Topic:
Tormented Solitude
Edited by
mig25
on
Tue 07/07/15 05:35 PM
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Tormented Solitude
The emptiness within my soul lingers as if it were a shadow in need of light and I shiver from the imperfect chill of the gray sky's bitterness alone In this tormented solitude I scream to the deaf ears that have left me yearning I plead to the hands that once touched me hoping and in a whispered silence beg your absence to please just try one more time Memories try to understand why as my heart mimics the uneven lines of clouded darkness forming above me I close my eyes . . . the anticipation of rain I want to feel it'��s sadness wash over me to grasp each drop that falls so that I can remember what it feels like to have something to hold onto if only for an achingly brief moment |
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Topic:
MYSTERY
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I've been away for a little while but as soon as I come back I find another magnificent piece . . . as usual I truly love your work
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My new book sold 30 copies in just two hours...wow I was wonder struck at my talent as a descriptive writer and now author. The Man from Chaunigan Lake....34 short stories of my life in a pristine wilderness location on the Chilcotin Plateau where wild horses still roam today! Congratulations!!! |
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Topic:
I Felt Them Rise
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I Felt Them Rise
I felt them rise from the depths of my now hollowed heart burning with pain and anger rising and then falling one drop by one drop until they were a raging free flowing river of why I felt them rise tormenting me as they journeyed from my thoughts to my anguish leaving my soul as dark as the night without a star helpless lost and without hope empty I felt the tears rise from deep within my chest rising until they found the confusion in my eyes and from there they fell sadly painfully one drop after one drop as the part of me that was you faded as quietly as the day ended |
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Topic:
Different
Edited by
mig25
on
Sun 04/12/15 05:46 PM
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Different
I could hear the echoes as I stared intensely at the figure crying tortured tears Hands shaking trying to recreate the an alternate existence so that the words would no longer feel as cutting as the pain they've caused Yet the echoes continue as if they were designed to humiliate to torment an already imperfect soul There are choices that can hide the disfigurement of self-loathing caused by friendly strangers darkness forever loneliness or a knife that would tell my story and end their laughter I know I am different I hear their words every day and every night as if they accompany me throughout my life'��s travels they are the reason I stare intensely at the figure in the mirror wondering if they know just how much hurt they've caused |
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Topic:
Is love enough
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Is love enough when the weight of it forces you to your knees? Heaven hears my prayers, but answers with a quiet stillness, that shivers down my spine Not finished Well hurry up and finish!!!! You have me waiting and you know that's the hardest part of life |
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Topic:
roses
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Beautiful write
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Tommy
You know I truly love your work. Thanks for the constant inspiration. |
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Topic:
Angry
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Angry
I am the bastard you left alone crying wondering if by chance I did something to deserve your absence I lived each new day with the same fear that I will never be good enough to be your offspring you see I admired you even without ever knowing you because I needed to believe that somehow I was no different from anyone else I am the bastard you left alone hurt confused growing into an angry adult lost in a world of never knowing what it meant to have a father who loves me |
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Topic:
The Water's Fall
Edited by
mig25
on
Sun 04/05/15 01:18 PM
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The Water’s Fall
Lungs shivering searching for that elusive breath between the tears years and the unfortunate remains of what we have left I still want to remember that beautiful place once called home and the broken promises of never being alone the sacrifices even as the breaths slowly began to fade gasping fighting trying to hold onto the family we made But the nothingness of so many of the same today's turned our yesterdays into a tomorrow that was desperately too far away I'��m drowning in this madness this sadness dark notes playing out a melody of the worst kind of emptiness I always believed you would take my breath away I just never thought it would be this way I know I waited too long swimming upstream through the circumstances trying to hold on to what I thought mattered never realizing my soul was battered but as I stand in the rain wondering about it all trying to capture that elusive breath when the reality of my life is that I'��m living the water's fall |
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Topic:
Air and Love
Edited by
mig25
on
Thu 04/02/15 08:22 PM
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Air and Love
My soul could feel the wind'��s absence it was as if there was no air to breathe no rush of life to lift me up to the heavens My soul could feel the emptiness even though my heart continued to beat as if life was as it should be And I ask myself how How and why screaming because of the pain and yet the truth is I don'��t want to know . . . the answer is irrelevant and I don'��t want to continue contemplating our memories either because it hurts so much yet I can'��t help but remember your breath gently reminding me with the kiss of life what love felt like |
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Topic:
Once Again
Edited by
mig25
on
Mon 03/23/15 08:27 PM
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Once Again
I sometimes find myself reaching out grasping for the wind hoping maybe that it would take me away I close my eyes and dream the thousand dreams of soaring towards the sun and sometimes even somewhere where life is just dark enough to hide my beautifully scarred imperfections And it wouldn'��t matter if it were a cold temperamental rage as his love once was or simply a warm breeze without a direction as I yearn for now it doesn'��t really matter just as long as it takes me away to somewhere faraway to a place where I am not the act of hate burned into my soul or even the person who overcame what love can sometimes do you see I simply want to be me once again |
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Life, Uh, It'��s Going to Happen Rest assured that at some point whether expected or unexpected it'��s going to happen the cause could be lietose intolerance or fool poisoning or dumbarrhea it's going to happen But ... how you handle it defines who you are are you the one ply single roll person who lets it soil their mood or are you that two ply double roll with wipes for added protection so nothing not even the crap life throws at you can change who you are person Just saying it's going to happen Ok so that one line should read change who you are as a person. Yeah I was tired and didn't proof read anything. Work too much. and KC and Foursure thanks bunches |
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Edited by
mig25
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Tue 02/24/15 09:04 AM
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Life, Uh, It'��s Going to Happen
Rest assured that at some point whether expected or unexpected it'��s going to happen the cause could be lietose intolerance or fool poisoning or dumbarrhea it's going to happen But ... how you handle it defines who you are are you the one ply single roll person who lets it soil their mood or are you that two ply double roll with wipes for added protection so nothing not even the crap life throws at you can change who you are person Just saying it's going to happen |
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Topic:
Dream's Awakening
Edited by
mig25
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Mon 01/19/15 10:48 AM
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Dream'��s Awakening
The open windows made the room seem as if it were a sensual darkness of filtered city lights and summer heat depicting our entwined souls as shadows moving to the rhythm of the swaying curtains Beads of sweat roll down your spine like an elegant rain begging and pleading for intimacy to quench passion'��s thirst I taste you slowly and intentionally as you grip the sheets as if you were a prisoner bound my hunger's rage I can feel you shiver even in the warm night air as the sounds of me entering you deeper and deeper fill the room with an unmistakable reality that this is my dream's awakening |
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Topic:
Once Again
Edited by
mig25
on
Thu 01/15/15 07:28 PM
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Once Again
I feel the cold even in the sun'��s warmth It'��s as if I'��m standing in the rain'��s sorrow falling Crying tears over the hate that was supposed to love me because once again it has hurt me |
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Topic:
Undress
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Undress
May I undress your moods starting with your fears I want to slowly remove each layer of doubt until I reveal your hidden secrets Next would be your memories and if you let me anything that was once bitter will soon be sweet And if you allow my hands to remove the things that hold you back I promise you my soul will cover your weaknesses with soft sensual kisses that would travel deeper into your soul than every drop of the ocean’s rhythm So may I please undress your moods so that we can discover love unlike it’s ever been before |
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Topic:
Liquid
Edited by
mig25
on
Tue 01/13/15 06:47 PM
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Liquid
It was as if her soul was this liquid potion sweet satisfying and addictive Every movement her body made seemed to flow as she were a waterfall free raging and yet calm enough to ease my tensions And she taste like a cherry covered in the most delectable of chocolates so dangerously enticing that I can’t imagine a fruit more forbidden than her love’s flow |
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Topic:
The Other Side
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The Other Side
I sat alone studying my thoughts from the perspective of Jack . . . single malt straight Across from me on the other side of the bar was a glass of vodka maybe gin or some other clear elixir on ice accompanying silent thoughts I sip my poison and feel the burning sensation deep in my chest and wonder what troubles my distant drinking partner I laugh to myself knowing that his problems aren’t anywhere close to my turmoil and I watch him sip his poison without looking up I tap the bar almost at the same time as he does and in unison “another one” like a distant conversation between to two people from two different worlds brought together by a similar need to ponder why And then I wonder maybe just maybe he thinks his reasons for being at the drinking table are more than my burdens I take a sip . . . if he only knew Then for a brief moment as if we’re toasting each other’s troubles nod to one another without a conversation because the distance between where I am and where he sits is too far |
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Topic:
the lost star
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At night The stars reflect on the day The people The freshly fallen snow There is a boundless emptiness That sits beyond them Among them ....waiting...for a star to be born It's not about being the brightest The biggest The best It's about a balance Equilibrium So many notes make up a symphony One note ...misplaced ..forgotten Could throw off the melody of time But when each note is played phenomenally The earths song is sung Oh so gracefully a symphony is written and named... LIFE Sometimes but only sometimes A star is born Uncommon But never unnoticed It falters...flickers...and falls Misinterpreted, misdirected...mistaken Some wish on her, the fallen star. One That doesn't come often, But when it does, the soul that encounters it is never quite the same. Warmer. calmer. Liberated. Taken away For a moment Lost For a split second But isint that what dreaming is all about? Being lost in a moment. In the night, the stars reflect on the day The people The freshly fallen snow Lost Somewhere inside the boundless emptiness That sits beyond them, and among them Waiting To see this star that was born I really like this . . . makes you think just a bit. Can't wait to read more of your work |
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