Yea Im happy to at least have some form of closure. I wasn't really sure how she was going to take it but it went pretty well. I am going to miss her. But hella you never know what life has in store maybe one day down the road we will run into each other again. Until then I just got to work on myself :p. Thanks guys for all your advice. Its been one crazy ride....

Actually guys looking back on it I think writing her a ltter was probably pretty pathetic on my part....she clearly showe she was not interested in me and could barely be bothered to text me. So I mean not only did I pour my thought into a long note but then she probably didnt even care that much....I was probably better off not responding to her ever

u ended things on a positive vibe

now go to a campus party and meet someone

Yea Im moving on. But realizing she pretty much played me.

Stop second-guessing yourself and projecting your thoughts onto her. You managed to find a good way to end it. You're letting your hurt color your thoughts.

Maybe she told you the truth. Maybe she couldn't bring herself to break up with you after having such a great time. So she created a situation where you would break up with her. Maybe that's the only way she played you.

Point is, don't dwell on it. Every time you think about it, you're just re-opening any wounds you have, whether real or imagined.

Like Sweetest said, go to a campus party and have some fun. You might meet someone and forget all about it.

Oh i remember this thread from a while back :) I read back over all the other posts on this thread to catch up. Apolgies to you that this has happened. I think i sorta seen it coming, by the way she was treating you before you asked her to be your lover. I just kinda knew at the back of my mind, that it would end up how it has. You can't turn a ho into a housewise as they say. Maybe you were thinking you could stop her dangling the carrot, but to no avail. I once dated a guy who did the same to me. In the end, i knew i had to stop letting him think he could get away with his dodgy behaviour. You seem decent. The fact you're angry about it shows you really did care. If she wants to treat you like you never existed, well, her loss. Any guy that comes into her life after you did, may never be as good a gentleman that you were with her. Don't love who doesn't love you back. It only wastes time. :cheers: