good night y'all.....hope you all get a good night's sleep

I couldn't get any sleep because the call lights kept going off. Nurse asked me to come in early yesterday since we were shorthanded and said she would come in two hours early before I got off to help me get them up. I met her as I was leaving this morning. She gave me a hug and told me that she loved me before I left. You know I have worked a lot of places but my boss never told me that they loved me at other place I have worked.

thanx amber.he has some anger issues which i need to nip in the bud.

yikes...you're in my prayers.

Hi peeps, still hanging in there. Phone was out for a couple of days and I had puter withdrawl, lol. Much love and support your way all of you. When I am myself again, I'll be posting more. Hugs, Karen

Oh, I have had that computer withdrawal, Karen. Really sucks when I can't get online. Glad it is working for you now. When one door closes another one opens. I was venting with my friend, Elizabeth about how Tina and Jennifer promised I could have first dibs in buying Tina's van. Jennifer had to sell Tina's van for her to get Tina out of jail. I had offered Tina 650 dollars to buy her van but Jennifer had to sell it at 200 dollars. I thought that I had really missed out but then Elizabeth said she would sell her van to me at 500 dollars and that it got 34 mpg. My higher power is making a way when there doesn't seem to be a way by allowing me to get extra hours to come up with the money. I am glad I have my little dog. She gives me so much love. I do think there is someone for everyone and for me it is my little dog. I hope everyone is having a good day.

(((roy))) I have a little dog too and she is a cuddle bug......she bugs me all the time I also have a parrot. She is just a b1tch, but I love her anyway. Glad soem doors opened for you. I hope some start opening for me. Yeah Im being selfish. Thats why I haven't been posting much. Manic/depressed = mixed episode.

My brother-in-law has offered to help me put down the lineoleum. I am waiting for him to come over now. He was at my mom's with my sister. We went to the hardware store to get some F26 glue to put the lineoleum down with. It is a caulking type glue. I can't believe I am actually going to get my washer and dryer back in the bathroom so I can finish cleaning my house. I am trying to get rid of some furniture in the process. Yeah, I tease my little Spitz by telling her she can't get all my kisses because I might get a girlfriend some day and then she will just have to learn to share.

We got the lineoleum glued down and the washer and dryer reinstalled. I was so glad to get it done. Now I can continue to gettting my house looking nice, again.

Walks in the room, kicks the furniture, punches a couple of walls, says some bad words, then backs out.

Damn, some days, and then some. Sorry, I am so frustrated over some stuff and I really can't go into it. I want to scream and grab a couple of kids by the throat at the same time, but that wouldn't resolve anything either.

Thanks for listening to me vent. Guess I am lucky I don't drink or do drugs, I would be over the edge by now. But sure am thinking about ice cream, damn.

Okay, my tantrum has calmed down for a bit, thanks again for listening to me. I need to get back to work before I get in trouble. Already got a "nastygram" from my boss earlier over time off for an appt.

Take care and have a good day. Maybe I will get lucky on my way out of the room and slam my hand in the door and take my mind off things. Talk to you later.

Wow, you relly are stressed out. Email if you want to vent when you have the time......... Im sorry you are having it so rough (((Marie)))....email me.

wow marie, and i thought i was having a rough time....(hugs)

I hope today is better for you, Marie. We are under a flood watch and it has been raining all night. Saying a prayer for you. (((Hugs)))

Thanks guys, appreciate your support. Really nothing I can do but sit back and hope things fix themselves. It really is out of my control, but just angers the heck out of me when I see bad things happening to someone I care about.

Thanks so much for your support.

Stay dry Roy. You all are in my prayers too. You people are the best. Thank you.

Well I just heard from social security, I'm gonna have to fight to get it, they turned me again....I'm getting a lawyer

Good thinking, Amber. My deceased tried to get her social security four times. Social security even denied me the 255 dollars for her death benefits. Her lawyer asked me if I wanted to continue her case even after she passed away. I thought it was amazing how my marriage to her cured her in Social Security's eyes of her disability ssi check that she had until we got married. You would think that you would be entitled to what you have paid into social security when you become disabled. I pray for a divine intervention on your part because we have been up against social security before.

My friend not only has proven that she is more masculine than me but also that she is more feminine than me. She truly fascinates me and I really don't know what to make of her. She is a good friend, though even though she is an enigma to me.

Oh I forgot........wanna take a guess as to why I was turned down??????????????..................







If you guess because of my of level education and intelligence........ding ding ding you won the prize.......How can they you can work just because you are smart??? At least this time they admit I have work restrictions.....said so in the letter.

your intelligence shouldn't matter,the fact you have paid into the system should.i would get a lawyer who specializes in ss claims.thats crap.

hugs marie.i have a couple of guidance counselors i'd like to hit also..
i ate a box of ice cream instead..