It's sad how cruel a man can be
only show anger and keep his love under a canopy
never change his ways, even when he's faced
with losing his family
but, this didn't have to be
the one to blame is me
we could have lived together happily
but now were not together
it feels like someone is grabbing me and stabbing me
you don't know how bad i need
to raise my seed
and support them financially
why can't it be?
I'm a father of three
I'm prepared for the responsibility
I just want my kids to chill with me
so strike a deal with me
let my kids share a meal with me
why all the hostility
I'll keep it real with you
so keep it real with me
to prevent any further controversy

our kids mean the world to me
and without them it's hard to breathe
so i sit at home and grieve
and replay the day you chose to leave

the Joe you used to know
has ceased to be
I stand a man
and refuse to be bullied
I'm the father our children truely need
I know I've acted foolishly
but, you used to be cool with me
now you and brian try to duel with me
so i am asking respectfully
to please squash the beef
I know your hating me
because of my actions when you were dating me
I don't know how to word my apology
I choke every word out painfully
whether you choose to forgive me
remains to be seen
I truely am sorry
and i'll do anything
to make you a friend to me

horrible thoughts invade my dreams
causing night terrors and pain filled screams
because i hate myself faithfully
and i hate to see
you and brian living complacently
my lonliness is breaking me

i stare at you breathtakingly
and it's making me
remember the way that we
would spend many nights in extasy
waking up with you next to me
and i was vexed to see
you were sexin me
and testin me
blessin me
with our three boys beautifully

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powerful and well written!