Rather do it here than have the cops show here at the house again (thank you very much DAD)

Some of y'all know I live with my dad for now.......that's all I'm gonna say.


i am so sick and GODDAMN tired of being *****ed at for every ****ing thing that goes wrong around here, even if it ain't my damn fault. i just got *****ed out because i have major trust issues when it comes to my stepmom and dad......how the **** am i NOT supposed to have trust issues when all through my life SHE and others went through my ****ing **** and stole **** from my ass.....she must have forgotten about the time she went through my SCHOOL BOOKS and found a poem i'd written out of anger.........and when i got home she said to me (exact words) "you want a ****in war you little ***** you got one"



that was when i was 16 and yeah i still hold that ****....you dont' call your spouse's daughter a ***** because you don't like her

you don't even tell her that you wish she was never born.

Oh my Sorry you're having a bad evening... relax, breathe, take a walk, cool off before you do something you wished you hadn't.

Hang in there

this happens once a week

Cool off turbo before you say something you regret!

wow....

I wish it was better for you...

Aww I'm so sorry, don't really know what to say. (hugs)

I am glad you got that off your chest, Amber. I hope it makes you feel better. Nothing worse than guilt tripping yourself. Sometimes there is no way to perfectly vent. Sometimes in true expression one has to use vulgar words to truly express the poison of what is going on inside. Once you get it out though it is like the rage subsides and one can feel human again. Better out than in because the rage can feel like acid till it is released. Better to say sorry later I have found than to keep it bottled up until one blows up violently and hurts someone physically. I know if I don't vent in my job it causes me to go ballistic or postal. Sometimes it helps to get validated because otherwise I cross contaminate with the anger and go off on some innocent bystander.

(((amber))) glad you could get that out and off your chest. I hope things never get to the point that you feel any physical harm to yourself or anyone else. That is neve the answer, but ranting is a big help. I wish I had the nards to rant like you do sometimes.

glad you have this forum to vent your frustrations away...kudos to you

stay positive, sucks to go thru these situations; but until you are on your own, just shrug things off...

good luck to you

well it's rant or try to reason with these azzholes i live with (i love my dad and stepma, but DAMN) and end up losing my voice over the chit

I was going to say..if you are so unhappy living with your dad, why not move? HMMM he must really be an azzhole to give you a place to live!!!

you think it's right for my dad to treat me like pure $hit just because i pay rent to stay here?

get out and get on with your own life...they are not worth crap you are going through..

i would if i was allowed to leave the house long enough.......i have a good job and all, and i'm able to work from home...but i can't get anywhere to get the ball rolling......live 15miles from town....no cab or bus service......

just perved your profile, they have to give you permission to go out? are you unable to get your own transportation (if needed)

not so much that i have to have their permission....but i leave the house, when i get back they ask me where i been why i leave and all that $hit......and right now i'm unable to get my own transportation, seeing as i have to also get insurance and switch my license from nc to sc

sorry but I don't see what the big to do is when they ask you where you've been but it can get annoying (I guess)

the rest you have a plan, switch license from NC to SC, get car and insurance, problem solved (no?)

i think i heard this rant from u before on another post...the only thing that is gonna help is move out..if you are paying rent to them..then you can pay rent somewhere else but without the headaches

slightly diff....but pretty much same **** diff day.........and yeah soon as i can i'm going back fhome to nc

The only person that can change this is YOU. I am sorry but I think you are lucky that your father gives you a home to stay in. I think you should stop and think about the people that don't have a place to live and the ones that are homeless. If you are miserable then the only answer is to leave..sure it might be hard in the beginning but everyone has problems.
If you need to change your license, its really not that hard. If you have to get insurance and plates switched...then you need to do this. You are talking about paying things that we have to pay for ALL the time. You are in your 20's, you should be able to support yourself by now and not rely on your father to support you. Instead of griping about your father you should be praising him for helping you out!! JMO