I consider you a friend and a good one at that.
You are one of the most clever and outright funniest
dudes on this site. Don't change a thing. Keep being real.

Big blue ball
we're livin' on
goes round and round
nothing stops it
from spinnin' 'round.
Endless faces pass by
me am I the only one who
sees the futileness of it
all? With some courage
we can break some walls.
Walls that keep us all apart.
Walls that line the heart within.
Walls that won't let other people in.
I am stranded on this rock.
You're stranded too, ain't it funny as shit.
Somehow we're all together in being seperated.
The ubsurdity of it all.
Give a kiss
or steal a smile.
Be yourself, fuck the style.
I don't want to be impressed,
I want to feel alone no more.

A look into your eyes
reveals something new to me.
Beyond the deepest blues
I see deep inside your soul
and it wants to be set free.
You've been tangled up in
chains that someone else has
made. Now you're left to
suffer thru the heartache and
the pain.
Endless.
Abyss.
Wandering.
Forever.
I know you think you're alone
but baby just know I'm here
to share in the laughter
and to wipe away your tears.
Abandon all your pain
while I hold you in my arms.
Together
we will make it
thru the night.

Will, thanks for turning me on to this! I'm at the office
now so I can't really post anything now but I will later
when I get home.
Jim

Who would I have to be
for you to take a look at me?
Can I finally be free
to be myself, can you be that kind?
No fantasy, no lies, pure honesty
belies the pain, the hurt, the memories
of the corpses of love's remains.
Do you feel like I do,
like the whole world
has turned on you?
Do you feel out of place,
afraid to smile at a friendly face.
We've been brought up, grown up,
torn up, only to begin anew.
This world is not a perfect place
but I know a perfect spot for me and you
where we will be free to dream again.
Are you ready?
Can you let go
of it all
and be again?

Very cool and very deep Will!
I agree that the sun both welcomes me and taunts me
at the same time very often.

How many times must I tell you
can only scrape myself off the
floor only so much.
I yearn
I turn
I burn for a human touch.

I am lonely
for a smile.
Can you help me
make it thru another day.

Tears burn my eyes as I think
of all the shit I been thru.
I'm only telling you this my friend
so you won't feel alone like me too.

I yearn
I turn
I burn
for a human touch.

Sometimes I lay in bed and pray that
I'll be taken to a better place.
Only to wake up, look in the mirror,
and see the same old ugly face.
Time has taken it's toll on me.

I yearn
I turn
I burn for a human touch.

I write song lyrics and poetry. Writer's block set in on me
somewhere around last November and I am just now beginning to
regain the ability to write. Keep in mind that I write as I
go along, pretty much improvised and unrehearsed. Hope you like
it.

Face The Day (C)2006 Millersongs

Raindrops hit my window as I lay fast asleep.
Somehow, someway tonight I had myself a dream.
It was you and I standing in a meadow full of
flowers and sunshine. We kissed and it seemed
to last forever. Next thing I know the alarm
clock chokes my brain and those images are taken
from me, replaced with sheer reality.

Nothing left here but the ghosts and the skeletal
remains of what used to be. I'm on a crazy train
looking at the sheer horror of it all.
The blackness of my life seems to cover
all the walls. Heaven's gone, I sleep
no more- it's time to face the day.

So many people are hurting inside.
I am one of them.
Searching, hoping, letting go of pride
if it will bring a friendly smile
or a moment caught in time.

In my opinion we are doing our ownselves in.
We are fucking our own selves up worse than the
terrorists ever could. We are outsourcing jobs to
India to save a few bucks. We are hiring illegals at
wages that people here can't afford to work for. We are
making it so that it will be harder and harder to find
work. We are letting people cross over the border and
giving them benefits (welfare) that US citizens have a
hard time getting. We are making it less and less important
for people to even speak English. We are becoming a more
selfish and greedy culture. I predict that the next attack
on the US will come from people crossing over our southern
border. We're going to hell in a handbasket and showing
terrorists how to get past security by having a practically
open southern border.

Heather,
Thanks for the encouragement. Knowing I'm not alone in going
thru this shit means alot to me. You made me feel better.
I finally found a place where I can be myself. Isn't that
what really deep down people are looking for- someone who loves
and accepts you just as you are? That and good sex!

Billy Joel once wrote "I just want someone that I can talk to.
I want you just the way you are." I would be in heaven if
I had that. Jaime, now you got my ass thinkin'. Where
are these pornsites I can jack off to?! You got me to laugh
at a moment when I was really feeling sorry for myself. Thanks!

I'm sitting here minding my own business when all of a sudden
my wife comes in the house, comes into the computer room and
goes "oh God". She said I'm spending two hours a day on the
computer. SHE IS ACTUALLY TIMING MY ASS!!!! I am finding it
unfucking believable because I can't believe that she knows to
the minute how long I'm on the computer especially because a
large part of my job is BEING ON THE COMPUTER. My wife is
jealous of a computer! If I could talk to her openly and honestly the
way I do here maybe I wouldn't be on the computer
so much but what do you do when the person you love is so
damn uptight? Don't get me wrong, I love her but I could never
talk to her about fucking, sex positions, what turns me on,
shit she doesn't even really tell ME what turns HER on. Now
she says she's gonna be nasty to me tonight and that I deserve
it. If that's the price I pay for being real with some friends
and speaking my mind then so be it. I only wish I could be
this open and express myself with her and not be judged for it.

I knew my wife about 3 months before we got engaged.
We've been married 19 years. I don't think there's a
hard and fast rule about waiting. You could wait and
miss out or you could rush into it and regret it. It
all depends on how you feel about each other and how
well you know each other.

What red-blooded male would not date a bisexual woman?!
Let's be real, almost every dude has at least fantasized
about seeing two women together. For me it is one of my
biggest fantasies! I can't really explain why but it is
what it is.

Already prayed for him. Hope he heals.

Damn! You got me Will.

Karma definitely exists. What you do eventually finds it's
way back to you.

I've set out to make friends and have been very successful
in doing that here. The people on here are very cool
and I've had lots of laughs here. I haven't ran into any
assholes or phonies. I really like this site!

Now yes, I'm married and you won't find me on a site
like E-Harmony but I gotta say that I hate that fuckin' site!
Especially their damn commercials.
They get peoples hopes up and
get people looking for someone "magical"
while the right person may be
right there in front of you.
Plus the creator of E-Harmony (who frequently appears
in the commercials) just look so smug, like he knows everything.
I wish Rick James were still alive so he good bitchslap
that motherfucker. I think that single people are taken
advantage of by websites that charge you money to meet people.
Half the damn profiles are probably fake!
You may not find "magic" here on this site but at least
it's free and there are cool people on here and I've
yet to meet any phonies.
Good luck with your searching and
have fun with it! Holding out for someone
"magical" can leave you with alot of
lonely nights.

Love and Hate are kinda binded together like
the Chinese philosophy of yin and yang (good and bad).
Good and bad exist in everyone. We have the capacity to
love unconditionally and the same capacity to just fuck
each other up with no remorse. I think when you think
of hate in a relationship at least to me it means you
hate the things they're doing, not necessarily hating
the person themselves. Now on the flip side we gotta
realize that we ourselves our loved by people who are
driven apeshit by things WE do and sometimes the thought
of hate enters into their mine. Yoda from Star Wars had
it right, don't give in to the dark side. See, there are
times when we may hate someone but if we give into those
feelings and become consumed by hate we only hurt ourselves,
not the one who has us pissed off. I think the key to not
giving in to hate is to have compassion and understanding.
Take me for instance- I've had a lifelong problem with being
late. I've never really been on time for anything. My wife
and I own a business together and I am very often late getting
to work because mornings are very rough on me. I feel down
and have to pump myself up with music and praying before I
get the courage to even get out of bed. My wife tells me
that I am late cos I'm lazy and that I purposely do it to
hurt her. She's told me she hates me many times. If she used
compassion and looked at where I'm coming from she would realize
that I'm not out to hurt her (I do confess to being lazy at
times tho so she's right there). If she were compassionate
and understanding she wouldn't be feeling those feelings of
hate. I too need to be compassionate and understanding and
work on getting ready faster in the morning so she won't
feel those negative feelings. As for me and feeling hate I
have to confess that I don't feel hate very much. I'm not
really the kind of person who gets angry easy but when I do
get angry I think I do approach the level of hate and that
scares me.