You are the Master
I am but a mere servant
Of your needs and desires
Your voice hisses and whispers through the night air
Sending terrifying chills down my spine
Yet I can never deny your wishes and demands
Feeling the icy touch of your hands
Pulling me closer into your embrace
Enraptured at your every word
Listening intently to your demands
Oh how you whisper furiously into my ear
Telling me of my own desires
My taste for blood, my fascination with death
The urge I have to damage their flesh
Feeding my desires with your whispers
Your hand stroking my arm, making my vein stand out
Piercing it with your nail,breaking the skin
Injecting my blood with your vile poisons
Whispering over and over into my soul
"Kill my love you must kill, eat of their flesh, suckle of their blood, kill my love you must kill"
As if you were reading my thoughts, my mind, you see inside, the hidden part of me
That must annihilate and ravage the innocent ones, my secret hidden desires
To kill and go unnoticed by society
"To kill, yessssss killl I must killl
I hear you Master, I hear and obey Master"

I stand in the crowd , unnoticed, as I watch them
The innocent ones, the fragile and tender
My lust for flesh and blood insatiable
I bide my time until I know I can swiftly move in unnoticed
Hands curling and uncurling with anticipation
Breathing becoming ragged and hurried
Eyes glaze over, mouth slack as drool spills from my mouth
Your whisper still ringing in my ear, urging me onward
To kill, to ravage and annihilate, taste the sweet flesh of the innocent ones

Unable to contain the lustmord built up inside of me
I stalk my prey, following their every move, listening to their every word
So innocent, so blind, their souls I shall forever bind to my Master
Patting my pockets, feeling the blades and wires
Knowing that soon the time will come, before the setting of the sun
Their cries of pain and death will fill the air, music to my ears

Alone now, as I watch them, now , it is the time
I swiftly run across the grass, surprising them as I come upon them
Cowering now, huddled together,holding tightly, begging me to spare them
I cackle maniacally, whispering "Its too late, for I have come, your lives now are mine, your flesh I shall eat, your blood I shall suckle."

Lunging and grabbing, my howl pierces the air, my nails sinking deep into tender flesh,unable to control my lustmord
Sinking my teeth into her neck, biting on to her jugular
Blood spitting and spurting as I suckle, my knife slipping from my pocket, as if on its own accord
Held against her neck, tracing its way slowly up her cheek
Slipping the blade now between her eyeball and socket, popping it out with ease
Listening to her terrified screams as I open my mouth, my tongue slithers out, wrapping around her eyeball,sucking it into my maw
Chewing slowly, relishing the taste, the feel.....




** to be continued**

No expectations
No demands
Allowing me to grow and bend
When the time comes the winds blow
The earth shudders, the heavens sigh
In your eyes I am made to measure
You see all that I am
All of who I can be
Pen in hand as I bite my lower lip
You sit across the room watching me
Writing and thinking, words endlessly flowing
Your whisper reaches my ears
"You were made to measure Sweetness, made just for me"
Still you sit there, across the room, watching me
Twirl my hair around my finger
Watching as my thoughts flow and linger
My head bobbing to the music
Scribbling furiously across the pages
And I whisper softly through the air
"You were made to measure Baby, made just for me"
You chuckle softly and walk over to me
Sit beside me on the floor
Wrapping your big arms around me
Whispering once more, now gently into my ear
"Yes Sweetness, even through our fits of insanity"

I'll never understand
Your need to control
Your need to make me feel less than whole
I'll never understand
Your taste for violence
Your taste for bringing pain

It doesn't matter now
Because its
Gone baby gone

I'll never understand
Your self hatred
Your self loathing
I'll never understand
Your reasons and excuses
Your apologies an promises

It doesn't matter now
Because its
Gone baby gone

I realize now that I don't have to understand
I realize now that I don't need to understand
I realize now that I am whole
I realize now that you are not

But it doesn't matter
Not anymore
Because its
Gone baby gone

Simplistic passion and love fills the page...my sister of light and my brother of creativity, tis a joy and pleasure to watch your souls collide

Her hand shakes
The blade flashing in the light
No answers, no questions
She breathes deeply
Dragging the blade across her thigh
Must let it our, it can no longer be contained
This emotion she buries so deep
Cannot let anyone see
This pain, so alive, breathing on its own
Blade ripping her tender skin, blood welling up, spilling from the ragged gash
Biting her lip as tears slip from her eyes
Holding back a scream
Cannot let anyone hear
Blade clatters to the floor as it slips from her fingers
Blood pouring freely, running down her thigh, her knee, her calf, pooling around her feet
She quietly succumbs to defeat
Knees buckle, tumbling to the floor in a heap
Tears mixing and melding with her blood
No longer able to stop this emotional flood

Shut me down
Stamp me out
Damaged and damned
I can't make her real
Splintered and shattered
Shut me down
Stamp me out
Nothing left of me but a hoarse shout
Throat raw, fingers torn and bloodied
Eyes swollen shut
Too many tears shed
Too many days left
Shut me down
Stamp me out
Damaged and damned
I can't make her real
There is nothing left to feel
Breakdown, on the edge
About to step off the ledge
Splintered and shattered
Now my ashes are scattered

Leaves tumbling slowly down
Ripples across the water as it slowly flows
Gentle breeze pushing my hair away from my face
Curled contently on a flat rock
Watching the leaves fall and the water flow
Birds singing, lulling me into serenity
Sun warming my skin through his fleece hoodie
Serenity unfolding before me
And I can breathe and be

Get away, got to get away
Too many people, too much noise
Escape , run, find the pace of serenity
Get in my truck and just drive
A left turn here, a right turn there
Anywhere but here
Drive for miles until that place whispers to me
That secret whisper that seems only I can hear
Over the hills, through the woods
Past civilization and the lake
Twists, turns and curves
I hear it calling faintly in the distance
This place I have never before been
I've sen it in my dreams of late
Flat rocks upon which to sit
Musical waters flowing and soothing
Birds singing softly,the gentle hum of the occasional car passing by
So close I can taste the air, feel the soft breeze
The whisper grows stronger, the urge and need grows stronger
Get away, got to get away
To the place of serenity

Ahh such a delightful dark twist...

I have been hither and you and back again...living life, breathing and being...life is indeed good

You touch more than my skin
You reach in and grasp my soul
Holding it , not tight enough to crush it
Yet tight enough so that it doesn't escape into the atmosphere
Your eyes piercing my own, gazing intently into them
Reading everything I am, everything I was, everything I will be
You see the small child within me, encourage her to come out and play
You see the wise woman I have become,encouraging her too to come out and speak
My fears, my hopes, my dreams, my silliness..everything you see
Wrapping your arms around me holding on, so that I may not escape into the atmosphere
Tethering me to you, keeping me here, in the now, this moment, this time
Opening myself to you, giving myself to you and slowly we become
And I am not afraid, No more do I hide in the shadows, no more do I run from contentment
You touch more thank my skin
You reach in and grasp my heart
Holding it , not tight enough to crush it
Yet tight enough so that it doesn't escape into the atmosphere

Tantalizingly intense..a heady intoxication!!

psst..sis.... I have a secret stash

Well all I am off, time to find me bat and tuck him safely in bed for the night, night all, much much love for you all

If all else fails..use duct tape

Exodus - Open Season

bloody door??? damn did my bat fly into the door again??

So great to see you as well, send my Creative brother my love and a hug

Exodus- Tempo Of The Damned

this is why I love my sister

Currently into Exodus..really thrashing and politically intense