and she runs with scissors..gleefully playing in the mud, painting the ceilings with her toes... this wide eyed girl filled with wonder...simply magnificent my sister of light simply magnificent

Addicted,crank,the devils kiss
Lingering on her lips
Pressing the needle against her skin, slipping it into her vein
That familiar comforting pinch as it breaks through the skin
The burn as she depresses the plunger
Hitting the blood stream
Traveling now through out her body, hitting her brain
Numbing and forgetting all the pain
The devils kiss lingering on her lips
Eyes roll back, her body goes slack
Spittle turns to drool
Spilling from her mouth
Too pure, too much, now her heart stops
Last breath slips from her lungs
Her body grows cold and stiff
She just had to have one last devils kiss
Forever it will linger upon her lips

Welcome....very powerful words there

Frank, miss you..when things settle you will be back, until then we shall carry on your quotes...



"We must develop and maintain the capacity to forgive. He who is devoid of the power to forgive is devoid of the power to love. There is some good in the worst of us and some evil in the best of us. When we discover this, we are less prone to hate our enemies." Martin Luther King Jr.


"Security is mostly a superstition. It does not exist in nature, nor do the children of men as a whole experience it. Avoiding danger is no safer in the long run than outright exposure. Life is either a daring adventure or nothing. " Helen Keller


"I am like a falling star who has finally found her place next to another in a lovely constellation, where we will sparkle in the heavens forever." Amy Tan

"For where the instrument of intelligence is added to brute power and evil will, mankind is powerless in its own defense."
Dante Alighieri

Before you touch me, this feeling of anticipation
A natural electrical charge, snapping and popping in the space between us
Before your lips softly touch upon mine, this feeling of anticipation
A natural explosion, fiery and hot in the space between us
Before you breathe, this feeling of anticipation
A universal exhalation, we become one in this space between us
Space ceases to exist as it is filled with two becoming one
And the universes heart beat courses through out our bodies
Breathing becomes intermingled with heavenly sighs as the stars arc across the skies
Writhing and dancing, twisting and turning,anticipation becomes desire, desire becomes satisfaction, satisfaction becomes contentment
And the universe sighs with happiness as we become as we are meant to be

Whirling.twirling, swirling round and round
As if chasing one another in a game of tag
Clicking and clacking like bones blowing in the wind
I sit there on the bench watching them a few times a day
Alone and quiet, nothing but me, the leaves and wind
And I wonder if I am the only one who sits out here day after day
Smoking a cigarette and watching the dead leaves dance in the wind
Wondering if anyone else thinks of them the way I do
If they too hear the sounds like bones clicking and clacking in the wind
If they too see it as a game of tag chasing one another round and round
This time, this quiet and aloneness, much needed to gather my thoughts
Never a soul out here when I come, no matter the time of day or night
Nothing but me , the leaves and wind.

Woooo go mah sistah!!

Whoa fawkin intense trip dude!! Fawkin AWESOME!!

Love hurts
love scars
love wounds and mars any heart
Not tough or strong enough to take a lot of pain
Take a lot of pain
love is like a cloud
holds a lot of rain.
Love hurts
love hurts
I'm young I know but even so
I know a thing or two I've learned from you
I've really learned a lot
really learned a lot.
Love is like a flame
It burns you when it's hot.
Love hurts
love hurts
some fools rave of happiness

Blissfulness
togetherness
some fools fool themselves
I guess

But they're not fooling me I know it isn't true

I know it isn't true
Love is just a lie made to make you blue
Love hurts
love hurts.

Love hurts
love scares
love wounds and mars any heart
. . .

"Save Me" Royal Bliss

You don't know me, no you don't know a thing about love or life in between
I'm screaming through your door
leave me tonight
how could you mean that she said
Oh I turn my back, my eyes full red
I don't believe that she said, you’re out of your mind
I don't know why, all I need is someone to save me, I believe
I don't know why, all i need is someone to save me, I believe,
I don't know why
You turn on me, and left me alone with my fate
I know id leave myself inside
I can't stop that fight
How could you mean that she said, oh you turn my eyes so full of red
I don't believe that she said, you’re out of your mind
Yeah
I don't know why all I need is someone to save me
I believe I don't know why all I need is someone to save me
I believe
What about those times you left me alone in the bed, well I didn't mean it
all of those nights you swore that you’d call when you didn't
well I didn't mean it
all of those times you tore me down and said, well I didn't mean it,
what about the times you told me you wish you were dead
I did mean it
why all I need is someone to save me I believe
I don't know why all I need is someone to save me, I believe and I don't know why
why
I don't know why
why

Peering through the darkness and I see it ahead
Tiny pin pricks of light
Distant yet close
Confusing yet soothing
Concentrating on the pin pricks I walk towards them
All thought escapes my head
I forget my own name
Time ceases to exist
No future, no present, no past
And I don't care
Simply following the pin pricks of light in the darkness
Going along at my own pace, knowing this is no race
And I don't care
Sound simply vanishes
Sight is only of pin pricks of light
Touch, I can feel nothing
No emotions, nothing physical with in my reach
And I don't care
All that matters now are those tiny pin pricks of light in the darkness

A sound fills my head, syncopated, staccato
I hear it often, never know exactly what it is
It appears out of no where and simply fizzles out
Here again gone now here again gone now here again
Gone again and now its a different noise one of shrill tones
Piercing my skull, sinking into my gray matter, penetrating my brain stem
Coursing slowly down my spine, bouncing through out the chamber of my heart
I exhale it through my lungs only to come back again
Here again gone now here again gone now here again gone now
It rattles around my bones making me feel like an ancient xylophone
It comes again and again only to slowly fizzle out
A sound fills my head, syncopated , staccato

flowers die...rather see them in their natural setting than in a vase

((((Paully))))

Thought I Knew - Weezer

Rain drops splatter against the window pane
Wind waving the yellowed leaves all about
Leaning my head against the cool glass
A fire burning within me that is out of control
Alternately filled with dread and hope
Conflicted and confused, flashing back in time
Train wheels clacking and clicking on the tracks
Carrying me away to a place of serenity and peace
Life spun out of control and dropped me into an abyss
Bottomless it seemed and yet I have climbed to the top
Teetering on the edge knowing I must climb over

Thrown into a field in the middle of nowhere
Passage back into time eclipsed
The gateway to peace and serenity just beyond my reach
Make my way back home once again, the sounds of the trains wheels clicking and clacking along the tracks
Now just a distant memory in my mind
Picking up the pieces, gluing what remains back together again
Time now speeds forward, out of control once again
Hours pass quickly seeming like mere seconds
Grains of sand fall from one to the other
And in between the falling the picture becomes clear
Destiny has not yet been met

Cumbersome - Seven Mary Three

The two people above me, they won't allow me to hide away from reality of myself..which is really ok with me

Immortal - Skinny Puppy

I don't know nor do I understand, all I can is this..the current state of the world, the finances and such makes me want to go live in a cave far far away from people and things

I didn't kill anyone yet