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Thu 12/04/08 11:25 PM
LMAO!!!! I need a permanant vacation in a happy place of my choosing, not the nuthouse cause its too noisy, maybe a retreat somewhere warm, oh not hell, I've been there, I'm thinking, Reality sounds good, but there are alot of mean people there waiting to kick my butt, LOL and frankly I don't know how long I can hold onto reality with a fuzzy brain like mine planted in fuzzy caterpillar fields and vampire crypts, LOL I love YOU DARKOWL! YOU ARE AWESOME!!!

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Thu 12/04/08 11:18 PM
Sometimes I feel like a cartoon character, I wish I could wack myself over the head and knock myself out for a while so I can sleep. But I don't like hurting me, I love me, oh thank you me, I love you to I, I love you to myself. Never alone when I have me. LOL hahahahalaugh :banana: yawn drinker rofl surprised shades spock

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Thu 12/04/08 11:00 PM
I have a saying I go by, keep your reality to yourself, my fiction is just fine thank you. LOL Or was it, keep your religion to yourself because it might get something on my reality and than I'll have to kick your butt, LOL hahahaha, just kidding, I need to go to bed now, byelaugh :banana: yawn yawn yawn asleep

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Thu 12/04/08 10:57 PM





I'm here...Haven't slept regualarly in 10 yearsyawn
Hi writer....glad to see ya!! Haven't talked to you in a while!!! How ya been sweetie????flowers :thumbsup:

Eh, same ol' sameol'....Finally got a new story goin':banana: :banana: :banana: :banana: :banana: :banana:
COOL!! What's it about???:thumbsup: :thumbsup:

Twins[boy and girl] finding out they are half vampire and both good and evil are after them since they were bornbigsmile

Writer gurl, Keep a rockin it! :thumbsup: :thumbsup: :thumbsup: waving

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Thu 12/04/08 10:52 PM




Got a warm blanket wrapped around me and a mug of hot chocolatedrinker

OMG!!!! you jus described ME!!!!! lol,lol,lol
yummy drool


I'LL SHARE!!!!!!!! lol,lol

I got marshmallows, I'll give yu both some. smiles

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Thu 12/04/08 10:48 PM


Got a warm blanket wrapped around me and a mug of hot chocolatedrinker

OMG!!!! you jus described ME!!!!! lol,lol,lol

giggles, cheers to youdrinks bigsmile

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Thu 12/04/08 10:47 PM

i knew i was a writer when the same damned dream kept repeating over and over and over again to the point that i couldn't sleep at night.

this was cute.

i fought the whole writer thing for years then.. i got so obsessed with the story that i did nothing but writing for months until the novel's first draft was finished. lol

That's awesome, is it published yet?

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Thu 12/04/08 10:45 PM
Got a warm blanket wrapped around me and a mug of hot chocolatedrinker

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Thu 12/04/08 10:44 PM
yup, definatly cold here too

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Thu 12/04/08 10:30 PM


Sleep is for wimps and the dead, LOL I guess that makes me a vampire who never sleeps, LOL yeah right, talk about insomniac maniac forever, grrrrrgrumble grumble grumble
Sometimes I wonder if I'm a vampire as well....lol....have always loved the night time much more.....Thanks for stopping in!!!:thumbsup: :thumbsup: :thumbsup:

Thanks for having me, giggles, I'm thirsty, giggles, no seriously, I'm thirsty, brb

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Thu 12/04/08 10:28 PM




rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant
alrighty then....What's up with you tonight??ohwell


blushing missing our laughs and not been able to talk to you lately...
Why can't you get to sleep hun?
Just can't....got a lot on my mind right now.... I thought Christmas season was supposed to be full of joy.....mine so far is turning out to be a nightmare....scared scared ohwell ohwell ohwell

I know how you feel, I had to pick up a babysitting job the week of christmas out of town to have a half decent christmas this year.

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Thu 12/04/08 10:27 PM
Sleep is for wimps and the dead, LOL I guess that makes me a vampire who never sleeps, LOL yeah right, talk about insomniac maniac forever, grrrrrgrumble grumble grumble

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Thu 12/04/08 10:24 PM
Excellent thread, very true. You know your a writer when you shop for the perfect tools but spend more time daydreaming about character scenes rather than writing them, oh that's just me, lol I need to get back to writing soon. giggles

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Thu 12/04/08 11:11 AM
Edited by lilwick86 on Thu 12/04/08 11:12 AM

None of us are Wiccan but there are a lot of good books out there if you are interested in learning more. Im not saying that no Wiccans have ever responded to the thread but the main people that talk,

Ruth
Abracadabra
JB
Krimsa

Are not Wiccans. One of us is able to answer any questions or steer you to a resource however. But like I mentioned earlier, these Pagan religions (there are many) do not proselytize or push beliefs on you or ask for conversion. Its all on you to pursue yourself and make that decision when and if the time ever feels right. flowerforyou .

Thank you Krimsa, that is why I like it here, I like reading your posts so I can get a better Idea of where I will feel comfortable. I have to do my studies into these things discreetly because I still share my computer with someone who lives with me who is a hardcore deep catholic. Lets just say it has been more than hard to live with this person over the years and has made it extremely hard for me to find a place in a belief system that is more stable and more fitting to myself. I am taking it one day at a time right now, I don't expect miracles anytime soon, but I will find a place for me soon enough. hugs and best wishes, lilwick

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Thu 12/04/08 11:03 AM
welldone, very coolflowerforyou

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Thu 12/04/08 11:01 AM
This is lovely and amazing, I enjoyed this, thank youflowerforyou flowerforyou flowerforyou flowerforyou

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Thu 12/04/08 10:57 AM
I'm there right now. You took the words right outta my mouth and heart. Thank you for writing this. hugsflowerforyou drinker

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Thu 12/04/08 10:55 AM
I apologize to everyone if I was too upset the other day, I am doing my best to get recentered and back to a happy place. Thanks you all for your words. And I did not mention her name because i am sure someone would recognize it, considering she calls herself a goddess now. I wasn't trying to start trouble I was just stating the situation from my point of view. I just don't like cruel people out to ruin other peoples lives and that is all they live for all the while hiding behind good intentions. I am doing my best to just let this go for now. But like I said, I just don't like people like her who do stuff like that for whatever excuse she can come up with. LOL oh well, moving on now. By the way, I came here to learn about wiccan ideas and beliefs safely without someone watching my every move like vultures. Thanks ya'll for being so helpful. hugs flowerforyou flowerforyou flowerforyou flowerforyou

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Wed 12/03/08 04:55 PM

Real life can be more cruel and evil than the scariest fiction you have ever read. Read what I wrote titled "I swear I am not religous", you'll understand that this comes back at her. Karma.
Meanwhile you steer clear and take your mind off of her.



Yes sir will do, time for some cleansing! smileshappy :banana:

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Wed 12/03/08 04:51 PM


Ok, I don't know how to address this. Its a rather long story, I will make it short for you, seems a former sister of my best freind has caused him to lose the love of his life convincing her he is dangerous and crazy. Also attached to this is the fact that she said I was dangerous and crazy as well. And as you know I have been dealing with some major physical issues due to changes in major medications and also some new physical illnesses I have picked up along the way. At first I myself thought this seemed very strange that my friends on my web paged began to question me everytime I wrote a poem or anything of expression. They had never done that before. Than soon, no one came to my pages but for maybe three people. It seemed very strange concerning the fact that I had had 35,000 hits on my former page. To be honest, I always tried to keep a level point of veiw on the whole situation between her and him and his love among some other not so savory people involved. I do my best to be a good person despite the way that people are sometimes. I am always supportive and very giving. His sister, me and him go way back, I mean waaaay back. She doesn't like to admit I know what I know about her that she secretly coveted him always. It is what it is. But today, I now know the truth of what has been going on. Its rather sad to say the least, at what lengths some people will go to for strange or hurtful reasons. I for one have hope for our people yet, but it scares me to see the world hastening to its doom this way. hugs sad tears :cry: brokenheart


A former sister of your best friend? How can a person be a former sister? Just curious.

This story sounds like a tangled web to be caught up in. Why don't you just walk away? (Unless you enjoy the drama.)

What are you hoping to learn by posting about this problem in this thread? (I don't see where you asked for any advice.)

Just wondering.

jb





Well, she is a sorceress who was a teacher of mine, once upon a time. Him and her are not blood brother and sister, more like spiritual. Truth of the matter is, I don't care anymore about her beliefs or ideas. She kept telling me certian things of what I was suppose to do, all the while discrediting me behind my back and him. I don't have anything else to say about it. When I said I don't know how to address it, I wasn't asking for your help persay, I was simply voicing my concerns, maybe you are stronger than me and would keep such a matter to yourself, but I don't really hide from the world certian things I understand. There are many things I do though, but truth be told, I gave the woman more respect than she ever deserved from me and frankly speaking, I don't care anymore. And If I said what I was really feeling, this forum would turn very ugly fast, but of course, I'm not that kind of person. So, there yu go, a rant. I apologize, if you don't like it, but hey, I guess I was just looking for a friendly ear. oh well

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