Could I split myself apart so I'll never be alone again??

Nothing made me an atheist faster than being called a "sodomite" and "abomination" and that there was no hope for a filthy fa***t.......that's the kind of love I'm used to

My own guilt.

Alright Different, I hope you feel better after this! I have the same kinda deal with my family, I havent talked to some of them in years. PHUQ Em, thats what I say

Oh....Im not gonna go to churh, think I'll just watch some gay porn

so what do they 'involve'??

thanks sir

Cool, thanks Cuz I thought maybe it was too gross/graphic to post but what the hell

they listened,
oh yes they did
heard the echo,
a faint slicing echo
they trembled,
oh yes they did
sh***ing and pissing themselves
in a faint kinda echo
they're all dancing in razorwire
stomping on it
rubbing on it
phuqing on it, yeah!
rot of blood is nothing new
nor the rancid chunks of flesh, all strewn
they're all crawling on jagged glass
chewing on it, yeah
they're writhing all on the floor
laughing there,
oh yes they are
laughing with oh so wide eyes
they hear the echo
an echo of nails
nailed to glass and razorwire
feel the wire zip across the skin
feel the glass grind, grind within
feel the nails pound and pierce the din
'help me, help me please...."
crying tears,
crying an echo of salt
the salt
a burning pain to match burning shame
they're rubbing it in
smashing it in
loving all their in, yeah!
nails pounded in flesh,
jagged glass ground in flesh,
razorwire ripped across flesh,
salt smashed into flesh,
I'm there listening,
I hear my faint kinda echo,
oh yes I do.

Very interesting plastic, so many of us don't remember our first memories.

I'll share mine with you, it was a very simple realization:

there was darkness, then it felt like a switch was flipped on the inside and i knew I was aware, and my first thought was:

"Oh NO, I'm here!!"-------very strange

[ainjel] Thanks sweetie, I still think your hair is 'fabber' lol


[MzEm]There's my long lost cousin Thanks for reading, be seeing you around

[pkd]Thank you, if there are any answers you need, just ask

Some clouds part,
sunlight comes to pass
as we walk down a dampened path
yawning along with the breeze,
as we walk down, never wanting to leave
Sunlight has come to pass
walking along, I never want it to end
a dissillusion we know won't last
sunlight has come.........
.......what else could be sent??

--Bizarre little notions to add to that scene--:

some clouds in that heart will never part,
endless sunlight in some other dampened past
sometimes.....
.....sometimes you hear some screams on the breeze
Did you really think I let the sunlight come to pass??!!
the audience is yawning along,
how I wish they'd leave
We'd burn them all with sunlight shining on the last
We tell him, "The sunlight has come......"
We don't need to tell you what will come to pass
We all have T-shirts that say:
"Sunlight has come..........
.......what else could be sent??"

--Mix it together, what will we see??--

and there are some clouds a sunny heart really can't part
walking along, wet and lost
in endless sunlit dampened paths
And you can all scream,
I'll smile slightly when I hear it on some breeze
And I had said: "Stay there, I never want you to leave",
it was to the boring audience, if you please
sooner or later, sunlight will shine out all sorts of illusions,
Down to the last.......
and We'll stand around it and say: "Sunlight has come!!"
it says it'll last to the "very end",
what else could we say?
we'd lost our T-shirts awhile back
What did it say?, all those illusions will ask,
I think, maybe you know, yes, they all said:
"Sunlight has come........
.........what else could be sent??"

Now HERE is some real truth, thanks quietman for reality check!!

Sorry Different, was having a moment there.

Great write

Very interesting end, loved this one Sharris

Very nice !

I'm a little confused here..........................