well considering this all happened in the matter of 3 days, nothing yet, i dont even know how i'm getting to work tomorrow

well, i cant really find out any of the above...
No health insurance right now to find out about cancer or herpes, I dont have money to buy a pregnancy test even if it were possible i be pregnant, i'm not worried about my boobs falling off in the least bit.. and my hair? Whatever it's hair

my life.... seriously!
So far this week i ended up with
-No Boyfriend
-No Car
-No phone
-no money

what else can possibly go wrong

now it's damn near 6:30 in the morning and im making brownies

i feel like martha stweart on crack... i just did like 4 loads of laundry about 23 more to go... i'm cleaning everything in sight, baking... lol

cinnabons and nachos together?

MmMm Cinnabons are baking in the oven now, who wants some!?

ugh... i cant stand coffee after working at both starbucks/dunkin donuts for the past 3 or so years

I was saying goodnight to a FRIEND and he leaned into kiss me... ended up getting poked in the eye with his nose

well, he's getting into the fire academy in VA beach right now... and when he gets out he automatically gets a job as paid fire fighter down there... so he's not coming back to new jersey...

we made this decision so we wouldn't get any closer than we are now, meaning going through thanksgiving and christmas... with the whole family thing and... he'd be leaving around valentine's day... which would make things 10 times worse... i mean it hurts now, like i've been crying all night, havent slept... but if we would've stayed together i could only imagine how i would feel then

i dont think i've ever cried like this over a guy..
it just hurts so bad because i know the feelings are still mutual ut we both agreed that the best thing to do was end it here so things weren't worse in february when it came time for him to move to virginia

So it's official... i'm back on the market again.

It's sad, i really thought i found something good this time.. but i guess my search for a good guy is ongoing...

ugh... i hate letting myself cry over a guy thats not the one above me)

something similar happened to me the other day when i went to take a shower

I beleive that Fruit of the Loom ( the underwear and sock people) are in cahoots withwhirpool ( washer and dryer people) because every time i put a pair of socks in the wash only one makes it out alive...

I beleive theres a compartment in the dryer that eats all the socks, so you end up spending more money on them... thare are little knomes in that compartment it's like... narnia or something.. in my dryer

so i'm happy, my best friend and myself are deciding to have a total girls night out on thursday because we both happen to have the day off. Also to introduce her back into the dating world after just breaking up with her boyfriend... now to just find some good clubs in the city

no worries you'll find the right one you're a cutie

i think it sleep is in order.... it's 7 am... g'night.

Bout time i went to sleep

i suppose... i mean if you're interest in studying me

hmm... i think if i actually said that outloud i'd force myself to wink...