Dudes! LOL, my friend roomate is totally obsessed with him, LOL its like, what-ever, she has hard feelings towards me cause she thinks I want him, O MY GOSH!! WTF!!! know what I mean, it is too funny, I was like, o my gosh, no freaking way in the holy heck am I even going there, I am sooo over that a century ago. geez, some people yu know, and yu know I know she is a wiccan, or something more darker, but I don't care what she does in that area, I got my own problems. Its like, WTF!!! I feel sorry for the dude, LOL she has him so to speak under her spell, if you will. Its annoying to say the least, LOL ITs like, What-ever. I mean, how do you talk sense into people like that, it just can't be done. its like, my number one rule baby, NO OBSESSION! Wow, yu, now, Wow. Grow up.

Listening to the Muse

My name is burnt and lives in flame
His heart is wild
Some say not sane
I embrace the night and its deep call
Wolves of whim are howling
And I’m listening to the muse
He seems quite content on being used
But I was never one to use
And so I send him my love
In secret kisses of desert wind
And secret caresses of the body within
My mind,
I will not resign
To not knowing his passions
And his most intimate hours
As he speaks to me like Eros on a fruitful night
And like Loki
When he doesn’t feel like being right,
And sometimes he holds me oh so close
And whispers sweet dangerous thoughts
Of fiery desires that would envelope me
If it were not for his keen insight
I would have burned alive
For even the Muse must draw away
When those who are mused
Must in reality, stay.

oooh I love cimmnin rolls, yummers! I am thankful to my mama, for teaching me how to make sage stuffing and red chili with pork chops. yummers!

For everything, even the bad stuff I have gone through, it made me remember what was important every time. I am thankful for having been there done that and not going back, lol all though we do go back, its still worth it to know where you stand now. I am thankful for all my family even the weirdos and otherwise and the ones I am still trying to figure out. I am thankful for letting go and letting life be. I am thankful for all the good lord gave me. I am thankful for all he took away. He knows why he did and I accept that, when the time is right, i will know too. I am thankful for all my mental friends, they remind me, we are all a little bit crazy, and that the crazy people can be some of the sanest people you can know sometimes. I am thankful for love, and that it still exists, though I have never been married or had children, I am thankful that those who I have dated or had a relationship with are moving forward and finding a new day with love and hope. I am thankful I don't know everything, cause that is not my job. I am thankful for Berry lee, Waynester, Jim the tool man, My Dragon, my family, Terrie, and even my old cat Spooky ooky, giggles. happy Thankeygiving ya'll. Thank you for being you. Rock on! Eat the pie! Eat it! lol

AWESOME!!! I have always wanted to know how to play the guitar, acoustic to electric, that and the electric violin. That would be some fun. smiles, thank you for sharing this. My brothers were both in bands. I have a talented family. I encourage them always to follow their creative dreams. hugs, Nica

Nuthouses are highly over rated, its being in the real world around people that pretend to be normal but you are nuts so you know they are nuts too, and that is what makes life worth living, those little moments when nuts can exist side by side. LOL

I recently looked into some Rowena Cherry novels, they are cute and well, funny, LOL I like them, they are sci fi romance, not sure you would want to read them, but its all sci fi. She names her books after chess moves. She is a fascinating person. smiles

Wow, that is amazing, very good. Well done. you get thumbs up.

It's all relivant, until it isn't, and than it is relivant to someone else. LOL

Ok, you say your an goth at heart, well that tells me alot, not that your headline didn't tell me that, the suit and the hat, not exactly goth expressive, not that I would expect you to wear leather and collars and stuff, not that I don't have friends that do, but I am just saying, include a little more of your personality in it, if you have interesting views you think others might be into maybe you can mention something about that. What do you do for a living, are you a writer. Do you own your own business, etc. If you like funny by the way, check out my latest post on the poems and creative writing section of the forums, it is me allowing you to be introduced to some novel characters of mine from a novel I hope to finish very soon and release by next year sometime. They are not your everyday weirdos. giggles. The first time I posted it, I got over 1 million hits to the blog on blogger. I about jumped outta my seat when I saw the stats. giggles. its all good. have fun.

Thank you for thinking so, giggles, they are characters in my novel, I hope to finish very soon, Called Sanctuary's Shadow. The first night I posted Bob the Skull Conquerers introduction, I got over 1 million hits. The number is still climbing. I know I sound like I am bragging, but I am more in shock than anything, giggles, I have never in my life, had so many hits to a blog site. The most I have had is 37,000 on 360 and that was after a year and a half. giggles. ok, talking too much, going away now, giggles

Yes, your amazing too, huggles

Hi, me bob here, anyone want some of my tuna sandwich, I'll share with you...ok, no one, ok. Smack! Smack, hol on, need a drink.....mmmmm, I love rootbeer...do you like rootbeer? My dragon says she likes Orchata, I don't know what that is, but it sounds musical. Oh yeah, I played with the piano two days ago, my dragon got mad. It wasn't pretty either, her nostrils started flaring and she looked like she might bite me, I laughed...It wasn't the best idea I ever had, but it was funny. She hasn't spoken to me for two days now. I guess it was because Elvis left flowers on her bed the other day. I don't know why she was angry because of that. He looks pretty good for an old guy, she could do worse, like that wierd guy with the hair problem. Oh don't get me wrong, sometimes I think I could do with some hair, its just that he had alot of it, and he seemed to be playing with it all the time..eeeeeew! uck! My Dark Faery told me to be afraid of mayonnaise when I made my tuna sandwich. I don't know why, but I think when it gets hot it looks too oily, I suggested we put some on dragons pillow, maybe she would reacte differantly, rather than eating icecream all day and looking like her favorite toy broke. Besides, she has lots of toys, they are all men or immortal, men break easy, but immortals are more fun, they stick around alot longer. I think she was mad at Elvis cause he wouldn't sing for her, what do you think? I heard he sings good, my Dark Faery said its because she has issues with important people...hol on, I need another drink...mmmmm, root beer makes me Happy, soo happy! I want three things if I ever get my own little house, a refrigerator full of rootbeer, and tuna fish salad. Oh and Dark Faery to live with me too. She is sooo nice, she is smart too. I think maybe I should be afraid of mayonnaise. I wonder if Elvis puts it on his face, he is always sweating and oily, but my dragon never lets him stay. She says he has some things to work out and in the mean time she has to go out to work out. I tell her she can work out with me, teehee, she gives me a look, her nostrils flare, I laugh.... maybe tomorrow she will take me out with her, I like normal people, they taste good, but they don't like it when you taste them....don't taste them when they don't give you permission...it makes them very mad...this one time I tasted a guy with lots of tattoos cause they looked like fruit and he....hold on......OK OK, I have to go, dragon wants to use the computer...hold on, just a minute..... uh oh. ooops, I left my mayonnaise on the floor, oops I forgot people like to walk on that....gotta go bye.....oooh, Ha ha she is flarring her nostrils again, hahahah, ooops... ow! Not the tail! aaaaa...hahaha....

My name is Sanctuary Shadow. Sometimes my pet chameleon uses the computer here to post his issues with our lifestyle. I simply let him because most people don't know about us anyways. It is his only source of outlet really, unless I take him with me when I go out at night. But he tends to scare children and most adults around here too. Thanks for putting up with him, oh and I may post something sometimes too, just to check on my pal here, he does have a name, I just can't allow him to tell you right now. So you can call him Skull the Conquerer. Or Bob. Lol. Ok, I have to run, got a case of the ibbyjeebees tonight, seems my lover got another brite idea and I have to cut his, oh, sorry, um, gotta go. bye.

Introductions are necessary, sometimes...

Greetings to all fellow wierd writers,

My name is, hmmm, what is my name, hold on I have to look at my bracelet. Um, a, l, um, is that uh n, um, I can't read it, brb..................................................... ok, um, I have to cut.....it....off. Aaaaah ok, oh, um, hold on......ok, my name is, Samuel Micheals. Ok, there yu go. LOL or atleast that was from the body I took it off of. teehee, ok just kidding, LOL that's not my name at all, but what's in a name anyways really. I only know my doctors, my mom's and the alien living in the backroom who acts like he is not human at all, but than again. Ok getting way off subject, anyways, um, my name, right. Um, LOL Well, ok, before I can tell you my name, I have to tell you something very important. Just a sec, let me see if anyone is watching me.........ok, um, come here, closer, look at this, I'm gonna tell you something, ok, but you gotta promise, not to tell any-body ok, promise, Right now, cross your heart and hope to die, and all that stuff, now. Did you do it? hmmm, ok, I'll take your word for it, ok, and that's saying alot ok, ok. (deep breath) Ibelieveelvisisstillalive! ok I said it, gosh that felt good to get that off my chest, whew. Wow, you have no idea how long that, oh, huh, ok, ok, um, my dragon is calling me, she needs to send her lover an email. Wow, you have no idea how insatiable a dragon can be....sigh, that is until you realize there is no way in hell she is gonna...... aaaah, Allright, allright! I have to go, Look for Sanctuary's Shadow to come out soon. Bye for now, be good, cause you know who is watching you, that's right, uhuh. Alllriiiight allready! bye...

Dark god seeking evil queen, giggles hahaha, where have I heard that one before, giggles, its cute, that's for sure, giggles, all though, you may get many naughty kittens applying for the role, giggles, but if you are serious about getting a woman to walk beside you, maybe you should give more details, you can just post here in the forums on subjects that interest you that will help women get to know you better and what you think and all that. I think the right one will come along when you least expect it. Add a little more to your about me, like what you like to do, your idea of a great date, or something sweet. just be yourself.

Be a friend. Have bounderies. Be yourself. Have respect for yourself and the other people. And have fun, don't be too serious, but don't make yourself feel bad for being silly on a given moment. giggles, we all get a little out of hand sometimes, its fun but then your like, wth did I just post, LOL hahahaha

This was meant for everyone who is taking any of these meds for their information. I wasn't sure where to post it so I posted it here. I felt people needed to know. There are alot of people who buy what the docs sale and don't ask why and what til it is too late, thinking they are getting the desperate help they need. And when some of them even ask their doctors or psychologists what the side affects are, they ask them a stupid question like, is it working? Are you going to continue taking it? And than they don't tell you what the side affects really are, or that the pill they gave you can cause major damage especially if taken for a long time. Now these days people are more informed, but there are many people who are not. My posting was for them. Also, beware of Lorazepam or Ativan, it cause severe acid build up in your stomach and will give you acid reflux disease. How do I know this, it happened to me. Also it tends to increase anxiety in certain people rather than help it.

Yes, he was a wonderful man, I look forward to writing poems about all the people who influenced me in good ways in my life along the way. He is one of many people who have touched my life just by being themselves. smiles, people are amazing, smiles

Cheated on, yes, my fiance cheated with his ex wife while he was with me, I suspected it, but couldn't find a way to get him to admit it, even his family was lying for him, than he slipped up, and cheated with another chick from the college, I knew he had and pointed it out right away, he admitted it, we broke up. We were highschool sweethearts, we got back together later on down the road after his divorce. It was too soon for him i think to be in a relationship with me. He always said I was the one he thought about for years and what it would be like to be with me. I believed him on some level of that because we never did sleep together until we got back together. Being in that relationship with him was my first serious one to be married. Since than, i was with another guy, he blatantly made a pass on my cousin while I was sitting next to him. Yes, it is over. I broke up with him first, I had more balls than he did and he always talked big stuff. But then he wanted me back from guilt or something, and than he broke all contact with me lying about how he gave his phone away and he still had it. My cousin confirmed it a week ago. What-ever. I knew anyways. LOL