Txs,I find it nearly impossible to believe that this special man has not
already captured your heart and soul.Quite astonishing to comprehend
quite frankly.A woman bearing so many fine qualities and such enormous
heart is truly a gold find.Why would a man not want to capture and
possess the heart of such a beautiful person is simply mind boggling.You
are held in my prayers my dear friend and I am quite certain you will
find each other.p.s.Hey!God how about expediting the process a bit for
my friend hey.lol.Godspeed!Cybear.

Fantastic!Michael.My initial thought has already rolled of the tongue of
venus~rose.May this beautiful white dove deliver to you the long awaited
news that you painfully await.The discovery of your soul mate delivered
in the form of an olive branch held gently in her mouth.No man who
possess such depth less love and a fine soul such as yours should ever
be left to languish in bitter loneliness.But with your steadfast
hope,she will be delivered into your awaiting arms.Godspeed!Cybear.

Beautiful DGF.One of my two fav.seasons.This one of course for all of
the reasons you stated above in your Poem.Of course there are several
more reasons also.It is as if Mother Earth awakens for yet another
glorious year and embraces us all with open arms.Leaving herself
completely exposed for our eyes and our senses to enjoy her fruits she
has bear-ed.I love this season very dearly.I will close however by
stating that New England in the fall is simply Majestic.I luv it,keep up
the good work hon.Godspeed!Cybear.

Denied the one I crave,I'm now bound to one I hate.
Yearning for the safe shelter of your arms I dread
Each coming dawn,bringing new awareness of my fate.
Recalling every touch,every kiss,each word we said
Wondering now how my marriage came to it's conclusion
Are you now missing me,am I running through your head?

What I know is rather painful,it strangles me inside
For you are not with me,now my inside a great abyss
I sigh a hundred tears or more,for you I am not beside
Tender eyes burned into my mind,yours~you that I miss.
Hope rings eternal through countless tears I've cried
The best moments with me always;I must remember this.

Struggling against heavy chains,life and heart they bind.
A legal battle that I must face now before I can be free.
That separates us forever,yet you linger on my mind,
I must face her angry tirade,her punishment I must see.
Before I can settle in new arms so welcoming,safe,and kind.
Her rage must have a victim,and that victim must be me.

Them awful wheels were set in motion so many years ago
When I pledged my life to this woman,no coming pain I knew.
I was young,my boundaries thin,and I never could say no.
Proud and stubborn,I sold away the security that was so new.
It's a huge commitment & requires thought,that I surely knew.
Fully aware that I should not,I smiled and said,"I do."

With those words I made my chains and to myself them bound.
I simply couldn't,wouldn't see the cage to which I'd agreed.
Every promise broken,each and every vow I later found.
She ignored,trampled,lied,and denied in narcissistic greed.
Eventually,I was broken,drove mercilessly into the ground,
So that I could lie to myself and fill my one insatiable need.

I knew she'd never do what she said,that action matched not word,
But she said she loved me endlessly,and I needed to believe.
So I cried,explained,and begged,but my pleas were never heard.
The need to believe I could be loved,meant I could not leave,
My legs would not propel me,like the wings of some clipped bird.
I hid inside myself and sought in escapism some reprieve.

I ran so deep inside me that in the end I could not even find
The young vibrant girl who met that man so many years ago.
I ran so far,so fast,and so blindly,I'd left her far behind.
As I pick myself slowly up,and timidly blow by blow
I address the underlying issues and found beaten by the grind.
But my newfound strength was,she thought,only just for show.

As it dawned on her with each and every passing day,
That I meant was;what I said,the end for me and you,
Her word she could fulfill without a moment's delay.
Or she could say,"Some-thing's really wrong with you."
Her narcissism dictated that it must happen just this way.
And my gathering strength meant that my marriage was through.

Her garments packed in anger,she left in a fit of rage,
Believing I would back down,see the error of my change.
As time went by and each day we turned another page,
Yet give in I would not,and she thought it very strange.
I cleansed my house so many times with frankincense and sage,
It was my life that I cleansed most,a badly needed change.

Day by day I slowly heal,and the relationship was no more.
With the exception of that legal chain,harder to absolve.
So I made the day,walked in my cage;behind me shut the door.
Around that woman my life no longer does revolve anymore.
I vowed the end the day,I collapsed and pounded on the floor,
But oh!the complex legal bit I still need to resolve.

And we are now to the crux of this tale of misery and woe,
For it is this legal chain that keeps me from your embrace.
Keeps me from being in your arms with my heart all aglow,
My inability to say no is why I now cannot gaze at your face.
I tell this story not to every reader,only to my friends
This happens when you ignore yourself,submitting to society's grace.
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Sadly submitted by a true friend~Cybear 1/31/07{no pity intended}
p.s The reason I have submitted this is because I want to share
this with my friends here at JSH,in the hopes that they may never
submit themselves to this pain in a marriage or a relationship.
Out of respect;do not inject criticism.For it is fact not fiction.Thx!

No Thanks!I have a very dear friend within our JSH community who's name
is Tneal.A very kind and generous woman indeed.She has much of our
Poetry at her site.PHOENIXSTORIES.NET.Our dear friend's generosity far
exceeds some penny~anny prize.Well good luck with your prize
quest,however personally I'll stick with my friends site.And welcome to
JSH by the way.Cybear

Superb!GEL.I love your work and always anxiously await the next one.This
subject pulls at my heart and forces me to question so many things;I
desperately need answers to in life.Sadly I wonder if some of these
basic questions will go with me to my grave unanswered.So profoundly
saddening indeed the very disintegration of humanity and society.This
one rips at my heart as powerfully as a lost love.If mankind's level of
compassion and love does not increase for one another we are certainly
doomed.I am also gravely concerned of our Government's misguided
direction and loss of prioritizing.These decisions generously feed our
destruction and downfall.I could care less of space exploration and
playing continental Saviour.Irritated would be an understatement.I
remember 1 simple Q & A that will haunt me the rest of my life.Q~We are
not going to make it are we?A~No!Human Beings are self~destined to
destruct themselves.So sad.Even the the smallest deeds can mean so much
and make a positive impact upon your fellowman.God willing;man's eyes
and hearts better open for the results looming are grievous.I commend
you dearly for attempting to heighten people's awareness.God Bless
You!GEL.Your Friend,Cybear.

Hi!Slow.How are you?I truly hope all is well.You are a really a good man
with a big heart,and one who is straight forward and honest.You speak
your mind directly with no sugar coating but with genuine truth and
respect always.I am sure the ladies here in our home away from home
appreciate this,and have a great deal of respect for you;such as
myself.I've been meaning to exchange these words with you,and I could
think of no grater opportunity then now.I truly hope your special words
reach her heart as true as an arrow of a cupids bow for you deserve
happiness and she would be a fortunate woman to have captured your
heart.I will say a prayer in fact in hopes that she feels your words.You
need not be a Poet to express oneself,you bring plenty of qualities to
the table that many a women wish to inherit.I loved you expression here
and I hope your intended recipient does also,for they are fine words
indeed.Please feel free to send me a friends request at your
convenience.I would be honored.Godspeed!Your Friend,Cybear.

Dear DGF;I hope you don't mind me tagging this poem but I am compelled
to attach a beautiful poem to yours.In the hopes that you will perceive
the mess.that lies within this poem the same way I comprehend it.It is
written by one of the greatest Poets ever known to mankind.His name is
Robert.L.Frost.Truly one of my fav.'s for all time.I hope you enjoy
this.


Love has earth to which she clings
With hills and circling arms about
Wall within wall to shut fear out.
But Thought has need of no such things,
For Thought has a pair of dauntless wings.

On snow and sand and turn,I see
Where Love has left a printed trace
With straining in the world's embrace.
And such is Love and glad to be
But Thought has shaken his ankles free.

Thought cleaves the interstellar gloom
And sits in Sirius disc all night,
Till day makes him retrace his flight
With smell of burning on every plume,
Back past the sun to an earthly room.

His gains in heaven are what they are.
Yet some say Love by being thrall
And simply staying possesses all
In several beauty that Thought fares far
To find fused in another star.

Humbly Submitted by Cybear to Daddy's Girl Forever
Written by Robert.L.Frost{One of the finest Poets ever}

Excellent!DGF.I like this very much.Connect all them dots,reach out and
grab the elusive ones also;and even some of the painful memories meshed
in too,for it becomes awareness and knowledge.Lest we
forget.Godspeed!Cybear.

I was thinking that I might fly today
Just to disprove all the things you say
It doesn't take a talent to be mean
Your words can crush things that are unseen
So please be careful with me,I'm sensitive
And I'd like to stay that way.
You always tell me that is impossible
To be respected and be a girl
Why's it gotta be so complicated?
Why you gotta tell me if I'm hated?
So please be careful with me,I'm sensitive
And I'd like to stay that way.
I was thinking that it might do some good
If we robbed the cynics and took all their food
That way what they believe will have taken place
And we can give it to people who have some faith
So please be careful with me,I'm sensitive
And I'd like to stay that way.
I have this theory that if we're told we're bad
Then that's the only idea we'll ever have
But maybe if we are surrounded in beauty
Someday we will become what we see
Cause anyone can start a conflict
It's harder yet to disregard it
I'd rather see the world from another angle
We are everyday angels
Be careful with me;cause I'd like to stay that way

Written and Produced by Jewel{Brilliant Artist}
Submitted by Cybear 1/30/07to{Someone Special}

Thx!Michael. Really Kewl shades customized with a bear's needs
in mind.Not quite as kewl as A.Schwarzenegger's but there bearific
anyhow.Godspeed!Cybear.

Thx!sooooo much,TG.{bear~hug}K.Now I'll resume brushing my pelt.I gotta
look spiffyWell back to the landscape I go scouting for some grub
ever cautious of any gun~toting cowboys or any other unforeseen dangers
lurking in the distance.(lmao)Your Friend,Cybear.

Bear enters the room slowly and cautiously.Sniffs the air for any
forgotten grub.Hmmmmmm!Hey!it's one of my friends f/p aka kitty.Were you
been gurlfriend?look at all this dang cat fur everywhere(lmao)Has
kitty~kat been grooming in here?This place is a mess!Hey,I borrowed your
chew toy for awhile because well;you haven't been playing with us(bad
kitty) So who is he?hey?hey?So you're not going to tell us
alrighty then,I'll just be holding fast to this chew toy till we get
some answers. Hey!I feel a draft coming in here,close that shirt up
a couple buttons.No wait;I'll block the draft.But seriously we miss ya
hon,so let's not be a stranger or I'll be apt to send Forest Ranger
Billy Bob to seek you out.I think I hear galloping hoofs in the distance
we better take off.(lmao)Your Friend,Cybear(bear~hug)

Hi!Mimi;)O.K.Now I'm getting totally freaked out!Thx!for bringing that
Movie up.How ironic,could this possibly get.Now you just mentioned the
Movie that remains in my top ten list forever for several reasons.1)Adam
Sandler is one of the most funniest and gifted Jewish actors probably on
the planet.2)The jersey he is wearing throughout the movie of course
represents the Boston Bruins,my life~long beloved Hockey Club.3)I nearly
pissed myself when that scene occurred on the golf course when Bob
Barker & Adam Sandler started beefing.OMG!That memory will stay with me
a life time.(LMAO)The entire Movie is a total scream from start to
finish.4)How about the part when the black golfing legend falls out the
window when he sees the alligator head,or when his wooden hand comes
flying off and gets run over.OMG!(ROTFLMAO).That frigging Movie is the
best.Thx!for bringing that one up(lmao)Godspeed!Cybear

Fantastic;Michael.When we sit and ponder,it is then we are overcome by
these fantasies and hauntings of such bitter but sweet desire.I truly
can relate for I equally am driven by such powerful thoughts.Perhaps we
should cherish such imagination for it fuels and drives our hope and
allows us to never succumb to defeat.I luv this Poem very much
Michael.Thank You!Godspeed!Cybear.

Very nice DGF.I love the comparison and the connection between love and
a rose.From the beginning of planting seeds for this beautiful
flower,it's growth and reaching it's maturity directly correlate to the
same stages of love shared between two loving souls.It's nurturing
process can be said to also be identical.I truly hope you achieve this
and spend a lifetime together in happiness and contentment
DGF.Godspeed!Cybear.

O.K.My Dear Friend it's nearly that time hey?I know it sounds silly and
it's a matter of a week,but I'm going to miss ya.Your lovely constant
words of encouragement and praise continually resonate throughout the
JSH~House.Have a safe journey and make sure you don't leave anything
behind that you may need.I don't know if that's been sent to him prior
to your departure.If not then don't forget to bring it with you(wink)I
totally believe beyond a shadow of a doubt that you two are going to
make a great pair.Simply amazing how you two meet and also realize the
hope you provide for many of us here is priceless.Give Terry a big Hello
from me and let him know we all miss him.Don't forget to take some
pics.while you're there so we can all see you two lovebirds together.You
two have a fantastic time and we all await your return.Love Ya,Your Dear
Friend,Cybear.(((((((bear~hug))))))).Put me down Cy!you beastly
bear.(lmao)

Wow!Karma this is fantastic.I must admit on my third read with this
one.I could not initially comment yesterday.I was tied up with two V
poems and IM.I enjoy this increasingly each time I read this poem.Simply
incredible.Your vision and depth transcended through the Grey Wolf's
spirit quest is moving and very powerful.Unbelievable.I could go further
on with this one but I'll end by saying Wow!once again.Godspeed!Cybear

Your Love is a cul de sac,
No access for growth.
Turn around in your tracks,
Embittered Soul.
And so sad,so sad
How luridly sad
I Sorrow,for your onerous Love.

And for Love,should be no lame burden
If Passion be no steel Cross.
Fortuitous are they,
Who lay Heart's down in Chance
For indeed,they be the True Lovers.

And so sad,so sad,
How disturbingly sad,
To rebuke Life's"Opus of Bliss",
To appose with closure of Heart
To spurn Chance,but never cheat Sorrow.

Submitted by Cybear 1/30/07

This Valentine's I wish that you were with me.
It's lonelier than most days I'm alone,
Even though we'll manage on the Internet
To touch with words the face we cannot see.
You away are far more dear to me
Than anyone who might remain at home.
My love is in the places that you roam,
Being with you where I cannot be.
We do not choose the objects of our passion,
But passively await the holy fire
That immolates our past and lights our fate,
Twisting through the alleys of desire.
So I am yours,and will contented wait,
Allowing love my life and will to fashion.

Submitted by Cybear 1/30/07
To my Valentine(not revealed yet)