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Topic: Forgive Me
Differentkindofwench Joined Sat 04/07/07 Posts: 5960	Mon 11/09/09 03:49 PM
Forgive Me (A much needed vent) Forgive me for the angst I feel at this latest family decree. I can handle being misunderstood, but this extends far beyond me. Due to my past “unacceptable choices“, your subtleties have very loud voices. My ability to hear what’s not said has all your voices screaming in my head: “He’s not allowed or welcome”. If you wonder at my solitude, This would be the reason why. I thought only one family member had the self proclaimed right of judgment. If merely being with me, is the cause of his punishment, I sincerely beg forgiveness At the words I can’t help but cry. Unwilling to even meet and coldly excluding an unknown who’s been unbelievably good to me! You all can eat **** and die! Disclaimer: This has everything to do with my actual family and nothing to do with any minglers.

Fusion99 Joined Thu 07/09/09 Posts: 927	Mon 11/09/09 03:54 PM
Alright Different, I hope you feel better after this! I have the same kinda deal with my family, I havent talked to some of them in years. PHUQ Em, thats what I say

tanyaann Joined Mon 12/03/07 Posts: 32220	Mon 11/09/09 03:58 PM
Let it out!

Differentkindofwench Joined Sat 04/07/07 Posts: 5960	Mon 11/09/09 04:16 PM
Thanks, Tanya! Fusion, ughhhh, they have no idea how many times Marc has tried to convince me of the importance of family and to let it roll and not hold a grudge. Talk about ironic!

laveidem Joined Sat 10/24/09 Posts: 1128	Mon 11/09/09 04:17 PM
Awesome! haha you nailed it!

iam4u Joined Fri 10/13/06 Posts: 30096	Mon 11/09/09 04:32 PM
Forgive Me (A much needed vent) Forgive me for the angst I feel at this latest family decree. I can handle being misunderstood, but this extends far beyond me. Due to my past “unacceptable choices“, your subtleties have very loud voices. My ability to hear what’s not said has all your voices screaming in my head: “He’s not allowed or welcome”. If you wonder at my solitude, This would be the reason why. I thought only one family member had the self proclaimed right of judgment. If merely being with me, is the cause of his punishment, I sincerely beg forgiveness At the words I can’t help but cry. Unwilling to even meet and coldly excluding an unknown who’s been unbelievably good to me! You all can eat **** and die! Disclaimer: This has everything to do with my actual family and nothing to do with any minglers. How can you say you love me? ANY of you? When you say you can't except the one I love so true. YOU ALL need to come out from behind your walls of glass. Get down on your knees and kiss his asss. Inside this man so warm and tender, is a heart felled with love. If I were a man,I'd slap you all with my glove. WHERE'S the LOVE YA'LL?????????????????????????????/ Just my thoughts beautiful lady wrench,wink,,,,hugs,,,,and sorry, SOME,,,,know not why or how, to really even try!

Differentkindofwench Joined Sat 04/07/07 Posts: 5960	Mon 11/09/09 04:45 PM
Awesome! haha you nailed it! Thanks, you know I call it like I see it or feel it and thank you for the email.

Differentkindofwench Joined Sat 04/07/07 Posts: 5960	Mon 11/09/09 04:46 PM
T-man, thank you, yeah you know why I'm beyond irritation on this one.

laveidem Joined Sat 10/24/09 Posts: 1128	Mon 11/09/09 04:48 PM
I know you do... just another reason I hide within the shadows waiting... for the moments of clarity... ty Awesome! haha you nailed it! Thanks, you know I call it like I see it or feel it and thank you for the email.

iam4u Joined Fri 10/13/06 Posts: 30096	Mon 11/09/09 04:49 PM
T-man, thank you, yeah you know why I'm beyond irritation on this one. ,,,,,,, ,,,,,,,,,,

LAMom Joined Tue 12/12/06 Posts: 26866	Tue 11/10/09 09:39 AM
You know how I feel on this subject I send my love to you and Marc,, that awesome cowboy man of yours,,, hold him tight and bask in the beauty of the love you two grow with.... Know in your soul that all will be as it should in time and the light will shine on those who cast....