What sort of video games interest woman any ways? I know alot are just like men and love there RPG's and shooters. But Ive noticed in general woman like ones with puzzles more.

A man stood there silent and in shadow
A woman cried out, for him so hallow
Like silence he moved to her side
together they walked, hiding from light
A rose bloomed near
A seed of love, his evil died
A secret facing him in the mirror
The monster inside slept, trapped inside

When she passed and he was left
He held his bony hands tight to his chest
A aching that could swallow the world whole
A despair of an existence so cold
The thorns reaped blood a few drops near
The monster re-appeared standing there
A secret that had remained trapped in the mirrior

So cold is my soul and tormented I remain
These feelings of hate being pushed into breath
Only my vengeance is sustained
For I am the shadow, known as death


N.D.D. 2011

I do try. Just NOT always easy to stay positive.

HAHAHA, Very good :P

LMFAO, on occasion!

I cant quiet express how I feel
Strangers in my life walk by
The words say to just deal
What do you do when love dies
The people we know pass before
A aching pain all the lingers
A battering ram crushing our door
What we are becomes a creature

A feeling that drops us to our knees
Crying internally trapt here
Leaving us begging please
The only thing of reality is a tear
A burden we cant seem to withstand
Will leave you to scream
I dont want to be this man

When the desire for darkness is all the ramains
Whats left standing between me and it why should I restrain?


Ive lost alot this year, my father, my mother, both to suicide. I lost my fiancee and two kids and Im left with nothing but this internally explosive feeling. How much more can one person take.

N.D.D. 8/01/2010 An exert from my private journal.

Truth, is only relative to the individual. Meaning even most who seeks wisdom from others will in the end always do what THEY want. And will later review them from the own or OUR own self serving point of views.

Hey whats up all, bored and figured id see what any and every one is up to!

Dude I feel u on this one I lost 90 lb's this year alone O_O... Huge difference in my pics!

My profile is bleak and doesn't say much about me. But I guess have a look? Might as well see how I rate. ><?

HAHA Meh its been 2 months, and Im just trying to move on. Although I find myself crying alot more now days -_-. I think I need more Chinese food.

HAHA I know how this one feels -_-. The trick is to be AWARe, but also be aware of the parnoia spawned from it. Dont let your self become judgmental over the issue but its good to be more cautious. It only means when you find a woman who you honestly believe she wont, she will be that much more special then your x. Dont expect it right away, but you could try maybe express this concern?

To be honest with a woman and show and properly express a fear, shows a woman your in controll of your emotions enough to be rational under stress. I dont think any thing bad "Unless worded wrong" could come from being open about it. :)

Simply put those who do are like the men who cheat, there POS who dont care about any other persons feelings. To them love is nothing, even after a long commited relationship at any point or cheating its the same answer, they just dont care any more obviously enough to keep to them selves. I recently got out of a relationship in which she ran off to texas and cheated on me, took her kids with her and disapeared after I helped raise them for a year. May not seem like much but it was gut renching considering I cant have my own.

Ill be honest im not really sure what to say about myself O_O. Is there certain things woman want to know? XD

I used to live in Sweet home Oregon not to long ago. What it like having a ranch up there in those parts. I never did get a chance to go riding much up there.

So damn bored... *slams head on desk*

Nah I mean like I tend to pick girls who start out great then go nuts...

How is every one tonight? Im bored stiff.

How is every one tonight? Im bored stiff.

Why do people tend to go for the type that's completely wrong for them?