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Wed 09/02/09 07:41 AM
Thanks all for reading!:smile: flowerforyou drinker

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Tue 09/01/09 05:23 PM
Great writedrinker drinker drinker

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Tue 09/01/09 05:20 PM

the sorrow of death is sad but to live on borrowed time is dangerous as my dreams show me the sunset rise i realize dreams tell you everything i knew a man who used to steal but he never told you were it came from as you look into his eys you know youve been there but your not shure when if its all the same to those with a name aint no reason to place any blame if you do you can leave through the door that you came its all a part of playing the game were we hurt each other like everyday its a god damn shame i said it a shame there is evile in everything you got to fight to stay alive you got to lay it down run when your feet hit the ground these are the days of oure live its what we do with our time whats wrong dont have to rhyme
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Tue 09/01/09 03:13 PM
Oh, I'd yearn,
try for it
Something real
odious price to learn
Nothing I can feel,
When I touch
Your Picture,
Stare at it.
Oh, stomach churn,
flutter over it
Something hard
odious emotions to spurn
What do you wanna feel
When I touch
Your Face,
Smilin', Yeah..that's it
Oh, Life turn,
embracing all of it
odious frown to return
This is what I feel
When I touch
Your Skin,
Can't keep my hands off it
Oh, We burn,
merging into it
Something NOW
Trust we have earned
What we both feel
When I touch
Your core
We've no fear of a split.

Yearn, churn, turn and burn.
Feelings I'd have,
Feelings I need.

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Tue 09/01/09 03:04 PM
rofl


I, too, was raised w/o any dogma or any particular belief system. Also, to their credit, my parents allowed me to make my own decisions regarding what I would believe. As a child, they allowed me to go to various churches with various friends (w/o my parents). On the whole, I found them to be laughable....and sad (not to mention filled w/ hypocritical a-holes). I also tend to agree w/ the opinion that raising a child "religiously" is a form of child abuse, along the same vein as not reading to a child and not making them wear seat-belts.

Thinking for one's self is not a common thing. More's the pity.
My condolences for being gay. Not because you're gay, but because of the way people in this country treat anyone who isn't just like everyone else. And the more different, the worse it gets. But I'm sure they'll get forgiven on Sunday....

Except for potential mates, I've never understood why anyone would give a crap what genitalia someone fancies. But then again, I don't really understand much of what humanity does...


Hey Arc, I totally agree with you, sorry I didn't get back to you. And it's alright about the people, they are after all JUST people!laugh laugh waving



On the whole, people suck. There are still some bright spots in humanity, but on the whole people suck.
That's why I wanna live in the Star Trek universe. There are no stupid people in the Star Trek universe...or door knobs. Funny thing about the door knobs...
rofl I wanna live there too. It was always so funny whne someone would bring up "god", they characters would always laugh like when a kid does something stupidrofl rofl At the least id like a spaceshuttle,laterrofl waving

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Tue 09/01/09 12:35 PM

People Suck when they have to leave....

The farewells wont end..

The smiles Stained and pictured of good times...

When you leave..

You Suck..

I know you say the same about me..

I suck..

Its only till theres a next time..

A wave to indicate a departure..

One long before it even happens..

Good Bye..

Untill next time..

In my head a voice sighs..

Cursing your exsitance for becoming Close..


Yo! Great write, everyone seems to leave in the end, don't they?drinker drinker drinker

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Tue 09/01/09 12:24 PM

Hear them in the hall, can’t make out their words...
Someone’s sobbing, muffled sighing...
Where am I? Sleeping? No...I think...maybe?
I’m thinking anyway...in the dark...
My feet are cold...damn cold feet...
I’m awake, fatigued...sleepy, dreamy...lucid mind a-wander?
My heart beats...my body paralyzed...thank heavens...I am alive...
I’ll just wait here, buried alive, in my fractured skull...
Healing...and hoping they don’t treat me as if I’m not...there...

Great write, you can take alot out of this as to the actual message. I enjoyed this alotdrinker drinker drinker

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Tue 09/01/09 12:16 PM
rofl

The world truly is discrete (or digital), insofar as we can tell.



I knew it.

I knew we were simply icons inside of a giant digital virtual reality world. A holographic virtual reality.

I knew it. bigsmile

surprised I hope nobody pulls the plug on this machine. tongue2 scared
rofl
I thought this might be a possibility to explain away "ME", I REALLY REALLY hope there is a backup generator!rofl rofl

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Tue 09/01/09 12:12 PM

A belief should be protected by proof .
You can believe anything but do you support it by any evidence at all ?.
2+2=4, I believe this because there are proofs in math.

We spin around the sun, not the other way around, this is also proven.

Someone is nailed to a cross with the dying promise of a swell afterlife....I don't beLIEve this because there is no evidence to support this belief.

Is this what you were implying or something totally different?

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Tue 09/01/09 12:05 PM

<<<<<<runs around in squirrel circles, picking up nut shells in disgust. NUTS empty of MEAT - tosses 'em aside>>>>>>>>>starts to scamper off, but WAIT, what ifffffffff<<<<<<<stomps back to the empty shells. Picks them up. Looks at the shells, looks down at the softness of the ground, looks back at the shells and begins placing them to form a path. Yesssss, everything has purpose and use.
rofl rofl Yo different, I see what you meanrofl rofl
I wrote this one about religions and how they offer all the answers, but you're never supposed to question it, just obey. Hence the shelled-out brain.

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Tue 09/01/09 12:03 PM
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Mon 08/31/09 07:16 PM

If I could paint a picture
One of you... what do I see?
I see a palette of colors
That run to infinity

So if I were to paint you
I'd paint you beautiful
Because I love you dearly
That's the beauty of it all....

I'd paint you happy
I'd paint your smile
I'd stop to linger
At your picture for awhile

I'd paint you loving
I'd paint you kind
Deep down this is what I see
In the back of my wandering mind

I would paint you loving
Being all that you could be
A beautiful person
That is what I see

I'd paint you sexy
A handsome dashin man
Running my fingers
Through the paint over and over again

I'd give you a stubborn streak
A vibrant steak of red
A halo and some horns
A devilish angel near your head

I'd paint you with a twinkle
Candles in your eyes
The longing of a lover
Women would be hypnotized

I would paint you beautiful
Cus to me that's what you are
A shining ray of hope
As brilliant as the stars.

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SDF Aug 31, 2009
This is wonderful!drinker :heart: drinker :heart:

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Mon 08/31/09 07:06 PM

I wish you never talked to me
I wish the phone never rang
If only this online thing never happened

Here I sit
Not so much with hurt and pain
But with other peoples secrets
Embedded in my brain

You told me to much
You let others secrets fly through the air
As if they were your own
Like those secrets were ours
To joke and laugh about

And you ran right back into the social graces
Leaving me knowing to much
About everyone and everything
Why must I hold all these stories

Let me tell what you've told
So these stories can rest in my mind
And when I see those photos
I don't feel so sad



Tammy


Great Job Tammydrinker drinker drinker

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Mon 08/31/09 04:09 PM
And that morning,
right after
my sun
climbed and
played inside
the dew,
it was
that morning
they told
me of something
so much
larger than
all my insides,
and right
After, when
I asked
"How come and Why?",
they gave me some sh**,
a little flier labled:
'Don't Question It.'
D.Q.I., it makes
sense, don't lie,
sense to
give away
every part,
every side, every bend
give it all
just to be the same
at all our end
give it all
you won't feel
anything
in your shelled out brain.

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Mon 08/31/09 01:18 PM
Nice write!flowerforyou flowerforyou

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Mon 08/31/09 01:07 PM
I, too, was raised w/o any dogma or any particular belief system. Also, to their credit, my parents allowed me to make my own decisions regarding what I would believe. As a child, they allowed me to go to various churches with various friends (w/o my parents). On the whole, I found them to be laughable....and sad (not to mention filled w/ hypocritical a-holes). I also tend to agree w/ the opinion that raising a child "religiously" is a form of child abuse, along the same vein as not reading to a child and not making them wear seat-belts.

Thinking for one's self is not a common thing. More's the pity.
My condolences for being gay. Not because you're gay, but because of the way people in this country treat anyone who isn't just like everyone else. And the more different, the worse it gets. But I'm sure they'll get forgiven on Sunday....

Except for potential mates, I've never understood why anyone would give a crap what genitalia someone fancies. But then again, I don't really understand much of what humanity does...


Hey Arc, I totally agree with you, sorry I didn't get back to you. And it's alright about the people, they are after all JUST people!laugh laugh waving

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Mon 08/31/09 11:24 AM
Once again my friend you put it down! Good job...


Thanks MzEm, love ya!flowerforyou :heart:

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Mon 08/31/09 11:22 AM

...truly torn between real life and the life promised us by TV...good writing! And I agree, thoroughly wretching!
flowerforyou
Thank you, haven't seen you around before. Im gald you understand, I HATE commercialslaugh laugh

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Sun 08/30/09 07:48 PM


Second, well...I guess that last part answered your query on whether I want to be re-introduced to christianity. Laterwaving


rofl rofl Oh come on Fusion. Give it a shot.

All you have to give up is your sexual identity and your intellectual freedom and you too can become a bigot for Christ!

Just think of the rewards! :banana:

All the Christians will love you! smitten

Some of them might even be gay! :wink:

It's well-known that their clergy likes to fondle little boys! pitchfork


rofl rofl I did want to try the last part out, that way if I start to feel guilty I'm in the right place to be "forgiven"rofl rofl rofl

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Sun 08/30/09 05:24 PM
Okay I do feel for you. Whoever told you there is no hope for you because you are gay is full of it and doesn't believe their own religion. I believe that you being gay either by design or choice is no different then the people who are judgmental they struggle with a different issue the issue of judging others. Everyone has some characteristic that is unique to them. Is this anything new? not at all. I work with a lot of diverse people. some gay, some straight, some whatever. I do not treat them any different because of their sexual orientation.

Honestly if that is their only complaint about someone than they should be overjoyed. My beliefs teach me all these things are equal in the eyes of God A lie, being judgmental, rage, abuse, murder. I also believe that the Grace of Christ is sufficient to cover this. No where in the teachings of Christ does he say that one sin is not greater than another. So for those self-righteous Christians you have dealt with I hope they realize that the judging that they have done is just as bad as the sin they accuse you of.

Just to let you know I also believe that I am no where near perfect. I know I will never be there either. So if you would like I would love to introduce you to the Christianity I know. Not the one that has been accusing you in the past. email me and we can talk more.

Hey, there. First, my intention wasn't to elicit sympathy for being gay, I don't view it as a "symptom" of a "disease":wink: laugh rofl rofl I was just offering my experience with how some religions view me in order to answer your question on why Im atheist. Others (religions) don't make this distinction. I'm also atheist because I can't really believe that there is a higher power looking out for me or one that planned me. I want to solve my problems myself and explore life on my terms to see what the rules really are, not have them handed to me like an instruction manual that has all my questions answered.

Second, well...I guess that last part answered your query on whether I want to be re-introduced to christianity. Laterwaving


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