so okay.
i have an ultimatum... stemming from my ****ing red bull drinking fest... does this sound good to send to someone you know is interested in someone else, and refuses to tell you and acts like everythings okay?


how is it that ****ing people can still make you think that things are going foreward, when CLEARLY they arent interested in you? theres someone else fogging their vision these days? is it because they dont want to hurt you? because im ****ing hurting... i have every right to be jealous... and to ****ing be angry... because in knowing that theres someone better for you, the someone better for someone else is getting held back. (aka me) so if your ****ing holdin on for some reason, get it over with... just ****ing let me down like everyone always does so i can cry to someone who i know will be here when i ask them to, and someone i KNOW is interested for a fact, but its okay because you think ill keep waiting... well i WONT. im done and i refuse to play games any ****ig longer... either you like me... or you like someone else... just ****ing tell me... id rather be ****ing crushed then ****ing be lied to by someone i care about... and THEN youve got the fact that people tell you one ****ing thing, and then the next day its like it never even happened. yup, thats right... if that didnt give who this was to away, i couldent tell you what the **** did. so you know what? theres my one Q. what the **** is going on? you dont ****ing talk to me hardly half as much as you could... your being as cold as all hell, and selfish i might add.... yeah. SELFISH. so you know, just ****ing tell me whats giong on... because this is why ive been feeling so god damn useless, and unwanted... because of the fact that i dont know what anyone wants right now... and yes im on a sugar high and yea i typed this message in like 4 minits... but maybe the ex was right. i dont know. someone just needs to come kill me.
or i just might ****ing do it myself. so ****ing sick of being ****ing lied to... and let down... but it NEVER ****ING CHANGES.
and the thing i was gonna leave as a ocmmment but decided not to cus v-day just sucks my ass, and so does the rest of my ****ing life...:


and i know i post alot of angry posts and im sorry, but how can i move on if im waiting for someone who dosent even care?

ahhh its pointless.
im sorry everyoneee

not pointless it was a good rant wish i had said half that sh** to my ex when he left me for someone else

As sad as it sounds, if you are unhappy, get out while you still can.

we werent even together... is the sad thing...
i hate valentines day

How can you not move on? quit waiting for someone who doesn't even care and find someone who does.

What are you sorry for? You shouldn't have to be sorry. The douche who keeps you waiting and lies to you is the one who should be sorry. And your ex is NOT right, he's an ex for a reason, you know. You shouldn't give up, because not everyone is like that. You know you deserve better, so go out and find it. Don't settle for a liar, and don't let them get you down.

i know someone who does, he's always asking our friends how i am, and what im up to... and thats why im giving the other dude this ultimatum, because i know i can move on, but if he's sereous about us he better get his **** together, or ****ing tell me the truth ='(

thanks dude... at least i get one flower this v-day. haha