(((amber))) glad you could get that out and off your chest. I hope things never get to the point that you feel any physical harm to yourself or anyone else. That is neve the answer, but ranting is a big help. I wish I had the nards to rant like you do sometimes.

Good for you

Thanks (((Marie))) but nothing has changed except the fall happening. The memory loss is getting very bad. Like hour to hour. None of my meds have been changed. And I know Ive had lumps in my breasts for a long time. I just didnt want to know what it was. This Dr will not treat me unles I do what he says, and he is such a great Dr, so here we go. Gastroinestonal check up, liver check up at the digestive diease centerl, have the mamogram ste up for the 30th. I made another appt to go in on thrsday cuz this is getting so much worse it is scaring me and I have developed some pain on the left side of my head. It comes and goes but it is different.....thanks for the support, hugs everyone

I dont know

Oh and thanks! Now I have that tune stuck in my head forever, lol.

Im glad everyone is feeling better

bump Keep it up all you quitters!

I love Fiddler on the Roof! One of my fav movies.........

Hey. you forgot to ask for thr car keys

Awwwwww, thank you (Roy) . I don't want to sound like someone with a D in the name but I just had to let this out. Yeah it is scarey. IF I have cancer, I will not do chemo. If it is something they can cut out, fine, but anything else is out! I did chemo for a year back in 04 and I swore I would never do it again.

Seems I have lumps in my breasts, possibly still have fibrosis of the liver, heart problems (echocardiagram for me too Jax) and cancer of the skin and I still don't know why I can't remembr things, why my neck still hurts and why I have blurry vision sometimes. Sighhhhh

I have to get some blood work done and they said they would make appts for me with all the different Drs I have to go see in about a week. Hellfire! I have to go back to school August 18th!

I hope they dont find anything wrong and that all these appts are before school starts........

Well, I wasn't on meds but they did require that I have a psyciatrist, and be seeking help. Now that I have it though, they NEVER bother me about that kind of stuff.

Only in the beginning to prove I really had a problem. I do see a Dr and I do take my meds since I do not feel like going off the deep end again.

Why do you ask? Is this for you or are you asking for another person? If niether, well in anycase, you should google it and find out more information. Everyones story and experiences are differnt and some laws are different in different states.

Good luck to you.

I don't know but I do know it ain't money.

yes
I am on it and have been for years. It is just hard to get. Need to get a lawyer though. they always turn you dont at frst

(((gypsy))) I WANT A PERFECT MAN DOLL TOO!!!!!!!!!!!!






So I can get some meat on my bones.

I got it! Don't speak to either one. Period. Friendship or no.

Just say no to ex.

(JAX) I can't use that either and the one called.ummmmm. FAB! Yeah that one. How are you doing? Feeling any better at all?
Know what you mean now about the slew of tests. Went to the a new Dr today for severe memory loss, blurry vision and neck pain. He gave me a full (and I mean full) physical. I wasnt expecting that. Whoohooo, didnt warn me when he did "that" test, hahaha. Seems I have more problems than I thought and thank God I have insurance that covers this ****.

(amber) sighhhhhhhhhhh of relief! Glad it is only the fabric softener. Hey it can be a whole lot worse than paying a bit more. To me this is wonderful news since I have seen first-hand what SJS can do.

(roy) haha, watch out for those slappers.....glad you have it under control, and I understand it being hard to make friends as it is. Thank God for the ones we have eh?

Ive had them since I was about 13. They are the really bad ones. No light, sound or strong smells....

They finally gave me Imitrex. I use the nasal spray kind, 20 mg on time use sprays. It only works well if I do it before the headache gets really bad. then it only works a bit to tone it down if I take it too late. I do have one I carry with me, but they also have the shots and the pills. You might askabout it and see if it is right for you.

Hope this helps. I know what hell is like when I have a migraine.

He may have been the admin of the ER or med Office, but Im talking about his boss. The people in the office upstairs. That's who my mom called. The people who actually run the hospital. I am glad that someone will look at it who knows what they are doing though.

I know Lamictal works well, but you are just going to have to take something else and dont give that "there is nothing else" cuz there is something, you just havent found it yet.

hell, Lithium works better than Lamictal for me but makes me fat as a cow even if I don't eat. Hell that is why Amy Lee stopped taking it too. I refuse it. And I refuse to take anti depressants too. They have been doing studies and are finding the full blown BP's are not supposed to take them. It triggers mania, and can worsen the crash we get when it comes down.

Find another Dr or work with the one you have but find what you need and do without anger cuz you catch more flies with honey than vinigar. Yes I have noticed you have been really really angry and of course your reasons are valid so far, but damn girl. No one wants to deal with let alone help someone who is irrate.

Try to find a way to calm down a bit b4 you talk to anyone about these problems......easy for me to say but remember....I went most of my childhood and 1/2 of my life w/o anything helpful and had to learn how to deal with people and then get irrate when I got to my car, or beat the SH!T out of a pillow.

I went so far one time as to take a shovel and break every window in the trailer and the bathroom mirrors. Big ones!! Hell if someone was going to get on my ass about something and break things I sure as hell was going to show him how it's done right!....

That is NOT the way I should have handled the situation. I should have got in my car and went to my moms or to the park or something. I did have my son to take care of and had to think of him as well. It was very very hard and he had ADD too.

Just find a way to calm down and re-direct that anger into something else for a time, then let out the fury on something harmless that you dont mind being broken. Hell, go to the local thrift store and buy cups and plates and SH!T like that and then take them and keep them to break! It works sometimes.

Ok, there is nothing more I can say, but I hope things get better an nothing else comes up to piss you off or make you situation worse. You've had enough.

I don't think it matters when or where you have any kind of gathering, especially a graduation or B-Day, she shouldn't be given the chance to ruin that if she hasn't changed. Take this time for you this time. Ulitmately, the decision is yours. To take the chnace or not. We can say whatever we think in here, but it is up to you. I know what I would do if I were you and I would not invite her or even tell here where it was at.
Can you imagine if you didn't invite her and she got all drunk or whatever and showed up anyway and caused a scene? I know addicts, and they are so unpredictable, Hon. Best of luck with this. I hope that no matter what you decide that it is a happy time for you.