Topic: How Do You feel right now? - part 16 | |
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Dino get off that sunbed lol and clean up the grass clippings waves away the thick haze of smoke . Hey Blondey.. I'm smoking them clippings.. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xr6Kcgl0r5E |
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Edited by
Blondey111
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Sat 04/04/20 03:02 AM
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http://youtu.be/zq9Vc_Ld0U0
Something to listen to baked boy .... I think it is psychedelic reggae lol |
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Fabulous
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blessed and inspired.βΊ
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Groovy
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Fantastic
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Sleepy... bed... dreaming... basking under duvet, hmmmmmmmm...
Last ciggie, then I'm off *yawn* |
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Good about scoring loads (not hoarding level, though) of beef stew and vegetable beef soup at normal prices with free delivery -woohooo
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Mix feelings... having a tough moment as I suddenly miss my dad like crazy.
I sat outdoors next to the blooming broom, the bees buzzing in it, so wonderful! That's something he always did when I was a girlie, almost sit in a flowering bush as he enjoyed the humming of the bees so much. Sat there for hours, sometimes fell asleep, then me and my sister often did something naughty -grin- that would wake him. Sometimes he pretended to be asleep to trick us, hihi. Dang, I miss him! |
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Mix feelings... having a tough moment as I suddenly miss my dad like crazy. I sat outdoors next to the blooming broom, the bees buzzing in it, so wonderful! That's something he always did when I was a girlie, almost sit in a flowering bush as he enjoyed the humming of the bees so much. Sat there for hours, sometimes fell asleep, then me and my sister often did something naughty -grin- that would wake him. Sometimes he pretended to be asleep to trick us, hihi. Dang, I miss him! |
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Mix feelings... having a tough moment as I suddenly miss my dad like crazy. I sat outdoors next to the blooming broom, the bees buzzing in it, so wonderful! That's something he always did when I was a girlie, almost sit in a flowering bush as he enjoyed the humming of the bees so much. Sat there for hours, sometimes fell asleep, then me and my sister often did something naughty -grin- that would wake him. Sometimes he pretended to be asleep to trick us, hihi. Dang, I miss him! Thank you, Delightful! I'm usually okay with him being gone as I have seen and sensed that he is okay with it. But sometimes I miss him badly. Miss talking to him. And all those memories... Beautiful memories but still, hihi. And especially during spring I tend to feel this way. |
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Mix feelings... having a tough moment as I suddenly miss my dad like crazy. I sat outdoors next to the blooming broom, the bees buzzing in it, so wonderful! That's something he always did when I was a girlie, almost sit in a flowering bush as he enjoyed the humming of the bees so much. Sat there for hours, sometimes fell asleep, then me and my sister often did something naughty -grin- that would wake him. Sometimes he pretended to be asleep to trick us, hihi. Dang, I miss him! Thank you, Delightful! I'm usually okay with him being gone as I have seen and sensed that he is okay with it. But sometimes I miss him badly. Miss talking to him. And all those memories... Beautiful memories but still, hihi. And especially during spring I tend to feel this way. I understand. Something and nothing brings back memories. For me (lately) itβs my brother I miss and think about. Just need to talk to him sometimes...sigh |
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Mix feelings... having a tough moment as I suddenly miss my dad like crazy. I sat outdoors next to the blooming broom, the bees buzzing in it, so wonderful! That's something he always did when I was a girlie, almost sit in a flowering bush as he enjoyed the humming of the bees so much. Sat there for hours, sometimes fell asleep, then me and my sister often did something naughty -grin- that would wake him. Sometimes he pretended to be asleep to trick us, hihi. Dang, I miss him! Thank you, Delightful! I'm usually okay with him being gone as I have seen and sensed that he is okay with it. But sometimes I miss him badly. Miss talking to him. And all those memories... Beautiful memories but still, hihi. And especially during spring I tend to feel this way. I understand. Something and nothing brings back memories. For me (lately) itβs my brother I miss and think about. Just need to talk to him sometimes...sigh Not easy losing people is it, even when you're okay with it. And yes, that talking... Even after 4 years I still sometimes think "Oh, gotta phone my dad and tell/ask him!" only to realise, oops... Hug for you (((Delightful))) |
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Mix feelings... having a tough moment as I suddenly miss my dad like crazy. I sat outdoors next to the blooming broom, the bees buzzing in it, so wonderful! That's something he always did when I was a girlie, almost sit in a flowering bush as he enjoyed the humming of the bees so much. Sat there for hours, sometimes fell asleep, then me and my sister often did something naughty -grin- that would wake him. Sometimes he pretended to be asleep to trick us, hihi. Dang, I miss him! Thank you, Delightful! I'm usually okay with him being gone as I have seen and sensed that he is okay with it. But sometimes I miss him badly. Miss talking to him. And all those memories... Beautiful memories but still, hihi. And especially during spring I tend to feel this way. I understand. Something and nothing brings back memories. For me (lately) itβs my brother I miss and think about. Just need to talk to him sometimes...sigh Not easy losing people is it, even when you're okay with it. And yes, that talking... Even after 4 years I still sometimes think "Oh, gotta phone my dad and tell/ask him!" only to realise, oops... Hug for you (((Delightful))) Thank you and hugs right back at ya PS. Itβs also 4 yrs since my brother passed |
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Relieved
Huge weight off my mind now |
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feeling delightful
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Edited by
SparklingCrystal ππ
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Sun 04/05/20 09:27 AM
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The thing I feel good about (hence earlier saying "mixed feelings")... I weighed myself for the first time in a year or longer. I put on a little weight when I hit peri-menopause and I just could not bother to weigh myself.
For the first time in my life I didn't give a chit whatsoever and I can tell you, DANG did that feel good! For most my life I've felt I was "too..." whatever, incl too big even when I had the body of a model. I was so incredibly insecure! So to now feel totally carefree about that was a tremendous relief. Then I weighed myself. I suddenly wanted to know as I decided the other day I've had enough. I want to lose weight and wear my funky short again this summer. And Lo' and behold: it was a stone less than I'd feared, hahaha. YEEHAA! So now it's a matter of losing 3-4 kilos and I'm rocking again. |
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Really sad, my boss's daughter, who was also my co-worker, passed away yesterday. It wasn't covid-19 related. She was very dear to me and so young, in her mid-twenties. Having lost a child myself, I know how devastated her mom is, and how powerless she must feel that she wasn't able to help her. It's so sad.
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Not entirely certain how I feel. I am having another "I cannot wake up" day.
Not sure if it's the changive weather, going from the 444 portal to full moon energies, both, or something different. |
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