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Cruelty Of Man
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It's sad how cruel a man can be
only show anger and keep his love under a canopy never change his ways, even when he's faced with losing his family but, this didn't have to be the one to blame is me we could have lived together happily but now were not together it feels like someone is grabbing me and stabbing me you don't know how bad i need to raise my seed and support them financially why can't it be? I'm a father of three I'm prepared for the responsibility I just want my kids to chill with me so strike a deal with me let my kids share a meal with me why all the hostility I'll keep it real with you so keep it real with me to prevent any further controversy our kids mean the world to me and without them it's hard to breathe so i sit at home and grieve and replay the day you chose to leave the Joe you used to know has ceased to be I stand a man and refuse to be bullied I'm the father our children truely need I know I've acted foolishly but, you used to be cool with me now you and brian try to duel with me so i am asking respectfully to please squash the beef I know your hating me because of my actions when you were dating me I don't know how to word my apology I choke every word out painfully whether you choose to forgive me remains to be seen I truely am sorry and i'll do anything to make you a friend to me horrible thoughts invade my dreams causing night terrors and pain filled screams because i hate myself faithfully and i hate to see you and brian living complacently my lonliness is breaking me i stare at you breathtakingly and it's making me remember the way that we would spend many nights in extasy waking up with you next to me and i was vexed to see you were sexin me and testin me blessin me with our three boys beautifully |
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The Darker Side
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I got a 9mm heater
in my two seater beater treat her sweeter be neater and need her be the meter or the reader let the totter teeter follow the leader sour is sweeter an hour to meet her allowing a cheater to swallow the peter greet her the sweeter peter eater a high achiever the guy deciever leave it to me , to believe her phone off reciever simply amazing pimps be uh, blayzing while ho's we have traded so ya know, we ain't faded just know Joe finally made it and you haters truely hate it any game to be played, i played it any money to be made, i made it when times got tough,I got creative and i lost touch, with those of whom I'm related yet still, some showed love even though i betrayed em, |
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Lies
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wow, that really hits close to home, thats just wow, i can definitly relate. No doubt.
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Just For You
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ouch! now there is some pain.
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Christian guy ?
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it's easier not to go looking, let god bring him to you.
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lol, thats why god made Adam and Eve, not Adam and Steve.
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relationships just don't work without a blessing from god.
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Christmas Eve 2005
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It's Christmas Eve
and I'm all alone no smiling children runnin' round my home Everytime i look at them my eyes swell up here come the tears again Ever since they left my side I've been contemplating ending my life everyday there's tears in my eyes i cry myself asleep everynight this just ain't right my fists are clenched tight I'm furious and ready to fight April's just mad cause I'm their dad well, thats too bad It's only obvious my kids are sad April changes men like it's a F***ing fad if i ever see her boyfriend he's F***ing had April, you have 3 kids you can't afford and i hear, your going back to the maternity ward you acted like if i found out I'd start a war but, i already knew you were a whore if only I'd known more i would have shown you the door years before Brian, I'm tired of you running your mouth and causing drama you ain't S**t to my kids just cause your F***ing their momma I'm the kinda guy that will shoot, til you hit the ground your body is missing your heads in the lost and found you can take that as a threat to kill feed your punk A** the lead pill pay ten dollars to have your body dumped at the landfill you ain't s**t punk you don't know me everytime you eat aprils P***y you blow me you ain't **** to my kids you never will be the only way you'll play daddy is if you kill me and just in case i never see my kids again there's a couple of things, i want to say to them Marino, my first born child I'm sorry you saw things get so wild just know daddy never stopped loving you no matter what anyone's telling you do you remember the last time dad was away from you guys? i saw you at grandpa's funeral you had tears in your eyes you ran up and put your arms around me i cried so many tears they almost drowned me i was a lost soul till you found me Joseph, my baby joe-joe I'm sorry i told you no-no I miss and love you son but, don't give up on daddy cause I'm not done I'm sorry i can't be there but your mom, wants you to believe that i don't care do you remember me in my chair crying like a baby cause mommy cut your beautiful hair Blayze, I know your too young to understand but, you will forever be daddy's little man I know things didn't turn out the way we wanted to but the last pieces of my heart, go to all three of you when it comes to my children, i will never stop giving but life without them isn't worth living |
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life ain't fair
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It's hard to find love,
in a world full of haters it's hard to trust a hug, in a world full of traitors It's hard to trust a mug when everyone's a player when emotions are bare you just don't care and life ain't fair cause my wife ain't there I turn down women everyday cause at night i write and i pray that i see the light of day and i pray that i may be able to say i turned the tables and i fable you stay cause the label that you cradle is the label that may take the able out of your stable and the play out of your day looks like I'm back to writing again cause me and April is back to fighting again this s**T is gonna land me right in the pen so i sit down and write with this pen i just want to feel that tightness again don't wanna go back to being sightless with sin we supposed to be as tight as we can just as tight, as tight as our kin it ain't right, just to be my friend i don't wanna bust out of lust like the rest of these men and it's a must you better trust I'll get the best of these men and plus, it's a plus if i take the chest of these men and plus it's a must i don't stand second best as a friend i cuss just to cuss and raise a fuss cause i can i huff and i puff cause I'm rough and just as tough as these men i puff just to puff cause these pills get the best of this man |
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dear lord
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dear lord
Help my heart tonight help my soul to fight give me pride, and make me brave keep me from an early grave help my heart tonight help my soul to fight give me smarts, and keep my cool don't let me kill this f**kin fool help my heart tonight help my soul to fight i am a man, i hold my own true love i have never known i am so alone, so alone help my heart tonight help my soul to fight |
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???????????
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we talk and clown
as we walk around our stompin grounds we got the rhymin down now its time to get the timeing down so we do a line in town and its got my mind wandering round and i ponder now about this somber crowd i wonder how it could thunder now and i wonder how i fix this blunder now the pressure i'm under now |
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just want to say goodbye
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you truely liked me
and in turn i liked you back you sincerely loved me and I loved you back somewhere, something went wrong the spark of love faded from eyes so i loved you harder yet, your touch became colder I gave more than i had ever given and again you became even more distant i gave you your space and hoped for the best your smile never warmed, and i aged a year, with every tear i gave up, i can not make you love me but i loved you completely with my whole heart then you broke my heart but i want you to know i will forever love you with all the little pieces of heart you left me with |
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unsafe place
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I never thought
i would raise my kids in an unsafe place where even my gunsafe, was unsafe the kids can't even have a fun day daddy got drunk and there was gun play daddy put the gun to his head pulled the trigger, tried to shoot himself dead I could have bled to death, in front of my childrens innocent eyes and no child needs to see thier daddy die i could have caused them pain and made them cry how could i have brought myself to be that kind of guy when i am usually the guy thats shy, and i try to take it one day at a time i give thanks for all thats mine i need to right my wrongs cause now its time to shine |
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kindness or weakness?
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Don't mistake kindness for weakness
like i mis-took your tart heart for sweetness you and me, are like an instrumental thats beatless so put your feet to the street B***h your a trick thats treatless my bluntness makes you speechless I regret each kiss I would rather choke on peach pits your freakier than a B***h with 3 **** and no cl*t and thats no s**t when it comes to looks, your hit your fat not fit better stand than sit my couch can't handle it and your man is hit I'm going to floor him one hit and he's snoring like he fell asleep to a story thats boring and wont wake up till morning |
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pain
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I'm standing in a thunderstorm
waiting on a friend wondering to myself when will my pain finally end? when will these vicodin, finally be kickin in? i know that its a sin but i try to move my muscles and they will hardly bend I'm standing in a thunderstorm waiting on a friend but now i wait no longer cause the VIN is kickin in |
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Topic:
"I Failed"
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I failed to see the seriousness of the situation I failed to see the vacation you'd be taking always departing to different locations hidden destinations, were your emancipation from procrastination I didn't see the complications I'D be facing I was complacent with the mistakes that i was making and the promises i was breaking i was forsaking our unification the complications have got me escaping chases the loss of occupation has me facing cases lack of communication has me hating races but, i ain't racist I'm a player, I hate hating but, i hate that i ain't dating I can't find a girl that ain't perpetrating and depressed due to separation or into chronic masterbation it takes contemplation of interpretation it causes so much frustration when you lack the sensation of a sexual education but i ain't supposed to say s**t even though there is sex in animation and your kids are watching cartoon fornication its an abomination, without explanation whats so wrong with humans mating in dictation as long as you use the correct pronunciation with the proper punctuation to describe penetration and what happened to adaptation? you act like I'm trying to corrupt the nation! to me that's discrimination and it causes agitation with my generation cause you were in participation of the consumation through the duration now? here? your in fear of a mental patient? who you refuse to take to the crazy station and instead you keep issuing disorderly conduct violations knowing my broke a** can't pay the citations which leads to my arrest and incarceration because the prosecuter suggested an out of home placement so i guess, its an open and shut case, type of situation 3 years locked up 4 years probation where do you think i got my wild imagination? so much time for self reflection and learning about the lords death and resurrection so here's my projection and proclamation your conversations, were exaggerations promising me visitations let me share with you a quotation from a notation "lies are the foundation for devastation!" you cant break me with deprivation and isolation I'm a unique creation and if it's any consolation i have already cut off my ankle bracelet and I'm pacing in your basement with a whole case of mace, just waiting for motivation to run up your steps and collect, my reparation I have made all the necessary preparations for disposal of the body, and household sterilization I'll never get caught, my murder weapons have a rotation and a body tied to bricks has zero flotation the only thing more F****d up, is the realization that this is not a dramanization let there be NO mis-interpretation my words are statements there is no reconciliation only murder for recreation especially since I'm impatient and off my medication! |
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"I remember"
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As I walk down these familiar streets
where my friends and i, used to meet I remember the man i used to be and i remember my family i remember the home i helped her make my 3 wonderful boys I helped her create and I remember the way we would spend a December day I remember her pretty eyes and loving words I'll never find a heart kinder than hers my memories are a reminder for sure every girl reminds me of her I remember the way it devastated me the first time you said you hated me I remember the way I'd plead but i also remember the way i screamed i never dreamed, i could get so steamed I remember the suicidal thoughts and the late night walks the way i wrote and the fights i fought to stop buying the drugs i bought I remember the promises i made and how no promise was paid I remember the prayers that you prayed that one day, i would change my ways I remember how i cheated on you i thought you were cheating too but, i was mis-reading you you were mis-treating me cause i was mis-treating you even though, you guys have been gone almost a year i remember how it was when you were still here and i remember every single tear my vision is blurry and my speech slurred while i listen to my heart repeat your words |
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what it is, what it will be
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The night before, they were kickin my door in
then i had a friend talk to a friend and right that min, the bulls**t ends because I'm friends with many men and I've seen the sins of many men I've seen front doors, crumble and bend because punk men tried to offend I'm tryin to start a trend cause I'm tryin to start again and I'm tryin to find my heart again I really am, A peaceful guy and when I'm high I refuse to fight and i refuse to abuse the night cause i have no use for lies I show respect, and pay my due's try real hard, but always lose I can't pay my rent, so I'm forced to move my words are all i have so i hope no-one sues |
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Topic:
hope it hurts
Edited by
joejealousy
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Fri 08/20/10 05:28 AM
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you were having a fat sack of crack attack
neglecting the fact, my son needed similac now what you got to say to that? your a crack whore sneakin in and out the back door always flat on your back on a shack floor taking it in the tush so your crackhead boyfriend would give you a push thinkin about the have nots and the have dids, trick, you too stupid to have kids making up s**t, you said their dad did yeah, so what? i was blazing I was never too high to raise them I was always there to praise them and they will NEVER forget, how you played them |
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Topic:
Love Destroys Innocence
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Love destroys innocence
I loved a girl once and haven't done it since to her, love i sent she loved me back, with money spent after a 12 pack, her loving bent now my hearts got another dent and i can barely stomach it horrible thoughts invade my dreams causing night terrors and pain filled screams because i hate myself faithfully and i hate to see you living complacently with a replacement, standing in place of me my nightmares produce your face for me the demons i fight wait ever so patiently just to wait and see if they are breaking me their not, but the dreams are surely shaking me I've learned the lesson painstakingly its to the point where it's waking me love may have it's price, but hate is free and i contemplate, why my mind won't let me be forced to suffer a fate, of creepy, eerie, scary misery |
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