A brilliant mind
That poetic soul
Sweet sensitivity...
From the first there was no chance
Loves bittersweet taste taints my lips even now
On dark hopeless nights an angelic voice dried falling tears
An invisible kiss that will forever be felt.
Salty tears of horror and regret assault a soft pillow
Days gone by dance in the peaceful stillness of an autumn night
The monotonous tick of the bedside clock is strangled by sobs
All the words never spoken scream at a broken heart
I'm sorry!
Please don't go!
Fear rolls in like a malicious fog
Please say you will stay right here
This heart is shattering like delicate glass
Fingers tremble
Eyes strain to see through the mist
For so long this friendship
Shone a light in a murky tunnel
Words a lullaby in that sweet drawl
Clumsy lips form the shape of words-
Ones you will never hear
I love you...
Have we not defeated hell in human form?
Conquered doubt
Uncovered love from hate?
That terrible mistake was mine
A mistake and nothing more
Jumbled words fall freely
Please don't go

excessive clingy-ness can't stand it

i think u need a hobby lol =P

To say hey real quick I haven't been on a heck of a lot lately because i'm fed up with the dating drama and there's a lot goin' on on this end at the moment eventually i'll be around more often i just seem to be getting nowhere fast and it seems really pointless but for those of you who are my friends no i haven't forgotten you i love you guys to death and always will...catch ya later

not me either!!!

Endless music
Only the tempo changes
Slow and romantic is tossed to racy and confusing
Such is loves anthem,
Slowly we dance on moonlit August nights
Take a breath and we're struggling to keep our balance
When at last our feet grow tired
The music is stopped
But not for long
The heart grows restless
And without warning
Loves anthem begins again

resolved itself pretty much he decided our friendship was more important than anything and if she wanted to stand in the way she could hit the road

ya might be cool but im completely awesome since you're new ill try not to be around so much so my awesomeness doesnt take all the attention from you =P lol welcome

Zacky made me smile
Even when no one else could
He told me jokes and we shared stories
Brightly the sun shone in our little world.
Silent nights were empty,
Zacky helped me dream
Better days were coming
We'd find them together, just he and I
Family crumbled all around
But we held hands and pressed on
Daring the world to bring us down
Time slowly changed
With it so did he
Outside was the same
Inside a stranger lived
He speaks of bitter darkness
And wanting to be alone.
Tears cried are left to collect in puddles at my feet
Zacky no longer dries them
Smiles and laughter are only ghosts of the past
Attempts to reach him are always failed.
Something dark always lurks beyond the wall he built
Loving words are icily brushed off
Confusion mingles with sadness in every tear
Gone forever is my very best friend
But Where?

goin pretty good on this end

nothin i miss a certain u know who lol i dont really like bein on

what's up?

yup needs a bit more in the about me and no you're far from ugly

heya =) welcome to the site hope ya have as much fun as we do around here

i do i think the whole paranormal thing is awesome yup i'm strange like that lol

thanks

I don't know i've just never felt that way about him

he really doesn't want me to step aside because of all we've been through and i promised him i wouldn't but now i just dont see any other way there has never been any grounds for her to be worried its not like we're all cuddly and mushy like i said we act like brother and sister she's just insecure and paranoid we try to ignore it but its making him angry and its killin me inside he's ditched her once but she claimed to be lost without him but she's weird last night she got angry at him and assumed he didn't wanna talk to her because he dozed off instead of calling her. he doesn't sleep much because he's worried about his having to go to afghanistan which is understandable i've tried to help her understand but all she thinks about is how it affects her

LOL i'm not quite that outward but ya made me laugh

Last night i came to a realization that stung a little more than i thought it would My best friend and I have been through a lot of really hard times together he'll be the first to tell you without the friendship we have he would've been a sinking ship. because of all we've faced together our bond is very deep and solid not in a romantic sense though awhile back he finally found someone that makes him happy and i was really excited for him early on though she started acting threatened by my involvement in his life I tried to get rod of her fears by telling her he was pretty much my brother he told her the same thing and it does no good. She makes no effort to hide annoyance when im around and when I try to make friends with her for his sake she wont have any of it. She asked me last night if he and I still talked part of me wanted to lie but I hate being dishonest so I said of course we do. Her response was "Oh..." I started to feel uncomfortable so i just left but i ended up with a really nasty message from her this morning. I sent my best friend the usual good morning text he asked what was up and i told him what had happened he said he was only her second boyfriend. I thought about it for a long time and i think the only right answer would be to step out of the picture to make things easier because he has enough stress from training and trying to explain to her that his job with the military has to come first i don't want to add to the chaos and stress. this conclusion really really hurt but i'm willing to do it for him. is it the right solution or is there a better less painful one?