recently I tried to kill myself two times. The second and most recent I cut. But I cut ALOT, to the point of my veins literally hanging out my right arm.

Anway, long story short. I died, didnt know what a human/body even was. after the pain of the cuts (both arms) all I felt was pure BLISS, and a floating sensation. But I was just pure energy, no body, didnt know what a planet even was.

But at that stage I was put back into my body where I realized how ****ed up I was and something whispered in my ear "Go to hospital". Well, another long story short, it took me TWO additional hours to find it.

This is legit 100% truth. message me if you wanna hear the entire story. It lasted 7 days, me going crazy haha.

Anyway, explain how a body can be bleeding out, die, come back and still be living two hour's later when I found hospital? Its impossible right?

KILLING ONE'S SELF IS ONE OF THE THREE ESCAPE HATCH'S PEOPLE WILL

USE WHEN THEY BELIEVE THEY HAVE NO OPTIONS.....A BODY THAT'S REALLY

BRAIN DEAD FOR TWO HOURS WITHOUT OXYGEN CAN NOT RECOVER......AFTER

ONLY TEN MIN PERMANENT BRAIN DAMAGE SOME CASES ONLY 5 MIN.

Yes, exactly my point. How can you logically explain it? its IMPOSSIBLE.

Sounds like a higher power saved you in the end.

Depression
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GOD

Just wasn't your time to go. I lived it too. I re-zoned what I needed, to be a happy person. I changed what I could. Accepted what I cannot change and started to focus on possitive thoughts. I had to learn to love myself. Only then can you love others. Very few people have knowledge about depression. They do not understand that one cannot choose how you feel. Imbalances in your brain hormones affect you. Strongs, hope you feel better. Smile, smile, smile.

crazy is as crazy does....

get help. It aint no joke..

perfectly good advice ... take heed !!!!

It isn't unheard of, for delirium to accompany
blood loss.

However, since you're in the frame of mind
to harm yourself, and having suicidal ideation...
I strongly recommend, you put yourself in contact
with your local mental health professionals.

http://www.vbhcs.org/locations/

To Rick,
After reading your story I think there's some great message in this about yourself – something about inner core strength. I had a similar experience with the ‘Whisperer’ long time ago; when I got into a jam swimming far out in the sea; but it doesn’t compare with your experience. Take care.

I believe you. There are plenty of NDE testimonies out there that contain unexplainable events, miracles and supernatural encounters. We haven't even come close to grasping the endless possibilities in this existence. If the whisper in your ear came from God (who lives outside of time and knows the future) why can't it be possible for Him to override natural law? If He can create the universe by the word of His mouth, raise the dead and walk on water, then surely He can keep a person from dying. What we call miraculous, He considers normal.

A "runner's high" is when the endocrine system secretes natural pain killing hormones to reduce physical pain.

I've heard similar recounts of near-death experiences, some doctors explain it as being similar to a runner's high - a body's way of making the final moments painless.

there are a lot of very interesting stories out there, but people live too much in the physical senses to ever be aware of the spiritual part of things.

sometimes, we try to check out before we're supposed to and that's divine intervention that gives us time to do what we are supposed to do and get t right.

I've got tons of stories...