I'm trying to cheer up, I'm ok not gonna do anything too permanent. And I wouldn't call it enjoying the misery, just don't know how to feel happy anymore.
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No one cares to comment
on the train wreck that has become my life Spewing emotions like vomit hesitation marks from the knife I wish I could just be happy but my mental cancer eats away at my hope No one wants to see What I've become and how I can't cope I try to get up everyday but everyday is colorless and insincere my life is almost always gray with green and red flashes of anger and jealousy dear You get to move on and forget I'm just and afterthought after your fluids exchange You wonder how I can be so upset You knew me once as happy now happiness just feels strange I won't try to hurt you and make your life like mine I know I should be happy that your life is going fine But I am sinking, falling, breaking through rock bottom into a never ending cycle a void, boys smoke 'em if you got 'em I'll drink to your happiness in my never ending loneliness as I sit alone depressed just emotions flooding, sitting thoughtless I'll shave my head and just hide from the sun and outside Until a god will decide that today is a good day for me to die Blood is splattered on the wall and I'm making out shapes and words in the mess I broke my phone so I won't call So you don't have to hear me depressed The hope I had for things to come built me high then the structure fell apart Love can belong to some But there is no love for a broken heart And I sit inside to drink my coffee and smoke another cigarette Inhale the burning cancer exhale while I talk to see my breath I guess self destruction is something I can pick up easily I'll stay away from the sun, the world is sunnier with out me |
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Topic:
Advice
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My advice? Avoid the clap.
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Men -- a car question :-)
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I would expect it, I'm kind of a broke loser driving an old people car.
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Topic:
So How Goes It?
Edited by
JTstrang
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Horrible I got stabbed
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Topic:
a question for men
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I am fine with any info, but I don't care to hear about a menstruation Cycle,
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Topic:
finding a man is not easy,
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Good men are all over, or at least we used to be good guys, until we were ruined by other women.
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Topic:
Songs The Make You Cry
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Rainbow Connection - it was the "song" at my wedding
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The site of your name
just brings back the pain I've done well the last two days You've rarely crossed my mind and your memory is getting behind the times I hope it someday it decides not to stay It isn't the now you that I miss It's the woman who said she loved me and wanted my kiss You loved to feed my disease Left me on my bended bloody knees I hope your happy with your new guy I bet he's happy with you until you say goodbye I should be a bigger person I guess But for so long you made me wear the dress I remember when I at least felt like a man my alcoholism and depression you multiplied By the way you made me feel and the way you lied I hope that you fail in your master plan If I believed in Jesus Christ I would pray That the God of Vengeance would come out to play But I think I will just have to take care of myself You don't think of anyone else but your greedy self the red in your eyes looked like love but it was hell So for today and for a while My heart is on a shelf |
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Topic:
my song of the week
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The spicy McHaggis Jig by Dropkick Murphey's
This song has been in my head all week I'll tell you a story, believe me it's true a tale you'd best hope never happens to you old spicy mcHaggis, how he met his fate you I can save, but for him it's too late Spicy was big, burly and strong his pipes were gigantic, and so was his schlong from city to city running around looking for chicks over four hundred pounds One night at the pub a girl caught his eye big as a house, just the right size the broad was enormous, stacked to the hilt spicy soon noticed a bulge in his kilt the piper delivered his best pick-up line thought to himself, "this beast is all mine" the portly young lady could stand for no more grabbed his cojones and went for the door They got to her house and dimmed all the lights Spicy was in for one hell of a night he said that he loved her, he'd always be true "But Mr. McHaggis, I've only just met you!!" By now he saw double through his drunken eyes neither had looks or appropriate size he came to his sense, thought to himself, "At this time of night I won't find nothing else" he took off his shirt, she lifted her skirt, they pulled out his unit and stared to play she asked for a glove, he gave her a shove, had baby McHaggis nine months to-the-day. One night at the pub a girl caught his eye big as a house, just the right size the broad was enormous, stacked to the hilt spicy soon noticed a bulge in his kilt the piper delivered his best pick-up line thought to himself, "this beast is all mine" the portly young lady could stand for no more grabbed his cojones and went for the door Three packs a day, he'll smoke 'til he dies Spicy McHaggis, one hell of a guy! |
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Topic:
THAT dreadful Question
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It's been my experience that women love sex, just with someone other than me.
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Have you ever cheated?
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just on my taxes, never on a woman, I love having a safe harbor for my submarine/.
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Edited by
JTstrang
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No, I am not, I am though in hate with myself. Plus that's why I pay prostitutes so someone will love me.
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Topic:
Today didn't suck
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I had a decent day today, hung out last night, got good news on a court case, where there is some hope. I just hope I am not getting built up to be set to crash down. OK, that's all, just figure I would post something a little more positive for once.
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I treat women better than myself, but that doesn't say much.
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Our understanding of the shape and pattern of the history of life depends on the accuracy of fossils and dating methods. Some critics, particularly religious fundamentalists, argue that neither fossils nor dating can be trusted, and that their interpretations are better. Other critics, perhaps more familiar with the data, question certain aspects of the quality of the fossil record and of its dating. These skeptics do not provide scientific evidence for their views. Current understanding of the history of life is probably close to the truth because it is based on repeated and careful testing and consideration of data. The rejection of the validity of fossils and of dating by religious fundamentalists creates a problem for them: Millions of fossils have been discovered.They cannot deny that hundreds of millions of fossils reside in display cases and drawers around the world. Perhaps some would argue that these specimens - huge skeletons of dinosaurs, blocks from ancient shell beds containing hundreds of specimens, delicately preserved fern fronds — have been manufactured by scientists to confuse the public. This is clearly ludicrous. Some skeptics believe that all fossils are the same age.Otherwise, religious fundamentalists are forced to claim that all the fossils are of the same age, somehow buried in the rocks by some extraordinary catastrophe, perhaps Noah’s flood. How exactly they believe that all the dinosaurs, mammoths, early humans, heavily-armored fishes, trilobites, ammonites, and the rest could all live together has never been explained. Nor indeed why the marine creatures were somehow ‘drowned’ by the flood. Rejecting fossil data cannot be supported by proof.The rejection of dating by religious fundamentalists is easier for them to make, but harder for them to demonstrate. The fossils occur in regular sequences time after time; radioactive decay happens, and repeated cross testing of radiometric dates confirms their validity. Fossils occur in sequences Fossil sequences were recognized and established in their broad outlines long before Charles Darwin had even thought of evolution. Early geologists, in the 1700s and 1800s, noticed how fossils seemed to occur in sequences: certain assemblages of fossils were always found below other assemblages. The first work was done in England and France. Fossil hunting began by accident in England around 1800.Around 1800, William Smith in England, who was a canal surveyor, noticed that he could map out great tracts of rocks on the basis of their contained fossils. The sequences he saw in one part of the country could be correlated (matched) precisely with the sequences in another. He, and others at the time, had discovered the first principles of stratigraphy — that older rocks lie below younger rocks and that fossils occur in a particular, predictable order. Stratigraphy, the study of rock layers, led to paleontology, the study of fossils.Then, geologists began to build up the stratigraphic column, the familiar listing of divisions of geological time — Jurassic, Cretaceous, Tertiary, and so on. Each time unit was characterized by particular fossils. The scheme worked all round the world, without fail. From the 1830s onwards, geologists noted how fossils became more complex through time. The oldest rocks contained no fossils, then came simple sea creatures, then more complex ones like fishes, then came life on land, then reptiles, then mammals, and finally humans. Clearly, there was some kind of ‘progress’ going on. All became clear, of course, in 1859 when Charles Darwin published his “On the origin of species”. The ‘progress’ shown by the fossils was a documentation of the grand pattern of evolution through long spans of time. Accuracy of the fossils Fossils prove that humans did not exist alongside dinosaurs.Since 1859, paleontologists, or fossil experts, have searched the world for fossils. In the past 150 years they have not found any fossils that Darwin would not have expected. New discoveries have filled in the gaps, and shown us in unimaginable detail the shape of the great ‘tree of life’. Darwin and his contemporaries could never have imagined the improvements in resolution of stratigraphy that have come since 1859, nor guessed what fossils were to be found in the southern continents, nor predicted the huge increase in the number of amateur and professional paleontologists worldwide. All these labors have not led to a single unexpected finding such as a human fossil from the time of the dinosaurs, or a Jurassic dinosaur in the same rocks as Silurian trilobites. Scientists now use phylogeny, mathematics, and other computations to date fossils.Paleontologists now apply sophisticated mathematical techniques to assess the relative quality of particular fossil successions, as well as the entire fossil record. These demonstrate that, of course, we do not know everything (and clearly never will), but we know enough. Today, innovative techniques provide further confirmation and understanding of the history of life. Biologists actually have at their disposal several independent ways of looking at the history of life - not only from the order of fossils in the rocks, but also through phylogenetic trees. Phylogenetic trees are the family trees of particular groups of plants or animals, showing how all the species relate to each other. Phylogenetic trees are drawn up mathematically, using lists of morphological (external form) or molecular (gene sequence) characters. Modern phylogenetic trees have no input from stratigraphy, so they can be used in a broad way to make comparisons between tree shape and stratigraphy. The majority of test cases show good agreement, so the fossil record tells the same story as the molecules enclosed in living organisms. Accuracy of dating Dating in geology may be relative or absolute. Relative dating is done by observing fossils, as described above, and recording which fossil is younger, which is older. The discovery of means for absolute dating in the early 1900s was a huge advance. The methods are all based on radioactive decay: Fossils may be dated by calculating the rate of decay of certain elements.Certain naturally occurring elements are radioactive, and they decay, or break down, at predictable rates. Chemists measure the half-life of such elements, i.e., the time it takes for half of the radioactive parent element to break down to the stable daughter element. Sometimes, one isotope, or naturally occurring form, of an element decays into another, more stable form of the same element. By comparing the proportions of parent to daughter element in a rock sample, and knowing the half-life, the age can be calculated. Older fossils cannot be dated by carbon-14 methods and require radiometric dating.Scientists can use different chemicals for absolute dating: The best-known absolute dating technique is carbon-14 dating, which archaeologists prefer to use. However, the half-life of carbon-14 is only 5730 years, so the method cannot be used for materials older than about 70,000 years. Radiometric dating involves the use of isotope series, such as rubidium/strontium, thorium/lead, potassium/argon, argon/argon, or uranium/lead, all of which have very long half-lives, ranging from 0.7 to 48.6 billion years. Subtle differences in the relative proportions of the two isotopes can give good dates for rocks of any age. Scientists can check their accuracy by using different isotopes.The first radiometric dates, generated about 1920, showed that the Earth was hundreds of millions, or billions, of years old. Since then, geologists have made many tens of thousands of radiometric age determinations, and they have refined the earlier estimates. A key point is that it is no longer necessary simply to accept one chemical determination of a rock’s age. Age estimates can be cross-tested by using different isotope pairs. Results from different techniques, often measured in rival labs, continually confirm each other. There is only a 1% chance of error with current dating technology.Every few years, new geologic time scales are published, providing the latest dates for major time lines. Older dates may change by a few million years up and down, but younger dates are stable. For example, it has been known since the 1960s that the famous Cretaceous-Tertiary boundary, the line marking the end of the dinosaurs, was 65 million years old. Repeated recalibrations and retests, using ever more sophisticated techniques and equipment, cannot shift that date. It is accurate to within a few thousand years. With modern, extremely precise, methods, error bars are often only 1% or so. Conclusion: The strict rules of the scientific method ensure the accuracy of fossil dating.Conclusion The fossil record is fundamental to an understanding of evolution. Fossils document the order of appearance of groups and they tell us about some of the amazing plants and animals that died out long ago. Fossils can also show us how major crises, such as mass extinctions, happened, and how life recovered after them. If the fossils, or the dating of the fossils, could be shown to be inaccurate, all such information would have to be rejected as unsafe. Geologists and paleontologists are highly self-critical, and they have worried for decades about these issues. Repeated, and tough, regimes of testing have confirmed the broad accuracy of the fossils and their dating, so we can read the history of life from the rocks with confidence. © 2001, American Institute of Biological Sciences. Educators have permission to reprint articles for classroom use; other users, please contact editor@actionbioscience.org for reprint permission. See reprint policy. Michael Benton, Ph.D., is a vertebrate paleontologist with particular interests in dinosaur origins and fossil history. Currently, he is studying certain basal dinosaurs from the Late Triassic and the quality of different segments of the fossil record. He holds the Chair in Vertebrate Paleontology at the University of Bristol, UK, in addition to chairing the Masters program in paleobiology at the university. He has written some 30 books on dinosaurs and paleobiology, ranging from professional tomes to popular kids’ books. http://www.gly.bris.ac.uk/www/admin/personnel/MJB.html Here is a cut and paste to contradict the OP if anyone cares to read it. Cheers. a whole lot of rambling....but not one example.....please take notes dragoness....mine had samples of dead seals carbon dated saying they were much older then the 50 years old they were.....Mine full of exmaples....yours full of crap sorry try again It's people like you that make me not believe in god, because all "his" people are so damn pushy and ignorant. If you're going to heaven, I will gladly go to hell with Mark Twain, Darwin, Freud, Hunter S. Thompson and Jerry Fallwell. |
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Carbon dating is not the only way for people to determine how old things are. Other circumstances are considered. Layering in the earth is also used for determining how old or what time frame something layed into the layer. Trying to prove that the earth is younger than it is is ludicrous. We know that the earth is old, very old in our time frame but probably very young in the universal time frame. There is no way to prove that the bible is accurate so people really need to stop trying. It is a story book, as with all stories, there may be a certain event of truth to build the story around but it is still just a book of old stories. Oh really dragoness....tell me how you know how old the earth is.....because you were taught this in school? And please stop preaching your theories of of story book bibles. There is proof of it all over the place....you just need to open your eyes and look....the last three threads I did....would be a good start.....Unless of course you want to give me the proof that so far no one has.....either in evolution or how old the planet really is..... Proof not saying there is.....show me. Believing the bible as fact, is your choice. You may want to read some other story books also as they some of them are more interesting and more informative than the bible is. As for proving how old the earth is, the proof is all around you all you have to do is open your eyes or mind whichever you are choosing to keep closed up in that fantasy book of yours and you will see it. The age of this planet is obvious to anyone with eyes. My opinion of course. one thing dragoness....thats all I am asking....put all the texts you studied to use.....cmon one thing that proves beyond a reasonable doubt the validity of your gazillion year old earth.....or one animal that shows evolution....or better yet one language or city that is older then 6,000 years old.....yea thats what I thought I now rest my case. You're stupid. |
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Carbon dating is not the only way for people to determine how old things are. Other circumstances are considered. Layering in the earth is also used for determining how old or what time frame something layed into the layer. Trying to prove that the earth is younger than it is is ludicrous. We know that the earth is old, very old in our time frame but probably very young in the universal time frame. There is no way to prove that the bible is accurate so people really need to stop trying. It is a story book, as with all stories, there may be a certain event of truth to build the story around but it is still just a book of old stories. Oh really dragoness....tell me how you know how old the earth is.....because you were taught this in school? And please stop preaching your theories of of story book bibles. There is proof of it all over the place....you just need to open your eyes and look....the last three threads I did....would be a good start.....Unless of course you want to give me the proof that so far no one has.....either in evolution or how old the planet really is..... Proof not saying there is.....show me. No the burden of proof is on you. I can't stand this pushing religion as fact ****. And actually the Bible is kind of a story book. Didn't jesus use parables? |
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Edited by
JTstrang
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Mon 08/11/08 08:33 PM
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where in the bible does it talk about dinosaurs?
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Topic:
Jobs
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What do you do? What is the best thing you like about it? What is the worse thing you don't like about it? Me: Volunteer/Information Desk Good : Free meal for every 4 hours I work. Bad: Don't be caught without wearing you hospital badge. What : Production Tech. at KIMT news channel 3 and student Likes : My friend that works there and for school, I like the free use of equipment Bad : News is soulless and Anchors are lazy and have huge Egos even though it's a ****ty little station, for school I am old and creepy now that I'm 26 and there like 19 - 22 |
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