He gave me his heart
as he trembled and cried,
gazed at me suddenly
then went silent and died.

His one dyng wish
he related to me,
just become a man
be the best you can be.

Give others your respect
your dignity and your pride,
dont be afraid
to show your feelings inside.

Love all your friends
as I know you love you,
and pass all this Love
with everything you do.

Give others a smile
and extend your hand,
shake their hand with firmness
help them to understand.

Your wish for them
is only the best,
and make them feel
they are better than all the rest.

These words he did say
as he slwoly closed his eyes,
and gave me his heart
with no compromise!
(Dedicated to my beloved Father)

I saw him in an instant
as he quickly passed on,
and knew it was his time
as he no longer could respond.

I gently took his hand
as limp as it was,
and whispered to his heart
I love you Dad,becuase!

You treated me with tenderness
you treated me right,
although you never spoke those words
you made my world seem bright.

I took you for granted
as we all seem to do,
but the fatal day came,
as we all face the same.

And as always in a flash
you were no here,
the shock was overwhelmng
and caused me panic and fear.

But God came gently to me
and held me oh so tight,
and comforted me every night
helps me feel so allright.
(Dedicated to my Beloved Dad)

And I Thankyou for your very kind words! You are most welcome!
Have yourself a great day!

One mistakedly takes life for granted which is an easy thing to do.We grow up as youngsters thinking our parents are immortal and will be around forever.But if one watches especially a father,as they approach the middle and latter part of their lives,the once alert and active man very slowly reverts back to being tired and sleeps most of the time.This is natures way of recycling,or causing the eventual passing and rebirth of ones soul from one entity into another,like a plant that comes back year after year,we revert and are reborn into another house,or home if you will,a new born baby and relives a life secretly,never knwoing his previous life or recollecting anything about his past life unless there is a point of instant recollection of havng been somewhere before or thinkong someone is familiar somehow? Life is wonderess,and beautiful and one can take the fact that we are all nothing but pure energy,and energy can never die,it just changes form.
Never take what you have for granted,becuase it can just as easily be taken away at a winks moment.
I dont expect a reply,but I do Thankyou for graciously reading this!




(Dedicated to Life)

My Dad did the same thing and still has his beloved dog in an Urn sitting on his table too. Really torn him apart emotionally and hasnt been the same since and know how he feels.

Thankyou for your courteous reply! Have a great day!

She was deeply bonded with me for all her life,and had her since she fit in the palm of my hand and once was the size of a small bird,and if you have ever cradled a bird in your hands,you know how precious they really are. I once remember the stillness,yet beauty of Cheaslie(my Cheasapeakie Bay Retriever).Her once trembling body soon relaxed while cradled in my hands,and once I gently put her on the ground and walked away,as unsteady as she was on her tiny feet,she always managed to know where I was becuase of instinct and smell,as her tiny eyes were not yet open,she would whimper until I stopped and she lay down on top of my feet once again.And as she grew,she would be frantic until I would appear outside and she would jump way up in the air waiting for my company!
If only we could react that way to each other,what a miraculous world this would indeed be,eh?
I dont expect any replies,but I do Thankyou all for reading!




Rod

Please forgive me my dear and precious friend
for I do not mean to be in such need,
my shaken soul will recupe and go onward
with uncertainty at first,
but with each step I take,
I will gain not only the knowledge
but the confidence to face with as much inner strength as I can gather alone
for I know I must do this alone and will
and hope I can rebuild myself as time marches forward,I do hope someone will take notice
as I regain my inner strength of will
and will become stronger and harder and tougher
and face and conquer lifes battles and be wiser
for having gone through this.
Better times are ahead,my dreams will reveal and come true,when the timing is right.
Although it is difficult to walk these lonely paths alone,I will become stronger for havng walked them alone,and without assistance from anyone.Take my hand,Lord,for I am coming,HOME!
(DEDICATED TO OUR FATHER IN HEAVEN)

Tell me Momma
what can I do,
am scared to pass
into this tunnel of gloom

I am alone
and although I see a light
which seems to be shining
ever so bright.

Should I stay
or should I go back,
tell me Momma
am I on the right track?

Or maybe I should ask
the one called Father,
or not even bother?

He may call out to me
as I get through,
and guide me further
as to what I must do.

I want to be saved
from my disturbed past,
of which I have left alone
and knew I couldnt last.

I may have to relive
and this time get it right,
wish I knew the answer
as I pass out of sight.

Tell me Momma
will I be allright,
guess you cannot answer
as you have left me tonight.

To face my situation alone
is what I must do,
I may become stronger
when I reunite with you.
(Dedicated to my beloved Momma)

I arose from the ashes
to be reborn again,
to spread my love
and forever send
my spirit forth
to intertwine within
my lady as she soundly slept
I entered her heart,slowly
twining through her chambers
as I felt the gentle beating
of her heart muscle,
I traveled between her bloodvessels
seeing before me a warm a guiding light
a light of passion,a light of passage
finding my way through the surgng blood
passing within her vessels
providing her body nourishment,
and as I reached the point of passion
I felt a presence of her hand carressing
my point of entry,where she whispered
to my essence saying," I will ALWAYS LOVE YOU"
FOR ALL TIME! My beloved spirit,My Rod!

Sorry boss!

A man can be assured
of one true thing,
only he can make happiness
and make his heart sing.

And only a man can Love another
but he must first find love within,
only then can he spread that feeling
with every place he's been.

That is the trick my friend
you cant make others love you,
that must come from within your heart
with everything you do.

Thanks for the advice,very wise!

I can ASS-URE you I am a mature man.She was online afterwards and never took the time to apologize for leaving me hanging.Doesnt take that long to send an apology to someone for being rude to them,or even being honest wth them even f they really dont like you!
Think about THAT!

I have always wondered why some people take pride n mocking others? And especially starting a friendship,only to make a chat date wth someone just to become silent,never show up,and never have the decency to be honest and explain that they are not really interested in the first place?
It takes a more mature person to tell someone and get it over with then it is to just be silent.That is known as the cowards way out and how can anyone have respect for someone like this?
I dont expect an answer on this one,just wondering is all.




Have a great night and Thankyou for reading!

am deeply sorry to hear of your loss! My prayers and sympathy go out to you and yours for your tragic loss!
Hang in there,you will see will be fine with time and all the support from all your friends who care for you!

Thankyou!

Hi,my name is Rod
and it is quite obvious,
that I am a bit odd.

When I think I am thinking
put my foot in my mouth,
and say the wrong things
and only displeasure do I brng.

I want to think
especally before I speak,
but it does hurt alot to try
as I do week after week.

I was born wth a brain
but never put it to good use,
all I did was little
and took all my abuse.

I continue to speak
before I think,
and all that does
is make my world stink.

I better get busy
have alot of work to do,
have to eliminate my inperfections
before my days are through.
Dedicated to my (defeating my daily idiocracies)

Thankyou! You as well! Am impressed! Have a good night!