You can do some thing
so different its not you

its not you its so

d
i
f
-
f
i
c
u
l
t

to look up to

Admire
Love
Live

who you are

and believe in that

person you were


(people change you)


on the phone

in an email

in person



we are uncomfortable

with laws that do not
restrain us as well
as we self wanting
would cuff our selves
to things we enjoy

things that make us

happy

Isnt that what we all want
to be

happy


loving our selves
more than every one else


?


I find it difficult


d
i
f
-
f
e
r
e
n
t


loving someone who is not me


Pleasing them as much as me



why should i

I am me

you are you

I cannot do
every thing
you dont do

love you more than I

can

You'll be happier
knowing you need not rely
on any one else

except you

to make your self

Happiest

i am here to

Admire
Love
Live

the best I can

living life
slice by slice

sweet
pies

knives
deep

pressed in

qe32,

I appreciate your concern for my well being.

The slap in the face with the helping hand up.

Such a loyal quality to share with us.

Would you believe;

I am rich
I am poor

which do you believe?

Do you believe what I am saying is who I am?

Do actors play themselves in movies?

Do you judge all books by there covers?



You see.. I love to write. Love it.



I write for the love of writing. I have written all types of emotions in my poetry and will continue to share my best and worst feelings as I feel inspired to do so.

Let me help you better understand this write.

I am - a cool ashole.

I didnt sign up to be a super hero or a villian in life.

Every day I change my clothes from one to the other.
Depending on my moods.

I think they call it bipolar if you want to label me to
something I dont feel I am.

I call it -- being a human who doesnt live in denial.

I see alot of alcholics who act happy in life.
I see alot of churchgoers who seem sad walking into church.

Me, is who I am as a person. ME, is the person who does something someone else asks him to do for them. This is a natural aspect of life.

We all change when we are around different people. Never always the same.

Never happiest when we are doing what someone else wants us to do as opposed to what we would like to do.

What can I do to be a guy just like you looking for a woman on an internet site? Man are we confident!

Look in the mirror. From eye to eye to eye to eye.

Where is your plank?

or was that the best reply you could come up with
to try and help someone in life?

Well let me help you better understand what I am saying as I will break this down for you.



...Me... (is me as an independent man)

Needs
a controling woman
who can mold me
into somthing
im not


...ME... (this is the guy who does everything his woman asks him to do when she says it)


so that she (she is who she is)
can get mad (turns into SHE)
at


...ME... (the man SHE wants me to be)


for not
being


...Me... (The man I am)

whenever
I sleeps


with
her as



...SHE... (the woman she is not or does not want to be)

It's kind of an ironic joke on relationships and how we lose a part of who we are when we are commiting to someone else.


Moral of the poem. A relationship should be a compromise based on love and respect for one another. We should do things we might not want to do for others knowing that they would do the same for us when they love us. Love isnt always about what makes us feel good. Sometimes its about what we can do to make others feel good. This is the glue to all healthy relationships. Neither one should only give give give or take take take. There has to be a balance of both give and take to keep a relationship strong between two people.

I know, I have been both.

The give, give, giver.

And the take, take, taker.

Rich and Poor.

at our happiest

life is best

at
our happiest

life
is best

as our happy
slips

we live

life
less

Very Cool!

Cool Write!

very catchy!

This would make great lyrics for a song.

Wow! Emotionaly Powerful

...Me...

Needs
a controling woman
who can mold me
into somthing
im not


...ME...


so that she
can get mad
at


...ME...


for not
being


...Me...


whenever
I sleeps


with
her as



...SHE...

a fine waitress you are
bringing me my drink
I think
you are the type that
would rather look great
in a mink
then accept a drink
from me

do i look like
a snob

mocking your job

one of those things
I reject
I am not

one who admits it

lifts

fit

arms up

Did and Didn't

see these hands

no ring

these eyebrows have
shifted

white dots

Snake eyes

vibrant red
nice round dice

Come walk with me
on the moon

over here

embark as we
pinch the Earth

lauging at all
of it's life
and the people

screened as a WHOLE

lets count on the WORLD
uncover where that water
grows

as it shrinks

melt what snow
waters us down

twenty-twelve

panic and fear
in the eyes of
the waitress

amused with my nonsense

intoxicated gibberish

powerful write!

thanks for sharing!

to a better day!

a very creative point!

there i was

sitting at a table

her to my left

some lady to my right

documents on the table

the unmarried box checked

release of ownership

sign here print there

thumb ink seal deal

there goes my house

the deed done for

some lady to my right

and the ex to my left

who drove me crazy

as I was

driving home last night

i knew nothing

to my right

about that lady

and my ex

who looked just as

radiant to me as ever

is now left

with what used to be

my home

now her house

is her house

just hers

all hers

for what its worth

I feel empty

and yet

so rich

very nice!

I was going for the woman who screws the man over who could never screw her over because he has nothing to give.

Two people who just want to have sex.

Where neither one cares at the moment about their history's of what they have and dont have.

Endulging in the feeling of lust without knowing what the consequences could lead to.

+++++++++++++++++++
Their air sewn shut
around sin and safe
+++++++++++++++++++


sweat drips

drowns surrounds

where lips lick taste


+++++++++++++++++++
Their air sewn shut
around sin and safe
+++++++++++++++++++


a hunger to

need is a

hungrier place


+++++++++++++++++++
Their air sewn shut
around sin and safe
+++++++++++++++++++


dif-fer-ent shades

in-diff-er-ent traits


+++++++++++++++++++
Their air sewn shut
around sin and safe
+++++++++++++++++++


pressing

undressing

sexy as lace


+++++++++++++++++++
Their air sewn shut
around sin and safe
+++++++++++++++++++


she flutters in

a butterfly trim

brimmed above

venus's cleft shaved


+++++++++++++++++++
Their air sewn shut
around sin and safe
+++++++++++++++++++


ready to dig up dirt

through past years

old mangled crates


+++++++++++++++++++
Their air sewn shut
around sin and safe
+++++++++++++++++++


he could have kids

if he didn't shoot

blanks


+++++++++++++++++++
Their air sewn shut
around sin and safe
+++++++++++++++++++


she wants

to screw

him over

horny happy

hungry legs


+++++++++++++++++++
Their air sewn shut
around sin and safe
+++++++++++++++++++


him shooting blanks

and her with

her AIDs


+++++++++++++++++++
Their air sewn shut
around sin and safe
+++++++++++++++++++

Abra-ca-dabra!

press toe!

SNAP!

"EEEEEEK!"

the last words of the poor mouse

I know what you mean about the @ sign.

This is my ode to the internet emails poem.

The @ sign was neccessary because it frames the picture I was painting.

This is the real depth of it I was trying to convey. I was not just using the sign to emphasis a alternative to the word "at"



Thanks for the comments

huckle
2km
pkh

always much appreciated

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