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Thu 02/14/08 01:18 AM
yup.
thats why im stilll smoking, hahaha.laugh
no no, i really plan on quitting... but its gonna take a while, thank god i have MSpaint to help me out.

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Thu 02/14/08 01:13 AM
i agree, haha he was the reason i was quitting:tongue:
not because he didnt like it... all his ex's smoked.. but he didnt.

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Thu 02/14/08 01:09 AM
haha i was down to one a day... id take a drag and put it out... take a drag, put it out... buttt then dude drama started grumble

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Thu 02/14/08 01:07 AM
ive cut down ALOT.
i used to smoke a pack a day, i smoke between 2 and 5 cigs a day.

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Thu 02/14/08 01:01 AM
haha i was trying to quit smoking, so i just cut/pasted family and friedns onto stuff.

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Thu 02/14/08 12:56 AM
what does everyone think of me being the missing olsen triplet?
my parents didnt want me cus they knew id screw it up for my sisters, lmao.:tongue: laugh
theres some other real good ones too. you need a laugh, check em out.

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Thu 02/14/08 12:50 AM
haha saratoga-ish:smile:

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Thu 02/14/08 12:45 AM

What are you sorry for? You shouldn't have to be sorry. The douche who keeps you waiting and lies to you is the one who should be sorry. And your ex is NOT right, he's an ex for a reason, you know. You shouldn't give up, because not everyone is like that. You know you deserve better, so go out and find it. Don't settle for a liar, and don't let them get you down. flowerforyou

thanks dude... at least i get one flower this v-day. hahalaugh

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Thu 02/14/08 12:43 AM


how can i move on if im waiting for someone who dosent even care?

How can you not move on? quit waiting for someone who doesn't even care and find someone who does.

i know someone who does, he's always asking our friends how i am, and what im up to... and thats why im giving the other dude this ultimatum, because i know i can move on, but if he's sereous about us he better get his **** together, or ****ing tell me the truth ='(

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Thu 02/14/08 12:41 AM


ahhh its pointless.
im sorry everyoneeesad ohwell frown

not pointless it was a good rant wish i had said half that sh** to my ex when he left me for someone else

we werent even together... is the sad thing...
brokenheart i hate valentines day brokenheart

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Thu 02/14/08 12:39 AM
ahhh its pointless.
im sorry everyoneeesad ohwell frown

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Thu 02/14/08 12:34 AM
night cutieeeeflowerforyou

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Thu 02/14/08 12:33 AM
Edited by Xmegxmisfortunex on Thu 02/14/08 12:34 AM
so okay.
i have an ultimatum... stemming from my ****ing red bull drinking fest... does this sound good to send to someone you know is interested in someone else, and refuses to tell you and acts like everythings okay?


how is it that ****ing people can still make you think that things are going foreward, when CLEARLY they arent interested in you? theres someone else fogging their vision these days? is it because they dont want to hurt you? because im ****ing hurting... i have every right to be jealous... and to ****ing be angry... because in knowing that theres someone better for you, the someone better for someone else is getting held back. (aka me) so if your ****ing holdin on for some reason, get it over with... just ****ing let me down like everyone always does so i can cry to someone who i know will be here when i ask them to, and someone i KNOW is interested for a fact, but its okay because you think ill keep waiting... well i WONT. im done and i refuse to play games any ****ig longer... either you like me... or you like someone else... just ****ing tell me... id rather be ****ing crushed then ****ing be lied to by someone i care about... and THEN youve got the fact that people tell you one ****ing thing, and then the next day its like it never even happened. yup, thats right... if that didnt give who this was to away, i couldent tell you what the **** did. so you know what? theres my one Q. what the **** is going on? you dont ****ing talk to me hardly half as much as you could... your being as cold as all hell, and selfish i might add.... yeah. SELFISH. so you know, just ****ing tell me whats giong on... because this is why ive been feeling so god damn useless, and unwanted... because of the fact that i dont know what anyone wants right now... and yes im on a sugar high and yea i typed this message in like 4 minits... but maybe the ex was right. i dont know. someone just needs to come kill me.
or i just might ****ing do it myself. so ****ing sick of being ****ing lied to... and let down... but it NEVER ****ING CHANGES.
and the thing i was gonna leave as a ocmmment but decided not to cus v-day just sucks my ass, and so does the rest of my ****ing life...:


and i know i post alot of angry posts and im sorry, but how can i move on if im waiting for someone who dosent even care?

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Wed 02/13/08 10:28 PM
thank you very much sir:smile:

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Tue 02/12/08 09:25 PM

gotta go to bed. Can't fight this headache anymore.:cry: If anyone comes up with a cure for either migraines or hydrocephalus let me know.laugh Good night everyone.flowerforyou

bahhh well dear i hope you feel better, i have one too... the kind right between the eyes, and oh man does it hurt... :(flowerforyou

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Tue 02/12/08 09:24 PM

let your guard down!

here's the best way to put it:

Collect, Select and Reject :wink:


HAHA.
just dont let them collect dust:tongue:

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Tue 02/12/08 09:23 PM

love YOU SHOULD GET INVOLVED WITH MElove

ohhh mirror, lol. i do love you, cus most of your posts make me smile haha =)

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Tue 02/12/08 09:22 PM
abouttt a 9
and if thats not good enough, theeenn a 10.
hahaflowerforyou

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Tue 02/12/08 09:16 PM
im thinking about giving up everyone... anyone remotely interested lives in a different area/wants to rush into marrage, or something other gets involved like PEOPLE BEING IN LOVE WITH THEIR EX'S. *coughfsuecakncough*
i dont mean to sound needy, but oh wow do i feel it...
its like anywhere i go or anything i do... im always the third wheel. and dont get me wrong, i always have a good time but it just feels wrong. like all of my friends are like "come on come with us... you'll have nothing to do if you dont." then i go, and they are always making out, or holding hands, or someone has their head on someone elses shoulder, and i lean my head up against the wall of the theater and most of the time, fall asleep. i can enjoy dinner, i can enjoy being in the company of them... but i just wish i had someone to cozy up with on the couch, or punch playfully in the middle of the mall... and no one wants to just get to know eachother first... just go on dates... they are always like "marry me?" its like... um, no? or "call me" its like uhhh no? i know nothing about you. and i dont know i have plenty of people interested, but im not interested. because all their motives are the same... and i dont know, im just basically sick of waiting for someone that can freaking understand the fact that im only 20, and id like to live a little... and im not traveling to a forign country or state to marry them. is ANY of that stuff above too much to ask for? or should i just give up? mad sad :cry: brokenheart

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Tue 02/12/08 09:03 PM
i see NOTHING wrong at ALL with anything...
and people who think that are pretty dumb.
oh guys i know how it is.
hearts arent meant to be smashed in half, but it happens, =(