LOL cute my dark friend, huggles this morning. and a lil kiss just to get you started and on your way, smiles and waves lil wicked thing

Which songs get you in the mood? A sexy mood that is? Do you like harder music like NIN Closer, or do you like "Let's get it on" or maybe some rap or some country cheating music? What's your poison folks, giggles

Land of a Thousand Dances
its a really fun song

You stripped my soul
in the middle of the night
so freely you give insult,
so easily you take light

What was I to you
but an experiment in right,
take my dreams,
hope they give you better insight

is there pleasure in your wickedness
I know this song,
I lived it once before,
hope you trip on forever pain,
its all you'll get from my dreams

what mysteries were once buried,
are now so mared for they were never clean
simple delicious wicked things,
can only show you what I mean,
so take a gift without control
and figure it out for sure.

Hope you learn to fly again,
hope you learn to sing,
hope you learn to speak again,
cause not everything is as it seems

what you took, has been taken before,
this you know now,
but what curse is this verse
upon a vacant heart,
what if revenge could sing like your insults,
back into your soul,
what if heaven took you down,
my road
would you have the nerve to stand,
would you have the nerve to end your pain,
or would you call it all,
a game.

Somethings are sane,
somethings are not,
and for a reason,
those things that are not,
are not, for a reason,
if you stir my ash river,
I'll bury you inside,
simple voice of reasurance,
was never mine

stripped and naked in your sight,
like a wicked thing once again,
what do you have to offer me,
except your concepts of who you think I am,
beg me for an answer again,
I'll give your own insults,
ask me another one,
I'll only show you emptiness,
ask me something I might know,
You only get my silence

sometimes wicked things speak,
sometimes
wickeder things
will take those answers for their own benefit,
maybe I don't have what I require,
but in truth,
why walk on your side
you trip those of us who do,
curiousity,
well
that's just another thing,
I learned to keep to myself.

See you on the other side,
I welcome you,
but you would not do the same for me,
of course,
which side,
shall we be on,
you and me.

V.G. 12-2-08

I saw the movie twice! and I am going to see it again soon. Me and my nieces are now hooked on the series. I myself write supernatural romance and fiction. I enjoyed the mythology part as well as the aspect of the forshadowing of a possible relationship between wolf boy and bella, ok, so I called him wolf boy, sorry, its late and names aren't coming to me easily. Anyways, I will definatly see it when it continues, I really hope they make a second installment. smiles

the reason I haven't showed up much after i post a question is becuase I am busy and I have alot of stuff to do. I don't mind he Abra did that, its fine with me, this place is for just that. I don't see anything wrong with it. smiles

Candle

He lit a peach candle
and sat on the bed
confused
alone
again
I often wondered
why he didn't just ask me
if I knew
what it was he needed from me
I always did
without question
but what are questions
compared to fear
and lost dreams
and what am I to him
in the night
when he never sees me standing there
at the foot of his bed
a guardian
a century
a post I take gladly at his dreams side
and know I am but a ghost
a mystery to his pain
a mark of the past
and a footing in the future
neither of us own
there is no certain
here
in the night
when dreams mean too much
and touch is never enough
because pain is only an illumination
that grows
ever silently
in the dim room
of our lost battles
and our forgotten ways
and a forgotten place
of peace
and salvation,
yet, I have offered this and more
quietly
as I stand
at the foot of his bed
every night
seeing more than his restless sleep
seeing the darkness creep
around him
in him
becoming him
and I stretch my light for him
and I surround him
from time to time
and yet
I find it strange
how often I do this
and each time I do
he breaks away
back into the night
back into his shadow
so here I am again
tonight
I
only the candle.

By Veronica Garcia 3-12-08

This pome makes me want to post my poem about a candle, smiles

Wow, good job!

Awesome!

Very nice, I like it very much, grins

By the way, this is one of my older posts. I don't feel this way anymore. I got over it. smiles

well some people don't have voices that agree with them. Not sure if that is a good thing or a bad thing, I find I tell them off regularly, in my head or by reasoning with my thought process. Schizo is terrible, but like I said once, you ware the mask the mask does not ware you, if you can work your illness into your life, sometimes you can become one of those people who have a heck of a sense of humor and can be very accepting and fun too. Sometimes that is.

Well, I was told by a wise doctor to learn everything I can about my illness so I know what to expect when something starts to happen to me. It helps to be slightly prepared so that when something happens and you can't explain it, you can better deal with it by being able to better pin point it. Most of the time I realize what is happening in the middle of the happening but realizing what is happening to you can help you change your point of view. hugs

My room, when the light is turned off. LOL hahaha

Actually I love independance day, but i don't think aliens really care much for our over polluted planet, all though we can survive here, LOL not sure how, but really, are we living yet, LOL I just watched Wall-E I love that movie, it is my new favorite. I related with that little robot, don't even know why, giggles. He is a cutey, giggles. I like that Eva too. Seen alot of movies lately, but that one is stuck in my head now. I hope we don't all abandon the earth because we didn't even try to fix it. Its our world, we should claim it back from our years of stupidity. I mean try darnet, at least. I was sitting here tonight and I thought, I know alot of people sit in their offices day after day and sometimes they just want to walk outside and take a stroll like down a path in the woods or in a nice park or maybe get some sunshine. I don't know about you, but Wall-e kinda made me think a little. giggles, anyways, lol

I rolled some dice, it said, 5 6 3 3 4 LOL take it for it is, LOL hahahaha, its the end of the world as we know it, and I feel fine, giggles, I love you guys, really I do, don't leave me, LOL hahahaha

ok, I wasn't sure if I wanted to post this or not to get ya'lls opinions on this, but here it is ok, ok, taking a deep breath, whew,ok, um, wow, ok, um, I have an incredibly open mind for certain things, and on occasion I have interesting visions that leave many people baffled, however, I understand them perfectly. Well, ok wow, um I was visited today, ok, um, teehee, not sure I should say this I don't want to make anyone think I am, um, a little more than wierd on this, ok, um, ok, ya'll know how ya'll were talking about the goddess and god today, i read the thread at some point but what i didn't expect, um, ok, so I sound crazy, but really, um, I got a visit today from said god and goddess in a vision, and they were very nice actually, I wasn't afriad or anything I treated them with respect in my subconsious, and the god gave me some good advice on something so I took it and used it and it was cool. The godess wished me well and told me to listen to him and it was nice. I really don't know what to tell you about this, I am very accepting at times to the spiritual realm as it is when approached in a non harmful way. I have begun to reassesse my views in a more understanding way, rather than to expect anything to be just good or bad. I think people get scared too often at times of things or beings they don't understand and I don't know about you, but I were trying to help someone and they went running to their doom cause they didn't listen to me, it might peeve me off a bit too, don't you think? LOL anyways, take it as it comes I say and try being good all the time. anyways, hugs and snugs to all, take it for what it is worth, smiles

We haven't even begun to scratch the surface yet of what secrets our minds hold and the past encoded in our DNA. I see a rush for mankind on a constant to find the answers to the things most concerning our world today, will the world end soon, and what is the deal with all the spiritual warnings, everyone is wondering. Mankinds minds are expanding at a rapid rate just as the universe is expanding on a constant. I still have hope, we will continue to learn and move forward. Learning is the key we need to deal with being human and how better to address life in general inside and outside ourselves.

Losing Time

Now that I look at the clock
I remember it
I wanted to hold time
Cradle time
Soothe it to my burdens
But time was to versatile
To loose
To free
So free in fact
That it flew away
Even when I held it to spark
Like one holds the breath
When seeing a gorgeous man
Smile at them
And than in a flash
He is gone
And you never know
If that smile was for you
Or the cute girls in the corner
Giggling behind you,
Yet smiles like that don’t come often
To people like me,
When smiles often mean too much
But are never enough
To satisfy my needful eyes,
My aching heart,
My blushing soul.

V. G. 2-18-02