i feel like i'm wasting something sometimes..that i'm missing the point because logic and responsibility for past actions takes precedence over dreams...by the time i have everything done i've no energy left it seems. I mean i can't very well run off and be a gypsy artist in europe, now can i?

Have you ever been so certain that you were meant for a particular destiny, but it simply did not seem as if it was going to manifest?

did you change what you thought was your purpose or did you follow through? Did you fail or suceed or are you still trying?

when you are invested it hurts more, when you're removed it doesn't matter
space is good to gain logic, unless you are a sociopath, then its just time to plan....

I was king for a day....

and yet at the cantina the memories and melodies still play...

It is human nature to want other people around, no matter how independent you are, even the hermit has to come out of the cave and at least people watch....every now and again.
It doesn't make you any crazier than the rest of the human race...and hey, hope you get your spirits back...they may never know what they are missing in loosing the friendship, but every now and again, they will think about you, long after you have moved on and found three more friends to make up for the one that walked away..

I could and i would have happiness, but I wouldn't mind the company either...with its ups and downs

i have three and i'm working on ideas for two more currently....i draw all of my own designs soo it takes me a good min, okay years to get them done lol after all it is permanent, the permanent imprint of your story in a symbol(or symbols)

idea one..the cheshire cat initial greeting out of and upside down mad hatter top hat used as a tea cup..the steam of the tea provides the integration of the evaporating cat...

second idea valkyrie wings made of the lines of a choice quote..tied with a single feather and one dog tag with the engraving of "always and forever"

Well, i can only take so many of other peoples dirty towels being thrown at me before i have to throw something back...i just made the mistake of throwing my own...hehehehehe okay i dumped the whole laundry basket...

i can't do blonde men..it just weirds me out...my whole family is blonde...unless they married in then they all seem to have dark brown hair..weird

Thats just it though... i swear its genetic and social breeding something in the attitude the way they cary themselves...it has yet to fail...they all have the initial charm, wit and "cocksure" demeanor that catches my attention

you mean you want definition between the hips and the waist....lol you won't have to catch yourself if you have that to hold onto....

It never fails....he is italian and from NewYork...somehow i fall just for that...lol and its been that way since I met my first one when i was 12 lol....


what makes you fall every time? Have you learned to catch yourself?

"Open your eyes! This is the life we chose, the life we lead. And there is only one guarantee: none of us will see heaven." John Rooney-Road to Perdition

Its all about the angle, approach, and intent

We are blessed with the ability of freedom of speech and expression....often as not misguided misinterpreted and certainly misinformed....

where you cross boundaries...is one is merely symbolism, and expression..the other interferes with the health, welfare and freedoms of others


simply like its perfectly okay to be crazy, until you pose a threat to yourself or others..you are free to go...

It just seems as though he is concerned more for himself then the children I know they are very young yet when you remember father's day but not the birthdays it seems a little not concerned with the children...

same reason some women need petting

Despite divorce orders, ridiculous attempts at changing custody orders, lists of history in and out of other state/child related issues, and an entire legal building that dislikes my ex husband....he still gets to me in the only thing i haven't completely refused to take away from him...our children
He makes no real attempts to be in their lives..and instead of trying to work with the orders issued by the state He continually makes demands to fit his schedule, stating as much that he can change the legal orders at a whim if he chooses.

When i let this get to me I am told to calm down and not worry, but in todays courts of increasing liberalism, i worry about the welfare of my children...

For a man whom cps has deemed abusive in two different states...demanded a weeks worth of supervised visits which he then missed half of and then failed to show up for the final hearing of custody based on that visitation... I know no sensible person would grant him unsupervised visitation, if they would even grant him that, but nonetheless i worry about the welfare of my children, huge legal costs, and huge amounts of undue stress for both myself and my children...and what happens when they get older? How much more damage will this man cause to my kids? It took everything I had to do right by them, I know I can't save them from everything but this is ridiculous.
What do I do?

oh yeah its even got a new horror movie coming out based on a true story

i love shacks man!!

like Kandinsky, Picasso, and Matisse
not my genre of art but still there is beauty to it