I would totally include the 80's it was a vital contribution to the 90's and they blended rather smoothly...

just created my account and was going through some notebooks.

just felt like it I guessed also, had struggled with some depression recently and it helps me to write it out and read it.

I can tell you won't let go
the way you grabbed onto him
before he was ever gone
the way you watched & listened
lurking & whispering
you were always there.

right now,
there must be something missing
because even though you have him
you never left us alone
you came out of the shadows
with your devilish grin
the cat who ate the canary
what a way to win....

when I cover your eyes
& close up your ears
you shout with all that you have
to anyone who will hear
as you plead your cause
what is it that you want
that you don't already have?
my life? my son?
...or my total annihilation?

you came in like a flood,
but the One who sees all
has raised up a standard
that you should not cross
smoke & mirrors won't work
you can't make a fool out of God

one does wonder. it seems that descriptions and depictions of UFOs and some advanced tech can be found in some interesting places in time

My love once turned bitter cold
left my body
broken and torn
with a wounded soul
bleeding out
Upon a mountain top,
I heard the roar
then a stormy darkness fell
once so heavy upon my heart
when the winds did blow
my hopes & dreams were naught
Until one day,
I saw him
precious smile full of light
his curls of gold
bounced around his chubby face
my sweet babydoll
and God's saving grace
the butterflies dance
and pretty birds fly
into a blue, fluffy-cloud filled sky
Over a mountain top,
where the chilling rain fell
Drip-drip-drippy-drop
into the rivers down below
to a place where I still go
tip-tip-tippy-toe
where the healing waters flow

You're my most beautiful one
no matter what went on
I had to stay strong
You're my reason to smile
and my reason to dance
I'll never forget your heartbeat
your laugh and your tiny feet
I gave my everything
and fought just to keep breathing
Sweet baby,
you'll never know
what your mama was or couldn't be
but you are so precious to me
I'll give it all
just to see what you can be
your love is what makes it worthwhile
I don't care why or how
daddy could leave
mommy's not going anywhere
I'll always be right here
and you'll always be my favorite person
even though I'm dancing alone,
I will keep on dancing
you just keep on smiling for me
cause you are my only reason

my brain does this often... I lose entire songs and poems when driving I can't ever seem to get them together how they first come out...

black & white
total opposites
how they fight
pain or pleasure?
you'll get both
with love
in equal measure
dark then light
can't hold it back
however you may fight

I take it back!
every, "I love you"
every heartfelt prayer
I can't take it!
all your lies in my ears
RINGING
my own voice inside,
SCREAMING,
"No! STOP! Run!!"
ENOUGH!!!!
my silence is stolen
my quiet world crumbling
my cerebral cortex hemorrhaging
literally bleeding & bursting
Never again....
sleep, dream, remember, and wish
This static only continually reminds me
of the once constants that are missing
Black & White fragments
floating in the white noise...
pictures of my life
FLASHING
let it be over!
make it all go away!
I can't take it back
I can't erase yesterday
God, what good is change?

I miss the way the 90's felt.

I miss shopping and going out. I miss the clothing options and the music.

I miss the atmosphere.

so I would like to propose a movement to restore all things FUN from the 90's.

I hate shopping or channel surfing in this millennium.... (that is the face of constipation and agony that this world evokes in me--yes, it makes me feel constipated like I've got the 90's stuck up my butt and just can't take anymore of this millennial B.s.)

thank you. that is all.

(p.s. vote for me in the next presidential )

I'm sorry if I can't always be funny,
and if I can't always just say, "something"

I'm entangled
with just about every sad & disturbing thing
this world has inflicted on me

this seriousness entraps me,
and I can't breathe,
I can't think,
I can't speak

I feel little more than despair
I feel flooded,
but at the same time,
I am empty

I'm drowning,
and I'm reaching,
yet grasping nothing

I can't calm this panic ...

my heart beats so quickly
I can feel my life passing,
and my spirit is screaming out,
"Dear God save me! "

Heaven help me,
in this distress
I believe I am sinking
into an eternal abyss....

Growing up in the slick hills of SW Oklahoma with all my beautiful tribal folk, I was exposed to many stories and phenomena. I have always been fascinated by legends and personal experiences of the unexplained kind...

I would like to know what is your personal experience or a local or cultural legend you can share.

I've got many stories and I will try to share under appropriate topics (these forums aren't much fun to navigate or keep up with so far).

my experiences cover the southern half of my state and range from paranormal/ spiritual phenomena to CRYPTID sightings.

probably because there are other apps that are better known and people tend to shy away from things outside their comfort zone. some people look at a community and immediately feel out of place and leave.

no. I am definitely a hologram.

according to what I've read and the anomolies since they started tampering with Stargates and CERN, I would say yes. what do you suppose a time crystal would be used for anyhow? quantum computers and all the future of digital or augmented reality and digital twins... another layer of weird.

the Mandela effect is something a lot of people have talked about, but it gets into extremes of many people experiencing objects disappearing with witnesses, people recalling entirely different lives with their families but suddenly waking up as a child in parents home, etc... man people have described branching off of alternate dimensions where entirely different realities existed.

there is a disruption in the frequencies. ....all things are created by and exist within frequencies. now imagine some event being just right to disrupt the frequencies or transmit elsewhere. might this affect the brain waves and upload an entirely different reality? among other phenomena given the right conditions...

there are a lot of very interesting stories out there, but people live too much in the physical senses to ever be aware of the spiritual part of things.

sometimes, we try to check out before we're supposed to and that's divine intervention that gives us time to do what we are supposed to do and get t right.

I've got tons of stories...

I was once married to a wookie, and we had a child together....

I have also been visited by a family of squatches and seen just the one when I unlocked my front gate around 3 or 4 am.

does anyone follow Steve isdall on howtohunt.com? he collabs with David p. of missing 411.

I believe if I share what I think or know it will violate the rules.