same here........

its been a while
i guess i should probably give a update
my boss has to now cap my hrs at under 30 a week cause im part time but the thing is it bugs me cause i am the only person who gets called in. i need to find something new and maybe something will respect my skills

i am also looking for love
if anyone wants to find a nice caring guy who has alil sadness in him but lots of love
give me a ring

Thanks for the offer Jax, but haven't had to deal with periods for a good 7 or more years now, woohooo, and they say menopause is bad, bet me!!!! The 7 y/o and all his stuff, mmm, aaaa, uhhhhh, errrrr, weelllll, I'll have to get back to you on that. Already have a cat and dog driving me nuts. Not sure I have the patience for a kid these days full-time, but thanks for the offer.

Hope everyone is having a good week. I am tired, head feels like a balloon is ready to burst in it, and I should have been in bet awhile ago. Take care and have a good day.

I found out last night that someone dear to me has oral cancer. Please pray for him. His name is John. I have known him for years.

They put me on disability and ssi now now I have to go through all kinds a paperwork and cant get my meds till I get medicare too. The who thing is stupid cuz ssi takes what disability gives and now I have insurance issues I cant get my meds till I gt medicare and I have no idea how to do that or who to talk to 1st. My pharmacist gave me leads which I will follow up on today if I can get a chance.

One of the orgs that is supposed to be helping me are making me fill out too may forms, Ive fallen behand at school due to illness and depression as well as volunteering my time to the art club and class.

Im overwhelmed and when I found out John is sick I just lost it last night. Had my 1st good cry in over a year. Im so overwhelmed right now its not funny and it is showing in my work. My scholarship money is low now and I still have to pay for my projects in class!

Sighhhhhh, my turn I guess..........

Dagum Karen.............. I'm praying for you and your friend.............(hugs)

Creationsfire a good cry is like letting off some steam! Get more rest, it will enable you to focus. Also in focusing at times like this, do what the body does in survival mode, drop less important functions!

Thank you guys. I think I will just hit the sack. I need mental rest. I dont know how to do that well right now with all the worries, but I do have some sleeping pills that relax me. I have called everyone I can for the time being....Im lost right now.

Ok. No rest for the weary. Had to call all around to SSI, they tell me to call Medicare. I call medicare and they tell me to call Social services. Social services tells me to cal SSI. SSI tells me to call Socoal Services.....medicare tells me that my situation and information are no loaded into thier database. They tell me to call SSI. I call SSI and always get answering machines and no one ever calls me back. I call the 800 number and they tell me to call medicare. Sighhh. I can't get my meds till they straightne this out. Im disabled and cant even work and they want me to run in circles trying to figure this **** out??? sighhhhhhhhhh I am so fukced. If I dont get my meds I will end up in the hospital, and then I will have to stop school. The withdrawl date is past and I will get F's in all my classes and I wont get the money they send for classes the next time I try to go to school. I dont kno wwhat else to say, but thanks for listening. Ive called everyone I can and am at a loss. I am hoping someone at the disabled student services might be able to help me, but I aint holding my breath.

your in my prayers

thank you Jeff

Contact your doctor and see if they have samples to help you out until you can get your prescriptions. Also ask about the needy meds program - it is free meds through the drug companies for people who can't afford them, is based on your income, may be able to rush you through that and get you some of your meds that way as an emergency - again is done through your doctor's office. Explain the emergency and ask them to help. Contact your medical doctor and psychiatrist and ask for samples and help. I can't see how they can legally cut your meds while they do this change over, that is just stupid. Hell, call the governor's office and talk to someone there, tell them what is happening. The State Attorney General's office has departments that handle all areas, ask them for help, they might be able to put you in contact with someone to help you sort it out.

If they are switching you, they are likely switching other people too and they are likely facing the same issues you are. Do you have a caseworker who helped you in the past?? Contact them if you did.

But first, deal with the doctors offices on trying to get samples and the needy meds program referral to see if they can get you lined up with them. Hang in there Karen, there has to be someone out there to handle this. If they are not calling back, it is likely because they are being flooded with calls from other people in your same boat. It is stupid the way they handled this, not telling people to refill their meds so they would be prepared, etc.

Sorry you are going through this. Hang in there, but don't give up. It will work out.

Wishing you all a blessed day! Flowers for all!

allen= hang in there buddy we are here for you
marie= have to keep the kid,i love him to much lol
cleo=hope you and your daughter are doing fine
karen=prayers for your friend and you that things start looking up:).i believe medicare may have online forms to print out.here is the link =http://www.ssa.gov/
amber=hope your teeth feel better and your ssi battle is progressing well.
jeff=nice to see you ;)hope your job gets better
happy weekend all!!

Thank you cutelildevilsmom, you have a great week end too!

I agree with Marie on asking your dr for samples, i would suggest trying to get a PAP but i don't think you'd be eligible due to the fact you have a medicaid and medicare.....and that sux.......i wish i knew what more to tell you Karen

Thanks for the advise everyone. Ill have to figure things out. Hopefully this next week

thanks Cleo.it is going well so far..

Was glad to see the new aide back that they gave me. She was in so much pain from a period she was having that she had to be off from work. I was surprised that they didn't sell Midol at the local convenience store that is open 24/7. She is thirty and I could tell that she has had much experience. I am glad that we have her. She is a real pleasure to work with. She got a taste of dayshift this morning and she says that there is no way in hell that she would work dayshift. She said she thought she would last thirty minutes at top if that long. It is so nice to work with a woman who isn't into the drama. We both just do our job and go home. It is working beautiful. My higher power has answered my prayers.

midol doesn't work for **** roy but i know what you mean about drama in the work place.somedays i feel like i'm on general hospital!!

We even have drama in the art department. Can you imagine that??? All sorts of people and most fo them mentally ill in one form or another. Drama Drama Drama....