I'm glad you learned quicky and were able to fix it. Now everything is beautiful again. I just need to score that contract and you need to get off second shift. Then life would be perfect! Can't wait to see you tonight.

I am going to torture you until you learn or until I can't take it anymore and I choose to disappear. How's that for some reality?

I want it all perfect. I'm getting impatient. I'm exhausted, annoyed, and irritable. I just want to sleep and I have too much to do. Blah. I need you to fix everything.

I wish all of the external forces that try to destroy us would disappear from the earth. We can be so good together. I know that.

I'm glad it's Friday and I'm glad I'm not mad at you. But I'm so tired. I can't keep going like this. You know what needs to happen. Oh, I hope. I'm too tired to even write this.

I hate missing you everyday. You need to find a different job. I want normal! No, I want us!

Well, we got the solid snow day and we got to sleep. I suppose that's a good thing. It just sucks that you have to work both jobs today. I wish we would have had more time to spend together.

Well,I'm just not going to be mad anymore. I'm going to presume that you are indeed going to keep those promises...and yeah, I'll cut you some slack on the daily thing. I wish I was already done my work for the night and I wish you were home. Not too much longer. Let's hope for a solid snow day tomorrow!

I'm so tired and I just want everything to be ok again. I don't even know what happened or why. I don't want to be mad anymore.

Two steps forward, one step back. It's better than the alternative. I'm looking forward to our discussion tonight though. I hope it solves everything.

I can't believe you decided to piss me off. I don't know how you're going to fix this. Good luck with that.

The past few days have been unbearably long and well, simply unbearable. I need you home. I need you now. I need to go to bed. And you better wake me up when you get home. Seriously. I know you will.

Today was such a long day. I missed you so much. I have no idea how I'm going to do this...not seeing you for an entire day, day after day. I woke up this morning and watched YOU sleep for a change...just for a few seconds really because I had to get in the shower and get ready to go. But you looked so peaceful...and sexy. I hate being away from you for all of these hours. You give me strength. I just can't believe how much I miss you and how much I have come to rely on your emotional support. How am I going to do this? I know I need to get sleep, but I want to see you when you get home. I want to be with you when you get home. I thought it was rough before. At least I saw you for an hour here and there. Today was almost unbearable. I want to hear your voice. I want to be in your arms. And I should be doing my work now and going to bed before you get home. I just don't know if I can do that. This is harder than I imagined it would be.

Yeah, I can't wait to take him to another room.

I'm as ready as I can be, I suppose. Thank you. I know this is all foreign to you...the organization and planning and stuff, but thank you for learning it and stepping up and doing what I need you to do. I will miss you so much tomorrow. But I always miss you.

Thanks, Ash. Remind me when it's time for your birthday.

You'll be home soon and we'll get ready for tomorrow together. I know we'll be fine, but I'm going to miss you so much...like I already do, but now I'll have to miss you even more often! I can't wait for everything to be perfect for us. And the words will be coming soon. I can't hold back forever.

Hey Deb and everyone! Just popping by to say hi and bye. I need no matches. I have found my match. I am unbelievably happy. I'm starting a new job tomorrow too so I'm just not going to have time to keep up here. Besides, no one is ever around when I stop by anyway. I wish you all luck in the quest for love and happiness. Peace.

I just love everything about us.

Tonight is going pretty fast, but I still miss you. A little more than an hour and you'll be home. But the kids are still up. I'm so ready for you to be here though.