TY Artgurl

"Lonely Day"

Such a lonely day
And its mine
The most loneliest day of my life

Such a lonely day
Should be banned
It's a day that I can't stand

The most loneliest day of my life
The most loneliest day of my life

Such a lonely day
Shouldn't exist
It's a day that I'll never miss
Such a lonely day
And its mine
The most loneliest day of my life

And if you go, I wanna go with you
And if you die, I wanna die with you

Take your hand and walk away

The most loneliest day of my life
The most loneliest day of my life
The most loneliest day of my life
Life

Such a lonely day
And its mine
It's a day that I'm glad I survived
"System of A Down"

Another poem for the same beautiful woman.I know she's gonna blush when she reads this but, know I'm blushing writing and posting it.Know that you are soooooooo beautiful.

An angel stripped of her wings but for a short time,
To come down to this world and help a hurting heart like mine.
An angel I am sure of your voice a melody,
That stays in my head and offers a reprieve.
Your words are like a poem that no one wants to forget,
Your beauty like no other that I have seen of yet.
To know that you are smiling makes my heart begin to flutter,
I could listen to your voice without a single word to mutter.
I ponder for a moment and ask God to clarify,
Why would you send someone who's the apple of my eye?
I've been through pain and torment God but she's so beautiful,
And if you allow her to be in my life there's nothing I won't do.
I'm humbled by the fact that she would even think of me,
And I can't stop thinking of her beautiful qualities.
Her wings were taken to walk on Earth and touch a heart like mine,
I know she will return to Heaven......God please give her some time.

Okay,I am SOOOOOOOOO blushing
But ,she deserves to know just how amazing she truly is.

*SIGH* *SIGH* *SIGH*
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Really happy he made someone's say.YEAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH

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Not like me though.*SIGH*

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Sitting in corner blushing.Not used to telling someone(A WHOLE BUNCH) of people how I feel.

I met a very beautiful and special young lady on here last night.She is so awesome and I just want her to know that the friendship that we've started is truly amazing.I never thought in my wildest dreams that someone SOOOOOOOOOO beautiful would be interested in me.She knows who she is so I won't embarass her.

"Beauty"

I met someone here last night that took my breath away,
Wrapped up in her beauty I wasn't sure exactly what to say.
I really wanted her to know that I was in awe,
She has the outer beauty but her inner beauty's what I saw.
She has the voice of an angel of this I am sure,
Listening to her I know her heart is pure.
And for a couple hours my worries were swept away,
But to tell the truth I've thought of her all day.
She has this magical quality so few are blessed to find,
And in that moment I knew she was one of a kind.
A friendship now has blossomed of which I'm thankful for,
Someone who seems to understand me I could not ask for more.
She has a gentle way to her that I've never been shown,
She brought some things in me out I'm not sure I'd known.
And though she is miles away I'll keep her in my heart.
I'm not sure where this will end....but her beauty was a start.

You know who you are.Thank you for allowing me to see your beauty.

Some guys don't like shy women because they have to work harder.....that's all there is to it.

It may be painful but you have to step back and let her see her mistake.If that's what it is for her.She may only be with him because of the child........or she may actually love him.The best thing you can do as a friend is probably the hardest thing for you to do.........and that is let HER see what's going on

snuggles lol

Thank you LAmom.It is an honor to be among the living even though life has its let downs.

One word

RECIPROCITY

and faith is found in places you'd least expect to find it

chris it's definitly not maturity.....we've found that out by some of the threads you've started .The sexy part no comment.....or should I....naw I'll be nice

Thank you Artgurl .There is someone who needs to hear that tonight.May they gain the strength to hold on for one more day.

Before you read this,yes it is a true story.If it gives just one person hope I've done my job.This poem is my life and what happened in July 2002.I just pray the right person reads it tonight.There is hope,have faith,and just hold on.

I've left a lot of things unsaid I really meant to say,
And many tears I've shed and wished they'd go away.
A lot of heartbreak in my life I didn't understand,
Too many lonely nights without someone to hold my hand.
A tear stained pillow that became my best friend,
Because I knew if things got tough on it I could depend.
Mornings when I couldn't stand to see my own reflection,
Days and weeks I spent pointing out my imperfections.
Self esteem what is that is what I often used to say,
Not caring if I even lived to see another day.
Life had become too difficult no sense in going on,
Holding on to what a dream I knew that I was wrong.
So on that night years ago I chose to slit my wrist,
I had no care in the world I wouldn't be missed.
The agony of sitting there watching my life slip away, With still so many things left usaid I wished I'd had the strength to say.
Awakening in a hospital doctors said I should have died,
I looked at them and said,"Don't you think I tried?"
"How dare someone save the life of a man who doesn't care",
"Just to bring me back to a world that's so unfair."
"You couldn't leave well enough alone and just let me die in peace",
"Lonliness is a disease for which I have no reprieve."
Many things I'd left unsaid I now say every day,
And try to help another soul that's struggling along the way.
I'm still alone and cry sometimes but I guess that's just me,
I'm not yet where I want but I'm far from where I used to be.

Cheeseburger cheeseburger cheeseburger .Now share with the fat boy .Chris I truly believe even you don't know what you believe.I honestly think you started this post to cause dissention between people.Everyone believes in something,whether it be Allah,Christ,Buddah,or whatever else(no disrespect intended if I did not mention your specific "God")Faith is what keeps this world moving.Without faith in something there would be nothing.You have been given plenty of information and now you're just being an antagonist.

You are very welcome MsWizard.Only speaking the truth.The visuals that you create through your writing are so beautiful.Everything just seems to flow together and the way you express your thoughts,feelings,and emotions is to be commended.BEAUTIFUL,BEAUTIFUL,...did I say BEAUTIFUL.Thank you for blessing us with your writing.

They're all part of your personality and in a nutshell beautiful.

MsWizard you have a very beautiful writing style.It captures and mesmerizes the mind,kind of like your beauty.