im thinking about giving up everyone... anyone remotely interested lives in a different area/wants to rush into marrage, or something other gets involved like PEOPLE BEING IN LOVE WITH THEIR EX'S. *coughfsuecakncough*
i dont mean to sound needy, but oh wow do i feel it...
its like anywhere i go or anything i do... im always the third wheel. and dont get me wrong, i always have a good time but it just feels wrong. like all of my friends are like "come on come with us... you'll have nothing to do if you dont." then i go, and they are always making out, or holding hands, or someone has their head on someone elses shoulder, and i lean my head up against the wall of the theater and most of the time, fall asleep. i can enjoy dinner, i can enjoy being in the company of them... but i just wish i had someone to cozy up with on the couch, or punch playfully in the middle of the mall... and no one wants to just get to know eachother first... just go on dates... they are always like "marry me?" its like... um, no? or "call me" its like uhhh no? i know nothing about you. and i dont know i have plenty of people interested, but im not interested. because all their motives are the same... and i dont know, im just basically sick of waiting for someone that can freaking understand the fact that im only 20, and id like to live a little... and im not traveling to a forign country or state to marry them. is ANY of that stuff above too much to ask for? or should i just give up?

i feel exactly the same way. IT SUCKS!!!!!!

I agree.
**** em all. (not in a sexual manner, but more in a hope they all rot in hell kinda way)

i know exactly how it is...and it really does suck...i hate passing up going out with my friends..but i would rather be at home by my self adn some what happy then out with them and slightly upset..

i say you should enjoy your life you're only 20. go out to parties, drink excessively, make out with random guys at clubs or parties... basically just make your life interesting and spike it up and don't focus on finding the one. just live your life and enjoy it! you'll find the one when you least expect it :)

But if a great relationship was easy it really wouldn't be worth it. Yes unfortunately you have to poke through a lot of sh*t before you find the one.

But, it's you choice to stay positive or be miserable. Be thankful for your friends who do want to spend time with you. And love always finds you when you least expect it!

i agree!

YOU SHOULD GET INVOLVED WITH ME

let your guard down!

here's the best way to put it:

Collect, Select and Reject

ohhh. it is not easy but don't give up. there are a lot of cool and interesting people to meet on and off the computer. meet them and just keep trying to have a good time. the more friends you make the more fun you will have...and when you least expect it a very special friend will come along.



it may not happen here but it WILL happen.

ohhh mirror, lol. i do love you, cus most of your posts make me smile haha =)

HAHA.
just dont let them collect dust

go to a bar