Love destroys innocence
I loved a girl once
and haven't done it since
to her, love i sent
she loved me back,
with money spent
after a 12 pack,
her loving bent
now my hearts got another dent
and i can barely stomach it

horrible thoughts invade my dreams
causing night terrors and pain filled screams
because i hate myself faithfully
and i hate to see
you living complacently
with a replacement,
standing in place of me
my nightmares produce your face for me
the demons i fight
wait ever so patiently
just to wait and see
if they are breaking me
their not, but the dreams are surely shaking me
I've learned the lesson painstakingly
its to the point where it's waking me
love may have it's price, but hate is free
and i contemplate, why my mind won't let me be
forced to suffer a fate, of creepy, eerie, scary misery

I can relate with this one.