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Sat 01/10/09 07:22 PM
After 5 again today, nothing broke the silence
Tomorrow she thought...tomorrow
But tomorrow has again faded to today
5pm again, nothing has changed
Poor aching heart, God how it hurts
Every day for years now came that call.
The one that no matter what went on, was able to fix it all
How painfully strange this new routine
Lying down to sleep without a goodnight...
Tears are coming, it seems so stupid to cry
Tomorrow maybe things will be as they were.
Each tomorrow brings the promise of 5pm
Will the next prove to be empty as the last?
Such a jumbled mess inside, it's only been days
Yet they seem like years
Another evening has brought nothing but silence
This time tears cannot be fought

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Fri 01/09/09 01:32 PM
He's in the Army

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Fri 01/09/09 01:26 PM
Fear
An invisible stalker
Hidden in the shadows
Patiently waiting for the edge of sleep
Mercilessly it strikes
Soundless images dance against velvet blackness
Screams and screams and screams escape
Nothing is heard
Fingertips touch
Where are you going?
Words linger on the growing distance
NO! please stay!
Legs move
Still the distance grows
Quivering lips shape his name
No sound is heard
Barely visible now
PLEASE COME BACK!
Darkness fades
Silence is pierced
Monotonous chirp of the alarm
Such sweet relief

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Tue 01/06/09 06:18 PM
hiya josh =) welcome

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Tue 01/06/09 05:15 PM
ohhh yea and my nephew turns 6 tomarrow bigsmile

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Tue 01/06/09 05:13 PM

A Monday hangover!



bummer

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Tue 01/06/09 05:04 PM

One day closer to Friday!!!



friday is good

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Tue 01/06/09 05:02 PM

Wouldn't we all, love a missed call from our ex's. Well maybe not all of us. Actually I also took a huge step in moving on from her.

Glad your friends and family brightened your day. Mine actually did too! Its funny how they always show up at the right time.


I know its awesome!!! i was all bummed cause my best friend left for training and i was like omg hes so not gonna call me forever and then he did bigsmile

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Tue 01/06/09 04:56 PM
my Tuesday has been awesome I saw my nephews heard from my best friend AND missed a call from my ex =P

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Tue 01/06/09 04:53 PM

Cold and wet with a chance of sarcasm later in the evening.

Actually its looking up!



well thats always good the fact that it's looking up i mean lol

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Tue 01/06/09 04:51 PM
mirror i loveeee the pic =P

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Tue 01/06/09 04:50 PM

great Im off work for the next 5 days WOOT WOOT!:banana: :banana:


awesome

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Tue 01/06/09 04:47 PM

Same as mondayhappy


Welll then how was monday? lol

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Tue 01/06/09 04:45 PM
how was everyones Tuesday?

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Sat 01/03/09 04:58 PM
LOL thats great

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Sat 01/03/09 07:00 AM
book two of the vampire chronicles by Anne rice the vampire lestat its awesome

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Fri 12/12/08 12:55 PM
nice write flowerforyou

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Fri 12/12/08 09:57 AM
He mastered the lies
Such beautiful words and promises
Painted in forever friendship, or so it seemed
A vulnerable heart believed it all
Soon it began to sprinkle, our bond became soggy but nothing more
Then came the hard rain accompanied by angry thunder
He left without a second thought.
There I stood drenched in broken promises
Stuck in a prison of sickly sweet memory,
To this day angelic blue eyes take my breath away.
Time has carried me swiftly away
But never will I forget the lies painted in forever friendship
Exposed by a savage hell storm was the truth
Now trust is minimal, I don't expect friendship to be real
These days I often wonder...
What will the rain reveal?

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Sun 12/07/08 02:42 PM
happy birthday =D

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Sun 12/07/08 12:11 PM
It's time to walk away from this,
A leaden heart breaks every day
Years ago I loved another,
A poetic, loving country boy
He made me laugh
Just his name made me smile,
Each and every night I longed to be encircled in those arms
Yes I know you tried , but no one sees me in the same light.
The day he married her, tears fell like rain
I told myself I loved you
That was a lie.
Our hearts are in different worlds
Yours is in LA with the big rap stars,
And mine?
It's always been in the south
Time moves slow and steady
Simple things are cherished
When its right love lasts forever
The hands of life are no longer keeping us apart
A heart once hidden in shadowy despair denying existence of true love
Now dances in ever glowing happiness
If you love me let me go
This heart has always been his


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