Well, I have Landon, a job all in it's own. The doc told me she thinks I may need a hip replacement, I won't know until I have all the test done, praying not to have to have it done. Waiting for the weekend, I can't get anything done with Landon here. He is so allergic to airborne things, that I can't do anything outside without him getting sick so we have to stay inside, and if i'm in the kitchen, he thinks he needs to be in the sink. Like I said I get nothing done. He's yelling in the other room right now, probably stuck in his walker. He can walk, can climb in and out of it, but sometimes gets both legs in one hole. Need to go check on him. He's yelling MeMe. Catch up with you girls later.

Slow down and take a breather girl. You make me tired. I wish i had that kind of energy

Is it ladies only this morning?

thanks

good afternoon ladies

Morning Sage, Music, up with the chickens myself, Landon came early this morning. He is feeling much better as well am I. Have a great day, Landon beckons as I type.

Thanks Mary

I know, i just got in from church and had to do a China-Mart run, before coming home. Get some rest. I'll try to catch up later, i know i have been an absentee for a while but i'M still around, you guys don't forget me. Day before yesterday was the 2nd anniversary of Jerry's death, it was very difficult, but I will survive, GOD is on my side, so I can't fail.

anyone still up?

it was a really tough day yesterday and today. cried a lot of tears, visited the cemetary twice, then had to find someone to just give me a hug. Sometimes a good old bear hug helps. I got a few hugs and felt better. I dont grieve for him, because I know he is no longer in pain, the tears I cried are because I miss the man and the shell that held the man that I love so dearly. I'll see him again in heaven before too long. I just have to keep holding on and keep the faith. Thanks for responding.

2 years today at 12:05pm. Ages ago and yet just as fresh as if it had just happened. Went to the cemetary twice, layed on his grave and read the Bible(he would have wanted me in the word today). I wondered what he would have me to read, so I just opened it and let it fall open. John chapters 10 and 11, and of course the 23rd and 24th Psalms. GOD has helped me through this day and I know he will continue to be with me as I make my daily life decisions. There is peace in HIM!!!

you still up Mary?

good morning all, hope you have a beautiful day

GOOD NIGHT

guess I just missed you too.

Hi sage, are we the only 2 still up?

28 went by really fast, but I haven't been on here a lot lately either. Hope everyone is doing ok

people keep telling me that time heals all pain, obviously they have also heard it, but never lived it. Times does not heal all pain, my dad was killed almost 32 years ago, i walked out to the car with him as he drove off and was the last to talk to him, i still cry and miss him. My husband died 2 years ago next monday, the 20th, oh my, the pain if i let it, i try to keep it supressed, and try to be happy, but it is still there, 1 week later will be dads 32 anniversary. Lots of pain to remember in 7 days, but I WILL be alright, it will take me a couple of weeks to get through it, byt I WILL be alright.

Hey silver, I totally agree, sometimes I feel like a teenager, but then again there are times I feel 90, but mostly young. Live life while you have it, you never know when you will take your last breath. The Bible says to Praise GOD in ALL things, that means the good as well as what we take as bad. I praise GOD for the time I had with Jerry, I now praise HIM that he took him on to heaven, because for the 1st time in his whole life he is completely well, never to be sick or hurt again, I do praise GOD for that. I wouldn't bring him back to suffer for 1 second, though I miss him with all of my heart. Will be 2 years in 12 days, just yesterday, but then it was forever ago. . GOD is my comfort and my stay. I am 40 something and just starting to live again, hard for my kids to accept, but I must go on.

Hi everyone