
when the money is green
and they can buy a new SUV.

Am I the only one who sees?

Bling Bling is the religion of today.
Bullshit is the language that is spoken.
All bow down to the almighty dollar!
We are baptized in the blood
of those we leave behind.

I'm giving up I'm getting off this train.
Are you willing to follow me?
Better yet don't follow me
find a path of your own.
I'll see you along the road
of life.

Isolation.
Desolation.
Activation of a feeling.
Looking outward
seeing inward
and I feel the ghost of you.
Father I expected so much more from you.
All I got was sorrow in the end.
I don't even have a photograph
to remember you by
but you are there
in my mind.

Not accepted.
dejected I just keep on trying
to find an explanation.
In my mind
I can feel you mother with your finger
on my soul.
It's all so fucking sick
how you just try to control.
I thought I could depend upon
you but I was only fooling myself.

All alone I walk the streets of life
and try to leave it all behind
but late at night I wake and
cry and wish I could've had more.

More feeling
More love
More compassion
A good thought to think of.

I allowed the dysfunction of
my childhood to creep into
my soul where anger, fear, and desparaton
made themselves a home.
Mom and Dad
I don't hate you.
I don't blame you
for my ability not to
feel a single fucking thing!

Doctor gave me a pill,
said it would take it all away.
Gotta say the shit didn't work
cos at times my father I feel
just as dead as you are in your grave.
Mother, mother always looking out
for yourself. I hope you think
of me and cry at night like I do
but I doubt it cos you have to
feel to cry. All I'm left
with are the questions why.

Note- I really experienced this shit.
My father abandoned me for over 10 years
and my mother really tried to fuck me
up emotionally. I thank God that good
people out there saw my situation
and got me the fuck outta there.
I got taken away from my mother
because of their efforts and
I went to live with my grandparents,
where I finally got to live a normal life.
My life was saved by good people who cared.

It's great when things work out like that.
Great poem!

Dude! You are funny and have a deep side too!
Man this almost made me cry.

I can feel the conflict you're going thru. As Stevie Wonder
and Paul McCartney once sang, "There is good and bad in everone"
People are multi-dimensional. There no person who is all good
or all bad. However, there is something called accountability
and conscience. This man had to know that what he was doing was wrong.
He had the ability to seek out help so he could
stop what he was doing. He chose to keep on doing it. He
created his own Hell on Earth. When Jesus was on the cross
he was crucified along with two murderers. One mocked him,
the other said (paraphrasing) take me to where you're going.
Jesus said OK. If this man accepted Christ as his saviour
and asked forgiveness of his sins the man would indeed get
to Heaven. Jeffrey Dahmer, a child molester/serial killer
got accepted Christ while in prison. He got murdered himself
there. I believe that Jeffrey Dahmer is in Heaven so it is
possible that this man is in Heaven. However, there is also
a chance this man did not accept Christ as his saviour and
did not ask forgiveness for his sins and may very well be
in Hell. It's not up to me to judge this guy, just giving
you my opinions.

Will,
There's lots of great things to say about this!
You're song is basically saying the world's fucked
up and you feel like you're the only one who knows.
I've had that feeling many times.
At least that's my interpretation of what you wrote.

My wife was 19 when she married me!

Baby Baby when the sun don't shine
all I have to do is look into your eyes.
My lover when I'm feeling down
you are there to take me by surprise.
An endless deep blue sea
is what we're swimming in.
The water cleanses us of all our sin.
No more mountains to climb.
Here we are where we need to be- YOU AND I.
I can't promise that we'll last forever,
we're not guaranteed tomorrow.
All I can tell you is my love for you is true
and it's you that I'll follow.
An endless deep blue sea
is what we're swimming in.
The water cleanses us of all our sin.
No more mountains to climb.
Here we are where we need to be- YOU AND I.

Real love happens when the "magic" wears off,
the infatuation over, you see the person for
who really are and you decided to stay
with them anyway. That's what I've found
true love to mean.

Dude, you should try doing stand-up comedy at a comedy club
or write for a comedy show. You are funny as hell!
I think there should be a section for humor, shit yeah!

I personally see that what you say IN THEORY is correct, based
on the information you supply. I don't however, believe that
this so-called torturing of kids would ever take place. Now,
does having unprecidented new powers have the ability to be
abused? Sure! But the United States alot of times to our
own detriment bends over backwards to do the right thing.
Now to Bush- I used to like Bush. I really respected him.
I voted for him twice. I think he did a good job getting
the country over 9/11. However...
I find that Bush is mainly for helping the rich and doesn't
really give a fuck about middle class and poor people.
The bankruptcy reforms is only one example of this. He makes
it hard now for the average person to file bankruptcy while
giving large corporations big tax loopholes and allowing jobs
to be outsourced (sent to other countries) and being lax on
illegal immigration (allowing companies access to cheap labor).
This puts alot of people out of work. I could go on and on.
Bush is great on foreign policy and great for helping the
rich but he has no real domestic policy that I know of and
has no idea of how fucking hard life is right now on the
middle class or poor. I'm a registered Republican but in
the NEXT election I am voting for someone who will look out
for Americans first and pays more attention to domestic
policy. I couldn't give a fuck what political party this
person I vote for comes from.

The rain beats against my skin
as I walk the darkened streets
of this mean old town.
I can't help but think about
the mess I'm in. I can't believe
I let you down. Now I'm on the
outside lookin' in. Peering
into your window, thinkin'
about the life that should've been.
It hurts like hell when I think about it.
I wish I could turn back time.
I wish I could've done things
different and saved this life of mine.
But I faced the facts, I know it's too late.
All I can do is walk away and accept my fate.
Maybe tomorrow I'll be able to start over
but tonight I'm stuck in sorrow
and I got nowhere to for cover.
I'll be haunted tonight by dreams
of you and what was, what should've been.
Tomorrow as I face the sun
I'll swear that I will just move on
but the truth is baby, my world
has been shattered since you've been gone.

"You always had my unspoken passion, although I
might not seem to care." Billy Joel

I say "fuck Hell!" and "fuck the devil!

I used to like George W. Bush. I voted for him twice.
I now see that he couldn't give a shit about the middle-class
or the poor. I see he has no problem with sending jobs
to other countries (outsourcing), companies using illegal
aliens as cheap labor, or the fact that corporate greed is
fucking up our way of life! And the prescription drug thing...
what a crock of shit! Here's the deal- taxpayers (you and I)
pay for research and development of a drug, the DEA
rubber stamps approval on the drugs and won't take them
off the market unless someone (you or I) gets killed or
fucked up by them. AND WE PAY OUT THE ASS FOR THE DRUGS!!!
We finance the research and development, have no security
in knowing whethter they're safe or not, and pay like 100
times what it costs to make the drug. I guess you know by
now that I don't really like Bush anymore. The next person
I vote for President is gonna be somebody I know is gonna
look out for what's good for the country. Bush is spending
all this fucking money in other countries while we got people
here with no place to sleep and no food to eat!