Your blood seeping through the cracks in the floorboards
Life slipping, ebbing , flowing away
Your last gasp of breath whistling from your lips
Cut too deep, to the core of your being
Slipping in and out of reality
Pictures of life flashing before your eyes
The voices of the old ones filling your ears
Falling back through the years
Time stops for you and you cease to exist
Not even a memory remains, never will you be again
Into the spiral you now slip, feeling as if you missed
Should you stay or should you go
Clawing at your own face
Desperately trying to be a part of the human race
Pieces of you start o fall away
Not the woman you were yesterday
Feeling that old familiar ache
Your soul simply breaks

Blessed for I have been given not one but two mothers
One of flesh and blood the other of spirit
Blessed for I have been given not one but many families
A little bother who thinks his much older sister just rawks
Blessed for I have been given wisdom, advice, love from a mother from a far
Blessed because I have been given a sister with a rope
Who wraps her arms and rope around me when I start to slip away
Blessings come in man forms from thoughts and words to the people who are in your life path for all time
Blessed for I have life, love, happiness and inner peace after many years of darkness
To be able to call Momma at 3 am her time and curl up in a ball crying whispering "Momma I hurt, its broken"
Her words fill my ears across the phone lines, wrapping around m soul giving comfort and ease
To be able to call Momma at 9pm my time and laugh , sharing my joy and elation saying "Momma I am whole"
Blessed, truly blessed in ways I have never before been
All because I chose to let them in


I love you Momma & Txs Gurly...please tell my little bro I love him too!!

Stopping starting ending beginning
Eclipsing the natural form
Twisting turning becoming breathing
Centuries come and centuries go
Time a never ending flow
Slipping beneath the surface to explore
Possibilities and the door opens once more
Diving and delving learning and knowing
Stopping once again starting over and over
Eclipsing the natural order
Breathing becoming knowing
Falling head over heels
Landing safely only to fall once again
Climb the highest mountain
Crawl through the darkest caves
Where does it start
Where does it end
The beginning has no questions
The ending has no answers
In between the story unfolds
Pictures flash on and off
Silk screened upon a piece of cloth
Tattered and frayed raged blowing in the wind
Slowly but surely it all begins
Sudden stop and now it ends
Eclipsing the natural order of things

This sweater I have been wrapped in since the day we crossed paths, a beautiful sweater in which I revel in

Your touch burns and grows cold as ice
Sending trails of delight through out my body
Your kiss inflames and leaves me aching
The fierce growl of desire building in my throat
Your fingers slowly inching up my thigh
No longer able to form a thought
Desire and longing take over
Nothing maters now but your touch
Cold as ice hot as a raging fire
Back arching,the need to be closer to you strong
That glint in your eye telling me you know it won't take long
Your lips softly caressing my neck, my nails dug deep into your shoulders
Growl becomes screams of delight becomes howling long into the night
Your touch is like fire and ice

Get well soon Rae, we miss you!!

The Warmth - Incubus

Dedicated to Lionsbrew, my lil bro


G'night DTH

a text???? seems so very impersonal...a call would go a lot further jmo

Demonomania - The Misfits

Tick tick tickety ick ick ickety
Clock moving so very fast
Not even a second seems to last
Toes curled, knees weak
Hardly able to speak
Breathless, dizzy
And then time stops
Seconds no longer seem to matter
As your lips touch upon mine
Toes curled, knees weak
Hardly able to speak
Breathless, dizzy
Your fingers tangle in my hair
Pulling me tighter, closer
Your eyes locked on mine
The earth stands still
Toes curled, knees weak
Hardly able to speak
Breathless, dizzy
Each and every time you kiss me

Death Comes Ripping - The Misfits

Die Die My Darling - The Misfits

Plonk, plink, tinkling like broken glass
There it went, my heart, scattered in a million trillion pieces
Gathered up the dustpan and brush, swept up all the pieces
Tucked them away into my pocket, ripped off that tarnished locket
Kicking rocks and scowling all the while,stamping my feet and tears hitting the street
Tube of crazy glue, slowly putting the piece back together
A million trillion pieces, so much work, so much time
Drowning my sorrows in unending rhyme
Plonk ,plink, tinkling like windchimes
Here it goes, my heart,filling and bursting with elation and joy
Here it was all along right in my own backyard, that which I searched far and wide,my hardcore punk guy

Cashing In - Minor Threat

I climb down from the star upon which I was perched
Carrying with me stardust and moonbeams
Slipping silently through the night, placing them ever so gently
Beneath your pillow as you slumber away peacefully
Reaching out gently to brush my hand across your cheek
Whispering softly so that only the angels can hear
I love you Momma, never fear, for I am always near
This of what you ponder, the answer is so very clear
Look deep inside yourself,Momma dear
Enlightenment is already here, take my stardust and moonbeams
Tuck them in your pocket , hold them near, burn the white candle,ask what you must
Soon your answers will appear written in stardust highlighted in moonbeams

The only way..from scratch!!

((((Pat)))) I am most awesome

In My Eyes - Minor Threat

Just popping in to say Hey!! Someone tell my lil brother that I will call him Friday..been busy with work and shizz

**wanders in..ahh home again if only for a brief moment in time...sprinkles some chicken feed about, feeds the fishies, gives the bunnies some carrots..sits contently under the willow by the pond, pencil in one hand sketch pad in the other**

Ahh tis good to always be able to come home Familia