When the love goes cold and your blood runs hot
after you gave up everything to become what you're not
I look in the mirror dissapointed at what I've become
out of shape, scared, Broken and no fun
the dreams of yesterday faded away
just take every step forward always writhing in pain
I hate these feelings leaving my hopeless
She goes on happy to my situation oblivious

Love turned to hatred
Red turns to black
To the one which with I mated
I want my soul back
Hearts turned in to voids
passion turns into nightmares
you were simply annoyed
at how much I cared

I loved you
You just came along for the ride

When the God you believed in ignores all your prayers
and when you've used up the patience of all who cares
I look back to the time when I was able to be a good friend
look to the future seeing nothing hoping it will end
there is nothing that makes me feel anything good
You rubbed your happiess in my face whenever you could
and as I lay shaking think of your body with his
I remember the names we had planned for when we were going to have kids

Now I go out alone at the bar were we talked
I see the towns people and feel like I'm mocked
A shot of whiskey to burn away the flem in my throat
I hope the next shot will kill me but it probably won't
so five more dollars in the juke box one more sad song
Thinking back to the times when i did something wrong
wasn't I good enough with all the times I made you cum
Or was it all just faked, was it a lie to make me feel dumb

nobody read this **** hehe-- great writing.

no one does read this ****

nice poem keep it up

Just stopped by to say I didn't read it...
But not bad!!!!!!!!!!!

I didn't read it either. Just like all the others.

Yup, I read this **** - pretty good sling job 2!

I'm not reading****
or any of the other****
you wrote LOL

Just stopped by to confirm I am nobody too

Great Write!

That was very nice.

Nice? I don't think I do anything nice.

Good company!

Okay, well to clarify. It was a nice write.

Thank you all, I do appreciate all who have read my ****ty stuff.