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Taking cards to the meeting, tonight and for work. I ordered one large print Big Book for another member and myself for presents.
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Most people, I would say, who have an addiction problem have underlying emotional or mental issues... usually deeply rooted ones that are repressed or just haven't been dealt with yet. The drugs aren't necessarily used to numb... it's all sorts of reasons... don't make me go re-read Ceremonial Chemistry by Thomas Szasz. This is a topic that many counselors have discussed over the years. Their big question is "Which came first". Was it the addiction problem or the underlying issues? Which came first, the chicken or the egg? Alcoholism does run in families. It is hereditary. I've heard they found some actual genetic link... Still. I believe in personal choice... and person influence. I think those weigh heavier than genetic precursors. I never liked the 12 step program... but I'm stubborn as hell and I've never really accepted any program completely. Only child complex? Hehe. Liking comes later! ![]() |
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I'm trying to quit drinking, best to not go anywhere if you get smashed... I've stopped altogether, been clean and sober for about foru monthes. So what's your story? Good for you, I quit before I was 21...I noticed you mentioned you started at 15/16, at that age you were 5 times more likely to become addicted to alcohol than if you'd waited until maturity. It's amazing the epidemic we have today with under-aged drinking and the issue is almost ignored entirely. Prevention is not used...so it's always too late. I run an anti-teen drinking org and also dated an alcoholic, attended many AA and Al-anon meetings, and in the end I lost out...she decided she was not an alcoholic because she had not reached "rock bottom"...so she stays at home and every night gets plastered. The "rock bottom" issue bothers me because people who are addicts know well before they RB and should seek help before reaching it. It's like they are just waiting...and that may be at the expense of others...or themselves. I know from my own feelings that I may well be doing her RB for her...the depression of losing someone you dearly love to addiction is horrible. It's like they died. I hope you the best. |
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Edited by
RainbowTrout
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Sun 01/10/10 11:08 AM
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Liking comes later!
![]() So true, Conrad. My first chance at outside meetings what some referred to the 'real world' once I got away from the treatment center in Wichita called RSC I came upon the Metro Group. Ouch! I was still in denial and so said the first step in name only. I can remember feeling sorry for all those alcoholics and was troubled because they really hurt my feelings. They told me that they had spilled more beer than I ever dranked. Told me that maybe I should try some control drinking. I was so angry but just couldn't get enough of it. ![]() ![]() ![]() |
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It was a great meeting, tonight. I didn't have to chair which my sponsor enjoyed.
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Have not had a drink in 10 1/2 months!!!
Have not had a cig in a month!! I feel so good and pure and healthy its amazing!!! ![]() |
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The newcomer is the most important person at any meeting. I am happy for you. It does feel better to be sober. I am very grateful for AA.
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I'm not an alcoholic, and i'm not normal. So does that count
![]() Actually, I been around AA for 30 years. Went to meetings for 15 years, anywhere from 5 to 7 days a week. From my experience, it don't matter if your a memebr or not. Go to the meeting long enough. A seed will be planted. Going to the meetings was one of the best things I have done for my life. |
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Still going to meetings, still sober.
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I'm not an alcoholic, and i'm not normal. So does that count ![]() Actually, I been around AA for 30 years. Went to meetings for 15 years, anywhere from 5 to 7 days a week. From my experience, it don't matter if your a memebr or not. Go to the meeting long enough. A seed will be planted. Going to the meetings was one of the best things I have done for my life. Good way to look at it. When I first came into AA I didn't think I was an alcoholic but I got help. For nine months everything was working great. I was eating better and thank God for the nurses who were giving me vitamins my health was getting better. Then I had the relapse and I felt so guilty because I thought I had let everyone down. I was so ashamed when I came back in but a member told me that I had let myself down not them. In actuality I was working steps 2 through 12 without really working one. It was like a jolt or a spiritual experience I felt when I found out I really was an alcoholic. It was then that I really worked the first step and the second step made more sense to me then. I was glad that the seed was planted before the relapse or otherwise I would have never really accepted the first step. Its a wonderful way of life. ![]() |
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Still here in the cheering section!
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been sober 3yrs 8 months
havent had a desire to drink at all for 3yrs 6months.... try living your life like you are giving an open talk....HONESTY with everyone about your past and things you've done.. i do this everyday..i have better friends for it.they know who i am..i dont fear my past comming back to haunt me because my friends already know...i do not regret anything ive been through.... i go to a meeting about twice a year. once you change your thinking the desperate need for them disappears because you become ok with you and you live life without unnessesary fear |
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Good way to look at it. When I first came into AA I didn't think I was an alcoholic but I got help. For nine months everything was working great. I was eating better and thank God for the nurses who were giving me vitamins my health was getting better. Then I had the relapse and I felt so guilty because I thought I had let everyone down. I was so ashamed when I came back in but a member told me that I had let myself down not them. In actuality I was working steps 2 through 12 without really working one. It was like a jolt or a spiritual experience I felt when I found out I really was an alcoholic. It was then that I really worked the first step and the second step made more sense to me then. I was glad that the seed was planted before the relapse or otherwise I would have never really accepted the first step. Its a wonderful way of life. ![]() I think the 12 steps can help anyone, alcoholic or not. AA has change the way I look at life today and I can't hide from myself anymore ![]() |
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I think the 12 steps can help anyone, alcoholic or not. AA has change the way I look at life today and I can't hide from myself anymore
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I think the 12 steps can help anyone, alcoholic or not. AA has change the way I look at life today and I can't hide from myself anymore ![]() Another good point. ![]() ![]() ![]() The problem is,that most People don't have the Urgency of working the Steps as Alcoholics/Addicts do! For us it is a matter of Life and death,for most of them it is not. ![]() |
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The problem is,that most People don't have the Urgency of working the Steps as Alcoholics/Addicts do!
For us it is a matter of Life and death,for most of them it is not. ![]() So true. I believe that is the conclusion that Bill W. and Doctor Bob came to, also. One of my first moments of clarity was from reading Doctor Bob's Nightmare. I believe it eventually helped me to get past my own denial problem. I am so thankful that I got past the denial for me that is a miracle. Another thing that helped me was hearing that recovery is not so much for people that need it but for people who want it. I think that is why it is mentioned in the preamble, "...If you want what we have to offer..." And the, "...All you have to have is a desire to want to stop drinking...". I went from wanting to die to wanting to live after just that first meeting. At some point that 180 change it speaks of in the Big Book happened and I quit fighting the program and just accepted it. Acceptance is the key for sure. ![]() |
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I sure have enjoyed Silky's page.
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my sobriety comes from me having enough of me, which left my mind open to change in everything...studied quantum physics.(the power of thought)& a book called the 4 agreements and started practicing them adamently...all desire is gone..at peace with me in everyway...pretty much its been a cake walk....life is life and there is no such thing as good or bad,,just experiences....almost 45 months of pure sobriety and peace of mind...may you all find what you need..
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my sobriety comes from me having enough of me, which left my mind open to change in everything...studied quantum physics.(the power of thought)& a book called the 4 agreements and started practicing them adamently...all desire is gone..at peace with me in everyway...pretty much its been a cake walk....life is life and there is no such thing as good or bad,,just experiences....almost 45 months of pure sobriety and peace of mind...may you all find what you need.. Bravo, bedlum! Seriously. I fell in love with a man that was an alcoholic. I tried everything to help him, enabled him at times unknowingly, and finally I realized that HE had to want to stop drinking; that I couldn't help him until he did. I tried to get an intervention going, but his family would not stop enabling as I had. I finally had to let him go. It was sad. I was heartbroken. I give you and all on this thread my highest respect and love for being able to beat this demon. ![]() ![]() ![]() |
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I have been drug free for 4 years and 3 months now. Was not easy but I quite cold turkey. Still get cravings but I know better. I saw where I was headed and didn't like it one bit, so I had to break up with who I was with at the time because he was the one who got me into coke.
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