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Fri 09/19/08 12:17 PM
Hello! and Welcome to JSH!!
Here have yourself a good cup of jo
and head to the forums!drinker

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Fri 09/19/08 05:55 AM
I received a phone call around 9 pm last night at work of my fathers passing. I really could have cared less when he was a live because he was never around. Now I feel guilty as hell and for no reason . I tried to give him chance after chance, but he never told the truth in anything and he always let us down. Left me for dead when he drove drunk one night. Molested me and my siblings. He always used to try and make us love him , by telling us we would go to hell if we didn't love him. I could go on for days , but I wont.
So here I sit wondering why I am the one who feels like I have done wrong. Like I was the one who mis-treated him.



Has anyone else felt this???

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Fri 09/19/08 05:37 AM

i have to laugh. alledgedly i am fake now according to the guilty one hahahahahaha

all in a matter of a couple hours, she managed to go 900 miles or so with 15 of her family members and is sitting in his house now and im such a fake hahahahaha ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh my she cant even lie very well. oh and i was blocked from his instant message hahaha guess thats why i am still talking to him on it.

again, im leaving names out of the thread, but i so wish this person could be exposed for what she is!





Much has changed in the four months I have been away. Thank you for the update and the heads up Madamx!!drinker :heart:

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Fri 09/19/08 12:49 AM


huh Can anyone here make me laugh please... I just received 4 very mean emails , and I just want to laugh, I am tired of crying.:cry:





Well...then stop letting idiots that send mean stuff get to you. Pretty simple actually.

If that doesn't work...just try to picture a cat stomping it's feet. Works for me every time. ;-)



I laughed hard enough to accidently report the thread! I am so sorry , I did send another explaining I was not upset in any way.



yes, I found out who it was. Boy you are harch aren't you?

but I did laugh. Thank you

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Fri 09/19/08 12:45 AM

mean people suckgrumble



What really gets me , are those who prey on innocent people. I will not be done as such again.
I have promised myself to be this way now.

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Fri 09/19/08 12:43 AM
Watch out for Sami!!!devil

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Fri 09/19/08 12:41 AM

bet you LOVED my evil, hatred filled email




I was so HURT by it ... LMAO!

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Fri 09/19/08 12:38 AM

READ YOUR EMAIL


i sent you one about how I REALLY FEEL ABOUT YOU!explode



YOU MADE ME CRY!!!
Thank you so very much!
You are a peach!:heart:

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Fri 09/19/08 12:37 AM


He cant do no wrong can he?!

Well i wont tell you about when i saw his tiny penis when his shorts went see through in the sea. I dont wanna spoil it!


He does wrong, he has you as a friend.....

Lily 2
Dannyboy 0



Wow Lily! I havent seen you in months. I am sure you do not remember me, But you were always making me laugh. So thank you. Nice to see you again!drinker

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Fri 09/19/08 12:34 AM

I wonder if other large girls get an influs of mails like that?

I can imagine it happening occasionally but not like that.

Maybe its a FAKE with multiple profiles that dislikes you.

You shouldnt show that you are bothered.




I know it is the ex and his friends.
I am not really that bothered.
However, I have noticed that this site is not at all what it used to be.
I did report him. I am just very tired tonight and trying to chill out aftre a long 2nd shift job.
I know he is just seeking my attention. AND HE WILL NOT GET IT FROM ME!

Can't they find the people who are not real by their email addresses? I dont think JSH had this problem, or maybe its just so many now I see more B/S, excuse the bad language.

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Fri 09/19/08 12:27 AM


Well I did love food until it almost killed me a while back.
I was 301 and I am VERY proud to say that as of today I am 191
I know still big, but THANK GOD I AM STILL HERE TO TELL MY STORY!


Thank you Just









I am also shyer in person. I think its because you dont have to worry about actually looking at the person right away.


Hey. I weighed 300 pounds a while back. I am now down to 200. If you are comfortable with yourself, or even if you feel you need to lose a bit more, be happy that you have gotten as far as you have. Well done!!! drinker

By the way...models have edges. I would rather have a woman with curves.

Keep looking. There are LOTS of guys like me out there.flowerforyou

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Fri 09/19/08 12:25 AM

That person needs to die a slow death.


There were 4 emails all from different people. AND THEY WERE ALL MEN!
I could not post all of what they said , but you get the idea.

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Fri 09/19/08 12:24 AM
huh Can anyone here make me laugh please... I just received 4 very mean emails , and I just want to laugh, I am tired of crying.:cry:



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Fri 09/19/08 12:22 AM
Edited by countrybumpkin2u on Fri 09/19/08 12:22 AM
If you are going to email me, please do not say things like...

You're right you are fat.
You are not pretty
You will never find happiness
You should have died when you had a stroke.







If you feel this way , I would like for you to keep it to yourself.
I came here to have fun again and find new friends.
I have no REAL friends as they only USE me.


Again, why do this? Beat someone when they are already down.
It shows you have no MORALS or heart.





Thank you for reading.

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Fri 09/19/08 12:18 AM

why did my ex...that i broke up with last week...call me to tell me he met TWO beautiful girls at this party and made out with one of them?





He thought it would tear your heart out.
Pay him no mind Sammi

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Fri 09/19/08 12:17 AM




Thank you both very much. I guess I have just reached the point of no return . LMAO!
I dont even laugh as I used to.
Everyone thinks when you lose weight everything will get better, but I KNOW DIFFERENT!
I mean honestly , WHAT MAN WOULD WANT A PERSON LIKE ME?
LMAO!
It kills me these guys say, "I am here to find my TRUE love"
Yet the minute they find out your size ....
They Run like hell and wont even say hello.
Here I go ..... Feeling sorry for myself again! lmao!





SLAP ME PLEASE!


No slapping... I gave it up for Lent...

Don't worry, we all feel similar at some point even if not for that exact reason. At least you can see how you're feeling. Don't give into it though. I read somewhere that we generally get what we expect out of life. I expect the best life there is and I'm gonna get it. So will you!!!!




You should be my theropist LMAO!


LMAO

laugh

OK... so that'll be $100 an hour... I think that's fair... Nah though... you'd probably end up worse off!

I'll be your cheerleader though!
:thumbsup:




I could always use those! laugh

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Fri 09/19/08 12:15 AM

Today I got the most joy out of eating a salad [romaine lettuce, carrots, and French dressing, delicious!] and listening to music.

How about you? :smile: flowerforyou :smile:



Thats sounds really good right now.

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Fri 09/19/08 12:13 AM
flowerforyou Wow , You have a way...

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Fri 09/19/08 12:05 AM
Edited by countrybumpkin2u on Fri 09/19/08 12:09 AM


LOTS OF SEX.

seriously.happy


you being on top burn more calories than your lover being on top?

its a legit question.



I would think so, but speaking as a fatty, THATS HARD TO DO!!! I mean when you are big.

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Fri 09/19/08 12:04 AM


Thank you both very much. I guess I have just reached the point of no return . LMAO!
I dont even laugh as I used to.
Everyone thinks when you lose weight everything will get better, but I KNOW DIFFERENT!
I mean honestly , WHAT MAN WOULD WANT A PERSON LIKE ME?
LMAO!
It kills me these guys say, "I am here to find my TRUE love"
Yet the minute they find out your size ....
They Run like hell and wont even say hello.
Here I go ..... Feeling sorry for myself again! lmao!





SLAP ME PLEASE!


No slapping... I gave it up for Lent...

Don't worry, we all feel similar at some point even if not for that exact reason. At least you can see how you're feeling. Don't give into it though. I read somewhere that we generally get what we expect out of life. I expect the best life there is and I'm gonna get it. So will you!!!!




You should be my theropist LMAO!

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