nice to know im not the only one this happens to lol except all the guys that add me are like 35+ ummm no thanks lol people are weird

wacking the wrong ones and ya end up with psycho stalkers

hmmm i dont even think nice guys exist the self proclaimed nice guys are either friggin nutcases or ignorant jerks sooo i've yet to find a true nice guy

if ya got another one pass it this way will ya?

awesome write i've read a few of yours and you're talented keep it up

heres a thought have ya ever tried "hey, what's up" its simple really

oooo ooo i feel that way everyday lol my family blows too

So thats why i get stuck with nutcases i dont have a cyber club to use on the decent ones!! now it all makes sense :P

I love you
I hate it
We're best friends
You call me when you're down
When she makes you want to scream
I love you
I hate it
Lonely nights
Sleep won't come
My phone rings
An hour passes
Finally you sound tired
Sweet dreams...
My heart breaks again
I love you
I hate it
Will it ever matter?
Probably not
You invited me to your wedding five years from now
“Of course I'll be there”
Tears are coming but I'll hold them back
I only want what's best for you
And so these words remain unsaid
I love you
It kills me...

thanks guys i appreciate it i'll let ya know later how everything turned out

For my dad and my younger brother joshua today things are a tiny bit stressful at the moment my dad has court today (long story lets just say exs suck) there's a for rent sign sitting in our yard because my dad informed the landlord we were moving...our family grew because my sister came to live here too but the house didnt grow lol the sign wouldn't worry us so if we knew for a fact we were gonna be moving into the house he submitted the rental app to hes pretty sure we'll get it because the church owns it and pretty much everyone knows the kinda guy my dad is. as for my brother Joshua he's been out of work for awhile now at 18 i have never seen anyone sooo stressed but he's got an interview today nerves are a little frazzled around here

LOL

i cant because he has a girl

He's been my best friend
Ever since I can remember
Yet somewhere between day one and today
This heart wandered,
Thoughts shifted
God I love him so
None of that matters now
He chose her to be the keeper of the heart I yearn for
When life is hellish
Tears fall
When this world is dark
He takes my hand and holds it tight,
When they've had another fight,
He's too upset to think
I lead him to a smile
Like he's so often does for me
A cold wind blew the other day
Despair had me against the wall
To my surprise
The words “I wish I could hold you”
Tumbled from his lips
Could it be?
Could it really be?...
God I love him
Maybe, just maybe
He's in love with me

welcome

Sunrise
Sleepy eyes
Time to keep going
Clouded vision
The knife is still lodged deep
Poor heart it just keeps bleeding
Afternoon
Thoughts drift
Keep moving
Push through them
Strength fades in and out
Everything will be okay...
Night falls
His voice is on the wind
Poor heart, more lead was added
Vision clouds
Tears flow freely

i think you're right! i hope anyway lol ty

does anyone remember the title of avril lavignes first cd? i thought it was complicated but it mighta just been avril lavigne and now im lost lol

Awww robert thats a good one

Drowning in confusion
Shadowed by the past
This stupid world is suddenly spinning way too fast,
Sweet dreams now distorted, changed completely
I hate it!
Time marches on to the steady drone of life
One step, Two step, Three...
Eventually it'll be all right
Yes the pain will end
Sanity is found in the bond we share
Without a word of it we understand the evils of life
The true horror of loss
And the deception of love
He once said
His link to sanity was found in me,
A smile formed in a broken heart
Tears fell from emotionless eyes
Though only for a minute,
The strongest man I knew started to cry,
He was not alone in this
And this time I was not ashamed
Through death we found a friendship
A tiny ray of hope in this cold selfish world
Sadness may always have a presence in the memories we share
But that's okay, when one falls the other is ready and waiting to stand strong
First there was blinding anger
Soon denial took its turn
And when it did I almost fell
He caught me just in time
And now not too far of in the distance
I can see acceptance...
He is gone and forever will be
But we'll make it, Somehow we'll make it
He's been shoving me through the darkness
Frantically trying to find the light himself
And still he is the unbreakable rock
When the tide is too high
And it seems this time I may drown
His courage is so admirable,
I lost my heart and soul
He lost a best friend
Yet never once has he decided to give in.
God gave me an angel I do believe,
For every time I fall to the floor
Never wanting to get up again
Bubba is right there