Because some moderators don't know a joke and don't support discourse.

jazz is alright, I don't hate it, but Blues???? come on

Thats why I don't own a truck

I tried snorting coke expecting to get high, all that happened was my face got stickey.

Jesus Christ, imagine a corporation being PC and not wanting to take a stance on religion, they should just cater to the christian population. In fact we should make a law saying that all products need to have the words God or Jesus in them. I mean it says in the bible that God is supposed to be a selling point right? Infact God should be the newest fasion craze, what better way to show your religious devotion than by buyiung a corporate product that uses God as a label. Welcome to the new theocracy of the united states. Religion over Reason.

Thank you all, I do appreciate all who have read my ****ty stuff.

Here i sit broke and half broken with nothing much positive to say. I am going to attempt to start editing and video taping for money again, hopefully I don't fail as hard as the last time. I have to come up with a name for the company though. I am tired of screwing up with out even trying though in life. I am going to push myself to be in uncomfortable situations, face my desires that coincide with my fears. Welcome to the new life, alone on a raft in what used to be a river that dried up into a creek so I was not able to go as fast as I once could, the has filled again and I have motivation that i had lost. It's good to feel the creative bug in me again, also very scary though. So here I go, making an ass out of myself, with out having a wife telling me to sit down and behave myself or telling me that's a stupid Idea and that will never work. I am just gonna do what I want to do learn from the **** ups and keep moving on trying to improve. I may never make it anywhere, I may drown along the way. What I know is, I am broke with only soup to eat, I have no where to go but up from this **** pool of life I am in. I will try to make myself proud, and hopefully all the people that matter will be proud of me as well.

Nice? I don't think I do anything nice.

Call me Gavin I'm the captain on this carnival Cruise
Cathy Lee lets me Rub my d.i.c.k on her boobs

I'm just no good at court ordered goodbyes

no one does read this ****

George Carlin died at 71. A great comedian who's point of view will always be missed.

can cause a lot stress as well. Depends how much your willing to work with the other person and how much you're able to understand.

When the love goes cold and your blood runs hot
after you gave up everything to become what you're not
I look in the mirror dissapointed at what I've become
out of shape, scared, Broken and no fun
the dreams of yesterday faded away
just take every step forward always writhing in pain
I hate these feelings leaving my hopeless
She goes on happy to my situation oblivious

Love turned to hatred
Red turns to black
To the one which with I mated
I want my soul back
Hearts turned in to voids
passion turns into nightmares
you were simply annoyed
at how much I cared

I loved you
You just came along for the ride

When the God you believed in ignores all your prayers
and when you've used up the patience of all who cares
I look back to the time when I was able to be a good friend
look to the future seeing nothing hoping it will end
there is nothing that makes me feel anything good
You rubbed your happiess in my face whenever you could
and as I lay shaking think of your body with his
I remember the names we had planned for when we were going to have kids

Now I go out alone at the bar were we talked
I see the towns people and feel like I'm mocked
A shot of whiskey to burn away the flem in my throat
I hope the next shot will kill me but it probably won't
so five more dollars in the juke box one more sad song
Thinking back to the times when i did something wrong
wasn't I good enough with all the times I made you cum
Or was it all just faked, was it a lie to make me feel dumb

I tried to forgive, but I just wasn't good enough anymore.

I look forward to the day you actually do.

I have changed some of my profile, Let me know what ya'll think.

When the love goes cold and your blood runs hot
after you gave up everything to become what you're not
I look in the mirror dissapointed at what I've become
out of shape, scared, Broken and no fun
the dreams of yesterday faded away
just take every step forward always writhing in pain
I hate these feelings leaving my hopeless
She goes on happy to my situation oblivious

Love turned to hatred
Red turns to black
To the one which with I mated
I want my soul back
Hearts turned in to voids
passion turns into nightmares
you were simply annoyed
at how much I cared

I loved you
You just came along for the ride

When the God you believed in ignores all your prayers
and when you've used up the patience of all who cares
I look back to the time when I was able to be a good friend
look to the future seeing nothing hoping it will end
there is nothing that makes me feel anything good
You rubbed your happiess in my face whenever you could
and as I lay shaking think of your body with his
I remember the names we had planned for when we were going to have kids

Now I go out alone at the bar were we talked
I see the towns people and feel like I'm mocked
A shot of whiskey to burn away the flem in my throat
I hope the next shot will kill me but it probably won't
so five more dollars in the juke box one more sad song
Thinking back to the times when i did something wrong
wasn't I good enough with all the times I made you cum
Or was it all just faked, was it a lie to make me feel dumb

Rainbow Connection. It was "the dance" song at my wedding. I can't listen to it with out crying.

If it helps I don't think you're too nice.