LOL No Sadie, it just hasn't been very busy here tonight. I did meet Cuppy...her name is Cathy

I just kind of rolled in with a whip of exuberance..How are you?

I'm okay Sadie ty! I have been having a lot of pain in my low back this past week but....trying not to take too much pain meds. I hate those things!


You've been working a lot of hours huh?

Hi Sadie
You didn,t do that at all. I was just very tired and it was really staring to storm here . The lightening was pretty bad so I thought I should shut down.
I hope all is well with you and that you are having a great day. That goes for everyone else on here as well

Mornin' Everybody,
I used to get in trouble with the family when I would be cheery and say the morning, hello's. Some people just like quiet..My quiet is in the wee..
I have been working late hours..the youngers have their choices, and I am available ..to keep a job.

Knightless e-mailed me last night, said she wouldn't be back to this site, I do not know if I have said or not said..I do not wish to hurt anyone. We have all been through too much to do that to each other. If you all know anything to help her, I think ..well anyway. I am out of the loop so much of the time..Please forgive me if I have said anything to you all..

I hope you find relief, the meds help and hinder. I have errands, be back later. y'all have a great.

Hi Betty, we had storms in Ok and OH...You do have to shut it all off. How are you doing? I am getting ready to do errands, off today..Be back later
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Hi sadie Iam doing ok. Sorry to about Knightless I sure hope she comes Back!I don,t know what happened either , maybe reliving some of this is too painful.
Hope you all are having a good day

hello everyone

Hello, How are you?It seems pretty quiet..you ok?

not really..ive been going through alot lately but im hanging in there

feel like talking? I have had dreams..horrible ..it is close to the ann of his home going.

I used to have dreams too.......

My dreams have faded a lot. I hope yours do to.

Been trying to set myself a curfew with the sleep thing. Changing from working third shift to second shift at work is still taking some getting used to. I am going to get me a new hugging pillow; I have just about hugged the present pillow till it is getting distorted. I am going to invest in a body pillow. I think the idea pillow would be one that feels like a human body. Sometimes when I cry myself to sleep I feel so childish. One resident at work uses ocean sounds to help her sleep. I am going to try that. I have dusted off the picture of me with my departed wife. It was getting hard to see her. I have tried turning the picture down so I can't see her but that doesn't work. Some days and nights are better than others.

Yeah, and when the holidays roll around...or it's your birthday and you are already feeling old and lonely...and no one really knows how you feel...and no one really even cares..because they all live in their own little world...and you in yours...not quite living....but, existing...and they all want a piece of you...and you havn't anymore to give...because you have already fell to pieces and been picked clean...

That's one of the reasons for us to help eachother. We all have the T-shirt & live with it everyday. Any of you ever want someone to call, day or nite; I will be glad to share my #'s.
I am always close to a phone.

Nice to meet you too...why didnt I know about this topic a while ago...

Hello all...

Am I reading this right...Knightless is gone...OMG...that is horrible..I just met her too...