its ur story gurl u think that all ya want ill play along

when i was little i used to think little red riding hood lived behind our bathroom door

Christmas I wish you would disappear
These are dark times
Your presence making them more painful
Cheery songs and brightly lit trees
Belittle the anger caused by his absence
Christmas in my world you are dead
No more songs
Forget the tree
Don't bother with the cocoa
There won't be any sledding
Angels and snowmen will not litter the yard
Instead i'll be inside
Waiting for his call
Praying he'll come home to me
Christmas I wish you would disappear
There is no need for you
Not this year

lol i feel ya mild im 21 my sis is 13

i thought it was good..im a writer too so right on

im bored too it sooo blows plus ive got writers block so im kinda pissed the cold isnt helpin though ugh

holy cow and i thought having identical twin bros was bad lol...they're only half though

LMAO true true

thanks suz i hope so too but hey i fixed my guy situation which means big bro wont have to kill him lol

we're pretty close now shes 13 and starting to wonder about boys but ugh shes a pain sometimes

lol evil no a pain yes but i love her

dont you hate when ur little sister steals your drink when shes sick conviently forgetting to tell you she did it so u finish it and now your sick

Missing you again tonight
The pain is so strong
It nearly makes me sick
Anger sets my soul ablaze
Why were you chosen
To be taken away
Remembering the last time
I heard your voice
The tears more frequent now
Part of me wants to let go
But then there's that little voice
Telling me to cling to the past
Maybe someday they'll say
It was a mistake
My Chris was not the one
The good lord chose to take
Silently lurking is a panick attack
But these days it's almost a blessing
As i'm carried off into a world of confusion
Your voice comes rushing back
Somewhere a dam had broke
Releasing every suppressed memory
You promised you'd never go
Our love would last forever
Those words are all I have left
As I sit alone
Missing you again tonight...

good im not the only one who didn get it then

lol speak for urself there lily

trcovering losers dont count

very true lily

ooooooooo im a loser too!!! damn proud of it mmhmm

they're very depressing

I hear there's still such a thing
As a happy holiday
Families gather 'round the table
Food stretches as far as the eye can see
Happy laughter drifts through every home
But that cannot be
There has been no evidence of a happy holiday
Since the firefighters took him away from me
They took all I ever needed
My laughter on the saddest days
A warm bear hug when the world stopped caring
Every year my heart would dance
In anticipation of thanksgiving
I knew that ugly old station wagon would rumble down the road
Out he would step and with a tiny wave
My holiday was complete
Dinnertime arrived we'd laugh and reflect on days gone by
His cheesy jokes tickled my heart
Endless pictures were taken
As my cousins and I played
Nothing could make the day more perfect
I hear there's such thing
As a happy holiday
But there's been no sign of that
Since the firefighters took him away