Tanler hi, I think Mirror was jokeing or saying meds and chose the wrong words. Ive never seen him be out of line so far.

Same to you Marie. I've been laying low for a while. Haven't been up to parr lately. Too much to aire in public forum. But I'm alive

I was joking. Also I was talk about antidepressants. Take them myself. Sorry if someone got up set.

no worries, and welcome to the thread.Meds suck but we all seem to swallow our sanity everyday eh?

i'll tell ya.thank goodness for meds as my battery is dying,my tires need replaced and i have to move soon due to refurbishing.
thnk goodness a friend helped me out or i would be totally

damn girl, i feel for ya

I find depression easy to cope with, after a few years I developed what my mother loves to call a "deathwish" and I started living it up like mad. Just stopped caring, you know? Whew, I've done some CRAZY crap, I can tell you. I got some serious bragging rights.

I am usually okay at work. It is usually when I turn up the road for my home that it starts to se in. But then I remember I have friends here. Diarrhea is troubling us at the home. We are pumping them with Imodium AD. Everyone is taking extra precautions. Hopefully, we will get it under control. I think we have seen the worse of it. It is still nice to work second shift but I do miss working with some of my co-workers.

Well, to date you are the 1st exception I've heard like that, but whatever helps as long as it doesn't hurt anyone else. It's nice that you have found a way to work with your depression and embraced it. Dunno about bragging rights, but I think I could do without a scarey story right about now

(((((JAX))))))) wow, what a weight. Like you don't already have enough on your plate. Sorry. If I were there you know my house would be open door for you. How is your baby boy doing?

YOU GUYS I JUST HEARD, LIKE, THE BEST NEWS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




EILEEN'S COMING DOWN NEXT WEEK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Glad to hear you are going to get time with your lil girl! Have a blast!

Sorry, just needed to vent

In Her Perfect World

She sat alone in her perfect chair
And took out her perfect pen there.
Then she twirled her perfect hair
And glanced with her perfect stare.
Backstabbing me with perfect glare
With pompous ass thought me unaware.
In her perfect world I won't share
And the ***** can die before I care.

wow roy.................wanna talk?

Sure. I may be between job changes. I am seriously considering it. I mean I keep on giving and they keep on taking. I have just taken all of their bull**** that I am capable of.

wow

Actually the nurse has done me a favor by giving me a written verbal write up. I have wrestled with the contradiction of a written verbal write up. What actually happened was that a co-worker and I were both written up because the nurse found the alarm off of two residents. Instead of being responsible for the whole wing on third shift second shift works it different. The setup on second shift is each CNA is responsible for sections. Each CNA has their section to be responsible for. I got too used to working as a team player. Second shift doesn't do it that way. Their is no team effort like third shift per se. You are responsible for who ever is on your list as far as liability is concerned. It gets the nurse someone to blame it on. In other words we are aides to the nurse and not vise a versa. The nurse is kind of like the KGB and one should always be aware because big brother is watching. The nurse is responsible for us and if we make a mistake then it puts her license on the line according to the state. It is like communism on a small scale. The state itself then becomes like the gestapo. It is like familiarity breeds contempt and distrust. It is like you care because it is your job to care not because you actually care. To me it is a form of indifference or a form of depersonalization. One resident I know says it best. She says this place is hell. I couldn't have said it any clearer myself.

It really got to me because I was so busy trying to to do my job that I was doing my job. I was just trying to help where needed but the job is so big because we are short handed that is easy for someone to find fault if that is what they are looking for. One only be in one place at one time or that is what I learned in physics but some how that is not good enough for them. Some how one must learn how to split up like an ameoba and be in more than one place at one time. I am just not physically capable of doing that. I am thinking of raising that question in the next inservice we go to so I can learn to be in more than one place at one time. I think the nurses should explain to us how to do the impossible because I have trouble doing the impossible because I am not qualified to be a miracle worker. I am I not Jesus and have trouble walking on water. I can't water into wine. I just think that their expectations are too great for a mortal man such as myself.

wow.