Topic: How Do You feel right now? - part 16
Sir Dino One Love β˜οΈπŸ’š's photo
Sat 04/04/20 02:33 AM

Dino get off that sunbed lol :joy: and clean up the grass clippings laugh laugh waves away the thick haze of smoke . waving


Hey Blondey..waving tongue2 I'm smoking them clippings..smokin



https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xr6Kcgl0r5E

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Sat 04/04/20 03:01 AM
Edited by Blondey111 on Sat 04/04/20 03:02 AM
http://youtu.be/zq9Vc_Ld0U0

Something to listen to baked boy .... I think it is psychedelic reggae lol

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Sat 04/04/20 03:10 AM
Fabulous

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Sat 04/04/20 06:27 AM
blessed and inspired.☺

Rock's photo
Sat 04/04/20 11:05 AM
Groovy

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Sat 04/04/20 11:31 AM
Fantastic

SparklingCrystal πŸ’–πŸ’Ž's photo
Sat 04/04/20 03:44 PM
Sleepy... bed... dreaming... basking under duvet, hmmmmmmmm...
Last ciggie, then I'm off *yawn*
waving

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Sat 04/04/20 07:06 PM
Good about scoring loads (not hoarding level, though) of beef stew and vegetable beef soup at normal prices with free delivery -woohooo

SparklingCrystal πŸ’–πŸ’Ž's photo
Sun 04/05/20 06:45 AM
Mix feelings... having a tough moment as I suddenly miss my dad like crazy.
I sat outdoors next to the blooming broom, the bees buzzing in it, so wonderful! That's something he always did when I was a girlie, almost sit in a flowering bush as he enjoyed the humming of the bees so much. Sat there for hours, sometimes fell asleep, then me and my sister often did something naughty -grin- that would wake him.
Sometimes he pretended to be asleep to trick us, hihi.

Dang, I miss him! :cry:

delightfulillusion's photo
Sun 04/05/20 06:46 AM

Mix feelings... having a tough moment as I suddenly miss my dad like crazy.
I sat outdoors next to the blooming broom, the bees buzzing in it, so wonderful! That's something he always did when I was a girlie, almost sit in a flowering bush as he enjoyed the humming of the bees so much. Sat there for hours, sometimes fell asleep, then me and my sister often did something naughty -grin- that would wake him.
Sometimes he pretended to be asleep to trick us, hihi.

Dang, I miss him! :cry:


:heart: flowerforyou

SparklingCrystal πŸ’–πŸ’Ž's photo
Sun 04/05/20 06:49 AM


Mix feelings... having a tough moment as I suddenly miss my dad like crazy.
I sat outdoors next to the blooming broom, the bees buzzing in it, so wonderful! That's something he always did when I was a girlie, almost sit in a flowering bush as he enjoyed the humming of the bees so much. Sat there for hours, sometimes fell asleep, then me and my sister often did something naughty -grin- that would wake him.
Sometimes he pretended to be asleep to trick us, hihi.

Dang, I miss him! :cry:


:heart: flowerforyou

Thank you, Delightful! I'm usually okay with him being gone as I have seen and sensed that he is okay with it. But sometimes I miss him badly. Miss talking to him. And all those memories... Beautiful memories but still, hihi.
And especially during spring I tend to feel this way.

delightfulillusion's photo
Sun 04/05/20 06:52 AM



Mix feelings... having a tough moment as I suddenly miss my dad like crazy.
I sat outdoors next to the blooming broom, the bees buzzing in it, so wonderful! That's something he always did when I was a girlie, almost sit in a flowering bush as he enjoyed the humming of the bees so much. Sat there for hours, sometimes fell asleep, then me and my sister often did something naughty -grin- that would wake him.
Sometimes he pretended to be asleep to trick us, hihi.

Dang, I miss him! :cry:


:heart: flowerforyou

Thank you, Delightful! I'm usually okay with him being gone as I have seen and sensed that he is okay with it. But sometimes I miss him badly. Miss talking to him. And all those memories... Beautiful memories but still, hihi.
And especially during spring I tend to feel this way.


I understand. Something and nothing brings back memories.

For me (lately) it’s my brother I miss and think about. Just need to talk to him sometimes...sigh

SparklingCrystal πŸ’–πŸ’Ž's photo
Sun 04/05/20 06:56 AM




Mix feelings... having a tough moment as I suddenly miss my dad like crazy.
I sat outdoors next to the blooming broom, the bees buzzing in it, so wonderful! That's something he always did when I was a girlie, almost sit in a flowering bush as he enjoyed the humming of the bees so much. Sat there for hours, sometimes fell asleep, then me and my sister often did something naughty -grin- that would wake him.
Sometimes he pretended to be asleep to trick us, hihi.

Dang, I miss him! :cry:


:heart: flowerforyou

Thank you, Delightful! I'm usually okay with him being gone as I have seen and sensed that he is okay with it. But sometimes I miss him badly. Miss talking to him. And all those memories... Beautiful memories but still, hihi.
And especially during spring I tend to feel this way.


I understand. Something and nothing brings back memories.

For me (lately) it’s my brother I miss and think about. Just need to talk to him sometimes...sigh

Not easy losing people is it, even when you're okay with it.
And yes, that talking... Even after 4 years I still sometimes think "Oh, gotta phone my dad and tell/ask him!" only to realise, oops...

Hug for you (((Delightful))) flowerforyou

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Sun 04/05/20 07:02 AM





Mix feelings... having a tough moment as I suddenly miss my dad like crazy.
I sat outdoors next to the blooming broom, the bees buzzing in it, so wonderful! That's something he always did when I was a girlie, almost sit in a flowering bush as he enjoyed the humming of the bees so much. Sat there for hours, sometimes fell asleep, then me and my sister often did something naughty -grin- that would wake him.
Sometimes he pretended to be asleep to trick us, hihi.

Dang, I miss him! :cry:


:heart: flowerforyou

Thank you, Delightful! I'm usually okay with him being gone as I have seen and sensed that he is okay with it. But sometimes I miss him badly. Miss talking to him. And all those memories... Beautiful memories but still, hihi.
And especially during spring I tend to feel this way.


I understand. Something and nothing brings back memories.

For me (lately) it’s my brother I miss and think about. Just need to talk to him sometimes...sigh

Not easy losing people is it, even when you're okay with it.
And yes, that talking... Even after 4 years I still sometimes think "Oh, gotta phone my dad and tell/ask him!" only to realise, oops...

Hug for you (((Delightful))) flowerforyou


Thank you and hugs right back at ya :hugging:

PS. It’s also 4 yrs since my brother passed sad2

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Sun 04/05/20 08:30 AM
Relieved :sweat_smile:

Huge weight off my mind now

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Sun 04/05/20 09:20 AM
feeling delightful

SparklingCrystal πŸ’–πŸ’Ž's photo
Sun 04/05/20 09:25 AM
Edited by SparklingCrystal πŸ’–πŸ’Ž on Sun 04/05/20 09:27 AM
The thing I feel good about (hence earlier saying "mixed feelings")... I weighed myself for the first time in a year or longer. I put on a little weight when I hit peri-menopause and I just could not bother to weigh myself.
For the first time in my life I didn't give a chit whatsoever and I can tell you, DANG did that feel good! For most my life I've felt I was "too..." whatever, incl too big even when I had the body of a model. I was so incredibly insecure!
So to now feel totally carefree about that was a tremendous relief.
Then I weighed myself. I suddenly wanted to know as I decided the other day I've had enough. I want to lose weight and wear my funky short again this summer.
And Lo' and behold: it was a stone less than I'd feared, hahaha. YEEHAA!
So now it's a matter of losing 3-4 kilos and I'm rocking again. :smile:

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Mon 04/06/20 09:55 AM
Really sad, my boss's daughter, who was also my co-worker, passed away yesterday. It wasn't covid-19 related. She was very dear to me and so young, in her mid-twenties. Having lost a child myself, I know how devastated her mom is, and how powerless she must feel that she wasn't able to help her. It's so sad. :cry: :angel:

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Mon 04/06/20 10:35 AM
flowerforyou

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Mon 04/06/20 10:35 AM
Not entirely certain how I feel. I am having another "I cannot wake up" day.
Not sure if it's the changive weather, going from the 444 portal to full moon energies, both, or something different.