heck, it's good to be back.

i started seeing someone over a month and a half ago....he's been really good for me. he actually has a job.....

You know, I am scared beyond belief.

I just don't know how much more one person is expected to bear. On top of the "watch and wait" till April for the hilar lymphadenopathy, and the soon to be biopsy for the microcalcifications to the breast, I am now back on "watch and wait" for the reappearance of atypical cervical/uterine cells. I have to have another colposcopy in August for that. I may also need a uterine biopsy to check for hormonal changes or a polyp if a certain problem I am having continues into the next month.

Wow, that is a lot to have to go through. I can't even imagine. So sorry that you have to go through all this angel

hi kids.well still have my anxieties and panic attacks but hanging in there.I think menopause maybe rearing it's ugly head.pray for me.
hi amber.glad you found a good guy.
angel i will pray for you..

My prayers are with you, angel. I hope it gets better for you

Hope this day is good for all. We got another resident brought in by Adult Protective Services, yesterday. I hope she does good in court, today. Poor lady left alone with her cats. The POA she had might be facing charges of abandonment. Poor dear has a friendly nature from what we can tell. Guess we will find out later when we come in, tonight. Had to get her some clothes. The smell of change of clothing she had when she came in really lets us know she was neglected.

Good to see you post, Jackie.

definitely sending prayers up for you

well, i'm going to meet my new psychiatrist today. I was with another doctor when i moved up here, but that office doesn't accept Medicare.....yeah so I'm in a totally new community support program. wish me luck!!!!!!


I also have an intake appointment next week with another place for the DBT group.....

Wishing you luck, Amber. Let us know how it turns out.

Wishing you all positive thoughts and a brightening of spirit.

Thank you for the prayers and well wishes. I had one biopsy today and will have results by next Tuesday.

been back from the doc's office a couple of hours.....he's pretty cool.....he was able to keep me on my current meds....just on the generic forms....

Just got back from taking my mechanic's wife home. I had taken her brother home because she had overslept. This morning I took her home because he had overslept. She said that she was sorry she didn't have money to give me for gas. I told her that I understood because I work the same place she does. The waitress said that she would take my pennies I had rolled up for breakfast. I told the wife that I would just bring the van over again so her husband can put back shocks on it when I get paid. Hopefully, I will be able to take one of my nights off. I hope everyone is having a good morning.

Any morning that I am able to clean my room in less than an hour is a good morning. That, and my boyfriend calling me at 5:30am just to tell me good morning and that he was thinking about me .

hey roy.

angel i have all my fingers n toes crossed for you..

((((((((((((((((((((jax))))))))))))))))

how are you doing??


well, mother nature has reared her ugly head once again....thank god for midol.

Well, the place smells like lemons. I mixed Fred's Lemon Ammonia and Pine Sol Mountain Scent. It cut through months' stuff of icky sticky stuff. Got the crisper and the glass shelf above it still soaking in the tub. My fingernails are clean.

I take that you are doing spring cleaning, Roy? I've been doing that this past week, too. All that is left to do is clean the fridge inside and out and then bleach the countertops.

Would have waited until next month, but my brother from Arizona will be here Tuesday... I can't to see him. It's been seven long years. I was pregnant with Eileen the last time I saw him and his wife.

Yeah. When the power went out and I was without water the food all spoiled, too. Mom told me to trash whatever was in the refrigerator like she had to do and when I did I noticed all the stains inside. Since I still had the residue on the tub bottom from working at the fiberglass boat company when I took showers I am cleaning the bathtub as I dump the cleanser from using on the inside of the refrigerator. Got some bleach tablets that are supposed to last 3 months for the toilet bowl and using The Works on it. I want to air the place out when the warmer weather comes because I have to stay right with the grand daddy long legs that keep trying to put the cobwebs up. I want to build a shed attached to the water well pump house so I can take some stuff out of the house that is cluttering up the place. I have just been giving some good stuff away that I don't think is bad. Gave a monitor to a resident at work and a small television to the church for the kids class. I mean if all it does is collect dust I would just as soon as get rid of it. I would like to get some counter top covering for mine since the wood has a tendency to turn dirty looking.

i can't blame for wanting to get a countertop cover. i'm starting to get those annoying muscle twitches that i always get when my lamictal dosage is increased....the doctor went from 50mg to 200mg in one jump......

I hope you can get it under control, Amber. I have been cleaning outside. I am burning tree branches and scrap lumber that I had left over from refurbishing the house. It has been kind of nice to watch the fire burn but soon I will have to make it is out before I go to work. I got rid of a lot of paper and cardboard boxes to start the fire. I am having hemorrhoid flare ups so sitting down is kind of painful.

YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEOUCH!!!!!! I'm fortunate enough never to have had one, but my x-fiance always had flare-ups....and almost every time they would rupture......

I guess I had too much fun burning limbs, yesterday, Amber. I got to work last night and my face was all red; My eyes were blood shot and my eyes felt real dry. The nurse gave me some eye drops and some Preparation H. I guess I should regulate my diet better. I feel a lot better, today.