You especially are most welcome and cherished! Yes I guess I should cut myself a little shack,and will do so and Thank you for your understanding!

I was never raised this way,i was always a little whimpy boy afraid to try anything for fear of feeling the pain of retrabution,I was always protected and not allowed to experience life,so now what gives me the right to be an ASS around these parts?
Is it also fear of exposing my true nature,or hiding the real nature that I really am,but afraid to show?
I must humbly apologize to any of you for adapting a reputation of being a DORK,an ASS,and a sarcastic smartass of which I never meant to be.I am a simple man,nothing much to show for my 54 yrs except being healthy and having only 2 relationships in my entire life,and both having failed miserably,and maybe their ending was alot my fault? As I think about it lately,the lonlier I become,and realization sets in that the PAIN(internal)that I suffer on a daily basis is truly my own fault but do hope before I go that someone will see through all of this and realize that underneath all my rough outer covering,inside I am a truly wonderful and loving man capable of caring deeply for someone,just because of their sensitivity and the tenderness of which they display towards me.
I am very honored by those who are my loyal and beautiful friends,and know that good and loyal friends are few and far between.
I know I am just mouthing off,but some feelings I feel I must speak my words,no matter how cheesy they may be in actual reality!




Thankyou for reading,


Rod

Thankyou Suz! You always brighten my moment! Will be in touch tomorrow afterwards!
Have a wonderful night!

Must be strong
for it wont take long,
as the needle goes in
I in time will win.

But the discomfort I endure
will help send the cure,
as the stitching progresses
I wont be confessin.

I will be a shaking
as my anxiety runs wild,
it'll take me on back
to when I was a child.

I have taken the pain
my childhood like it was,
and must I experience it again
alone,and becuase.

I happened to cut it
a little too much
and as time went on
it got tender to the touch.

So now my big toenail
must be taken away,
will I survive this
or will this kill me this day?

The pain and the stress
might get me at best,
guess only fate knows
will be put through the test!
(Dedicated to my eventful ending!)

Youre disgusting!!!!

for sure!

Am in pain and insane

dont really want
to do this again!

I miss my brain
when I think
all I do is strain.

And it hurts my head
as it blows up instead.

Is all wishful thinkng
as I cannot think straight,
dont know what to do
as I travel through lifes gates.

One plus one is three
Im not so dumb,
can even tell you
where I came from.


Can even tell you my sex
if you really want to know,
but guess Ive said enough
so now I will go
Bye Byes!

You are INDEED awesome,and it truly brings me to tears to know not only that I have met you,but to know you are a deeply caring woman,not only for me but for everyone else.
WE could all take a lesson from you sweetie! You are truly an angel sent from the heavens above,all by the spritiual wave of Gods loving hand!

When I saw her on the street
knew she was the one I wanted to meet,
from her pretty painted toes
to her fancy pantyhose.

She strutted over
and peared in to my eyes,
her frown turned to a smile
as she shyly said Hi.

I started to sparkle
said your place or mine,
felt cold chills
run up and down my spine.

She motioned to me
as she waved her index finger,
no dont youz be slow
dont want you to linger!

We walked up stairs
she unlocked her door,
strolled right in
and began our sin!

I felt truly alive
as our clothes peeled away,
in time I had to go
but really wanted to stay!

Ya Ya Ya!

Anticipation,
making me wait,
is one of those factors
I really really hate!

Anticipation
biting ones nails,
and you live at a snails pace
end up old and frail!

But there are no guarantees
as you go through lifes hoops,
is better than sitting idle
as in in a pigeon coop.

The more one flies
the more one tries,
so anticipation can be fruitful
when you find her,by and by!
(Dedicated to her!)

Thanks again my friend!

Same back at you buddy!Thanks!

Emotion,comotion,
demise,critisize,
living within
living without
thats what a fairytale
life is all about.

Living,dying
crying out in pain,
jst to recover
to do it all over again!

Loving,affection,
kissing your lover,
getting all antsy
under ones covers!

Arguments,cheating
money won and lost,
must buy the children video games
at any ole cost!

They may need shoes
or glue for school,
but must have their internetting
is the general rule!!

Life is a tizzy
screaming little kids,
seems like a constant
tightly sealed lke a lid.

Will it ever end
not as long as the world is alive,
and as long as its an "anything goes"
that seems to be the current jive!

Talk to me Babe
answer thy prayer,
dont you realize
I want to to be there.

Lift thy hand
and gently stroke my face,
then leave your soft kisses
all over the place.

Steal my heart
the way you steal my clothes,
melt yourself into me
like nobody knows!

Talk to me Babe
smother me in your love,
soften my inner soul
let us fit just lke a glove!

Take my breath away
with your warm and soft body,
merge within,begin
get into my skin.

This can happen with you
as it can with me,
may we start
for we will never,ever part!
(Dedicated to thee one I LOVE)

You are most welcome my dear friend!

Many Thanks! Have a good one!

She may not even care
or not be aware,
maybe she'll laugh
or probably just beware.

Of a little man
such as I,
who birngs forth his eyes
to pronounce by words
which are truly not absurd.

But these come from deep within
to my borders and beyond,
she may not even care
or even respond.

I must continue
my long and lonely quest,
for my endng is just our beginning
as I am daily put to the test.
( Dedicated to her,my angel,my LOVE)

Same to you sweets! Have a wonderful day and an even better tomorrow!

Same back at you sweets! Have a good one!

Thankyou Kim!